by EchoOfShatteredIce » Sat Aug 25, 2018 4:05 pm
"Good," she said, smiling. She rested her head on his chest and listened to him heart beat. She loved him, but was too shy to say it out loud.
"You still didn't choose me. After all of that, you didn't want to be with me. Maybe you never did," he whispered, just audible enough for her to hear. "I had given up everything for you. My position in my Clan, my family, my friends, my future as leader of Trishanakru. None of that mattered as much as my desire to be with you. I couldn't bare to think about you having to live the rest of your life with one of the others, especially Ash. I thought you had cared about me, too. I thought you had wanted me to win. But then I found out, or I thought, that you had ended your life, because even if you were to be with me, living your life in Azgeda, being leader even with me to help, it wasn't bare able. It wasn't worth living for." He bit his lip, fighting the tears that wanted to fall. "Then later, all I could think about was how, if I died, I could finally be with you. But I couldn't even get that. You came, alive, and...was disgusted with me that I would end my life. I thought you had ended yours! What was I supposed to do? Forget about you? Pretend everything was fine? I loved you, Piper. I thought I could win the competition. I thought I would spend the rest of my life with you by my side, and then I had that ripped away from me." A tear fell onto the table, but he didn't notice. "You got over me quickly. Next thing I know, you have a boyfriend and you're happy. Maybe I'm just selfish, wanting you back. Wanting to have the life that I can't." He squeezed his eyes shut. "It's too late now," he whispered, his voice cracking. "He loves you, and I know you love him. I will never be able to be with you." He looked up at her, tears silently falling down his face. He gently tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. "So that is my last gift to you, my love. I could have let Caius die, but I could never hurt you like that, like you hurt me. I couldn't let them take him away from you. I hope he makes you happy. I never will." He softly kissed her, his hand against her cheek. He pulled away, looking into her eyes. "Had to do that. At least just once." He pulled away, disappearing into the crowd.
Caia didn't answer for a moment. "He didn't do anything. I did. I ruined everything."