✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I huffed and crossed my arms across my chest. Owen couldn’t just put up with being called a different name. That was his problem. He needed to move on, not bug me about it. Still, I gave in. ”Fine. I give in. I’ll call you Owen. But the instant anyone asks why I’m just calling you Owen I’m going back to Mr.Grady.” I said, trying to be serious as I looked into his eyes. It’s much easier said than done.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxx“Alright deal” however I got a feeling no one will question it as I am certain that they knew we are old friends. Why would anyone question our lack of formalities. Even Claire called me by my first name. Weird. That’s when I saw Dorian looking at me. Man that kid was creepy. What’s his problem. “So, why him of all people” I gestures to Dorian as he quickly turned to talk to a few security officials.
~Dorian~
Why the visitors centre? If all he places on the island that we could have chosen it was this place. I didn’t even get a say in the matter unfortunately. Which I’d have to say is the woto at part about this entire endeavour. My hand gently brushed up against my belt of knives I had fastened around my waist. Nothing was getting to me. Besides I remember how best up I got some days and my dad would always get frustrated with me. Never being able to do anything. It’s not like he would do anything with me to begin with. I saw Claire and Owen talking what I could only assume was jealousy building up inside me. The itch to grab one of the obsidian knives from my belt was excruciating.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I sighed. Owen would never let me here the end of my dating choices. I had to admit his voice sounded a tad bit jealous. Of course, that could’ve been my imagination but I decided to mess with him about it. ”Is someone eating jealous?” I asked him. My arms were crossed over my chest as I looked up at him. God I hated being short!
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxI shook my head looking over at her with almost shock. How could she say something like that I mean I have long gotten over her (telling myself lies). I looked back at Dorian. “How could I be jealous of him? There is just something off about him Dawn. Something I can’t quite place.” He responded watching Dorian as he spoke with the other officials. “What’s with the knives as well?” He’s a piece of work that’s certain.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I rolled my eyes at his response. Right, because a jealous person would admit upfront to being jealous. I wasn’t stupid. I knew there was a hint of jealousy in his tone. I’d known him for long enough to be able to pick things out like that. “His past. The same reason I keep my gun in my purse and took Rex with me everywhere. Of course, he’s with Karen. I figured Zach would appreciate having a dog around.” I told him, now forcing myself to look at Dorian. “You know he’s the alpha now. You’re not in charge anymore. You may want to get used to listening to him and following his orders.” It was true. Dorian was the one who would be giving is the different missions. That meant we would be following his every command. I’d admit, it had taken me some getting used too. I disliked taking orders but I respected his authority. Not many people could bossy me around anymore anyways.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxWhat on earth was he so paranoid about? What could he have gone through to make him So paranoid. I honestly had a million questions for her and yet I dropped them as as Dawn seemed to be picking up on the signals. Fine I was jealous of him, I am in no way attracted to him but he’s a very good looking human being. His eyes are just absolutely spectacular to stare into. “He has her eyes.” I realized what I said far too late. But it came out of the tube of toothpaste... never to come out again.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I hid my laugh with a cough. Did he really just say that? I could tell he hadn’t said it because he was attracted to Dorian. The tone he had used was as if he was simply stating a fact. I could also tell that he wanted to take his words back. I stopped for a moment and thought. Even though I had never met her I had this feeling that we would’ve gotten along. It was strange that Owen and I were both attracted to people with those eyes. I hadn’t even really thought about that being a possibility. Why would I? “You need to move on at some point. David’s eyes are everywhere but I let him go and realized he wouldn’t want me living in the past. Come on. I’m sure Dorian has something to say to me at this point.” I told him before walking over to Dorian.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxI knew right well that she was right. I needed to not think about her as much but there was nothing much I could do about it. I was stuck in this perpetual loop of sorrow that just appeared to go onto a very long time. I took in a deep breath as Dorian approached.
~Dorian~
I was as sick of talking to everyone else I was just sort of fed up having every single person asking the same questions over and over again. I was ish ito was want getting in my nerves but I already had. I snapped at one of the interns who walked away like a sad puppy. I sighed and turned to dawn walking over to her. I held her hand and intertwined our fingers. She was amazing, more or less. I kissed her forehead. “Dawn, do you want to get settled into where we are going to be staying for the next couple of months?” I asked.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I felt terrible for Owen. I should’ve been more understanding but he did need to start moving on. Dwelling in the past wouldn’t get him anywhere. For a brief moment, Owen completely left my mind as I felt Dorian’s lips against my forehead and his hand over mine. Owen returned to my thoughts soon afterwards. I was so lost that I almost missed Dorian’s question. “That sounds like a good idea to me.” I said with a smile before mouthing ‘sorry’ to Iwen over my shoulder.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxI narrowed my eyes and nodded understanding. She clearly liked this guy and I wasn’t going to stop her from liking him. I am sure that there was no point in such things. I only sighed and turned around slightly broken up about this. I was pointed to where I was staying and placed my bag down on the bunk lying down and watching the sky.
~Dorian~
I could feel her hesitate and knew it was Owen. I never should have brought him with us. This was just a stupid idea. Why on earth did I suggest it? I tried putting on my usual fake charming smile and pushed open the doors to the visitors centre. Despite how dreaded it was. I showed her to holoscope that I had spent this morning programming with a friend. “It shows the night sky, so it’s like sleeping under the stars but not quite. Do you like it?” Sincere, loving, thoughtful... perfect.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I could tell Dorian was doing his best not to show his emotions. To me it was clear he was upset and jealous. Like I said, it had always been easier for me to see what someone was feeling. I had the streeets of NYC to glam for that. I let him lead me to the holoscope and I couldn’t help but smile when the stars were projected. It was prefect. I missed being able to sleep under the stars and stay hidden from those around me every once and a while. I hugged him, hoping he’d get the message that I... loved him. “Thank you, Dorian. I do.” I told him. “You should know Owen and I are just friends. We met a few years ago and he saved me a few times. That’s it. Just friends. Alright?@
~Dorian~
I knew that getting attached to the reporter was not apart of the plan when we met on campus four months ago. Right before finals the distance had killed me in a way and so I went to live with her while I was doing research from a lab in New York. This was of course before my internship started. I was always he boss of InGen. It’s what I was supposed to do. Thankfully I got it. I hugged her back feeling strange about it. It never felt right for some reason. “It’s perfectly fine Dawn. I just. It’s a lot to process. He’s perfect for the job, and I need to keep reminding myself of that” I looked down at her pushing a strand of hair from her forehead.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I tired to tell myself this was how it was supposed to be. I tried to tell myself that this was right. See, if that was true, why didn’t it feel right. I dreaded the feeling I was getting. I tried to ignore the little voice in my mind but I couldn’t. The voice kept telling me ‘you should be with Owen.’ The pest part was the fact that I thought it was right. I shook the feeling. No. Owen and I couldnt be together. It’s never work out. “We should get some sleep. We have a long few months ahead of us.”
~Dorian~
I nodded and stepped out of her embrace so that I could get changed into warmer cloths for sleeping in. Winter was beginning to set in and we needed to be ready for the weather shift anyways. I quickly got myself ready to sleep and stepped back out into the main foyer. I stuck everything into my bag accept for my knives. I left this out on top so that I could grab them as needed. I pulled the sheets over me and wanted for dawn to crawl in beside me to say goodnight.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
Let’s be honest here, I wasn’t tired at all. I wanted to explore a little more, see the park. Our time was limited, meaning we had to get everything off the island and we only had a few months. When you’re moving dinosaurs, that’s a whole lot easier said than done. Still, I went into one of the other rooms to change. I came back and got under the covers with Dorian. “Goodnight.” I said to him. He usually feel asleep quickly. I wasn’t planning on doing anything stupid. I just wanted to go outside and walk around. This place held some of my favorite memories and some of the times where I thought I wasn’t going to see tomorrow. How could I fall asleep when this place held my history? Either way, I closed my blue eyes and slowed my breathing to seem as if I was sleep and waited for Dorian to do the same.
~Dorian~
I could tell that something was up with her and I wanted to know what it was. I looked her over and tried to contemplate what I could do to try to fix this. Owen was distracting her and I needed to remind her tomorrow why I was a better choice. Now, I also had to keep in mind that these strange feelings for Dawn should not get in the way of the mission. A piece of hair fell in her face again and I pushed it out of the way. “Goodnight dawn.” I slowly allowed my green eyes to close and my breathing slowed. That’s when the nightmares came.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
My blue eyes snapped back open. He was asleep now. Slowly, care not to disturb him, I crawled out. I took a few moments jsut to look up and enjoy the projection of the night sky. After a few minutes I decided to go outside. The cold night air immediately got to me. I wasn’t used to it being like that there. Of course, New York City was always freezing but the island wasn’t supposed to be. I took a deep breath and sat on one of the benches, away from everyone else. My eyes focused on the night sky. Soon, I feel into thoughts.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxSomeone was outside. Or something, there were animals roaming around on the island now as well. My eyes snapped open as soon as I heard the noise. It’s not like I am one known to be a light sleeper. Every little thing usually wakes me up. The joys of having nightwatch I suppose. I got up from my bunk and looked outside at the night sky. The darkness allowed for the stars to shine so brightly. I saw someone sitting down and approached them. “You alright?”
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
It took my mind a second to register who was speaking. Even then I still jumped at least a foot in the air. “Owen, I’m fine. What are you doing still up? I thought everyone was asleep.” I said, trying to calm down. The fact that animals were running loose was starting to get to me.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxI felt bad that I had startled her. I never meant too do so but I suppose that things happened. I raised my arms a bit in surrender. “Sorry, I guess you got me this time officer Dawn” I smiled I was trying to make this friendship work. I’ve barely talked to her since we broke up. That’s hard to fathom and maybe this is my chance to at least be her friend. I miss her company.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
A small smile grace day my lips. Leave it to Owen to make me smile when anyone else would’ve made me punch. “It’s alright. You don’t have to stand... there’s space.” I said in a low voice. We were too far away for anyone to hear anything but I still was being cautious. In all honesty, I wanted to feel him beside me again.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxI felt uncomfortable with her asking me to stop. I was honestly curious as to what her boyfriend. “Oh I’d better keep my space. I might upset king Dorian” I was going to add more to that statement but I decided to keep my insult to myself. What was with that kid? I felt bad that I kept thinking about him. His eyes. How he has her eyes, those green eyes that I’ve only seen on one other person.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
“Don’t be like that Owen. He doesn’t own me and he won’t come after you for sitting down with me. You didn’t seem to have a problem kissing me with Claire around even though she was your ex. Better yet, you didn’t bother to say a word about that.” I said, standing up. If he wanted to play this stupid game about my decision the that’s what we’d do. My arms crossed over my chest and I looked at him, a fire burning in my blue eyes.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxI sat down beside her and rolled my eyes a little bit confused. What on earth was going on with me. It wa like something abou dorian was really getting to me. There is something about that kid that I just don’t like. I sighed a little bit. “Claire was never insanely jealous. Also Claire isn’t that Dorian kid.” I kicked a rock trying to distract myself from my jealousy.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
“‘Insanely jealous’ seems to be a phrase that could describe someone else in this general area. What don’t you like about him anyways?” I asked, standing up and looking down at him. I wasn’t going to just sit beside him now. No. He hadn’t wanted to sit beside me because he was upset about Dorian or something so, until this was figured out, I wasn’t sitting beside him either.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxI needed to think about this. What on earth was going on. I honestly needed to give three good reasons for not liking Dorian. I had barely taken the time to know and yet I still knew that I disliked him. I took in a deep breath and decided on three main things. “He kook s super framilliar it’s scary and I can’t place it, those knives give me the creeps as no one needs that many throwing knives and finally he’s got Naomi’s eyes... in a way that’s bothering me much more than it probably should” I folded my arms still kicking the rock around.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
Those weren’t exactly good reason but they were reason. My blue eyes focused on him in the dark. Why did I miss being next to him so much? I didn’t know. All I hoped was that Dorian stayed asleep. Lord only knows what he’d do to Owen and what he’d say to me if he found out I had come out at night. “I’m really sorry Owen. I’ve missed you though.” I admitted.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
xxxI kept on having to remind myself to breathe to keep me from going I. There and talking to that weird kid. I met her blue eyes as soon as she said that she had missed me. Which was strange as she was the one who ended up breaking up with me. Why? I honestly can’t remember. “We can’t do this. Despite how much Dorian bothers me, you are dating him.” I grabbed her shoulders and span her around so that she was facing the visitors centre. “Go back there and tell him how much he means to you. If you really like steal the amber ring in masrani’s old office and ask him to marry you”
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
He was being ridiculous. He and I both knew I wasn’t ready to become engaged. Not after the hell I went through with David and then with Owen himself. “That’s ridiculous Owen and you know it. I’m not getting married and I didn’t say I love y-... and I didn’t say I love you. I only said I had missed you.” I don’t know why my breathing stopped with my words on that part. Either way, I continued my sentence.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I let go of her and turned around suddenly. I knew that I was being ridiculous, this was not going to win her over nor did I actually have a chance getting her back. She was with Dorian no. This was just sad. I took in a deep breath taking a step away from her. “You didn’t say that when you broke up with me. Heck when I said it you thanked me” I responded looking down. That’s when I heard footsteps from behind me.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I felt terrible. Deep, deep down I knew I wanted to be with Owen but I was scared to take that step. I was scared to hurt him. I was about to respond to him when I heard footsteps. I was in trouble now. I prayed for it not to be Dorian but sure enough, those green eyes seemed to be those of a hunting wolf in the night.
~Dorian~
I turned and looked at Owen. He should honestly be thankful that I didn’t have my belt of knives on me. I kicked a Compy on the way over here but I didn’t want to think about that. I looked at both of them. Owen turned around and as soon as his eyes made contact with mine I walked over to him and punched him in the jaw. Which honestly felt a lot better than how I had imagined it. “Back off Grady before I have you sent back to your pathetic little shack in New York” my voice was venomous.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
A gasp escaped my lips. God, why did I do this to Owen? I rushed over as quickly as I could move and stood in between them, like the beta protecting her alpha from an outsider. Whom the alpha was isn’t important... “It’s not his fault Dorian. I couldn’t sleep and I came out here. Owen was merely checking on me. He didn’t do anything wrong. Take it out on me, not him.” I told him, my voice was steady and strong. The same one I used when defending David or Claire or Grey.
~Dorian~
I clearly wasn’t going to accept that answer. I looked over at Owen loving the fury running through my veins. “Why would I do that dawn?” I wished I had a pet name for her like sweetie or something. I suppose that was in poor taste. Besides who needs that kind of thing. “He’s clearly not here to check on you but to check you out. That punch was diserved. Honestly I’ve seen so much worse”
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I nodded. “I deserved that. I-I’ll back off okay” I said straightening up. He had a good arm. What on earth made him this good at hand to hand combat?.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I’d always had a powerful arm. My legs were much, much stronger but my arms could still do some damage. If Vic were still alive he probably would’ve told you the same. I slapped Dorian across the face. They were like wolves fighting over prey and I was not some prize. “Snap out of it Dorian. I can take care of myself. He didn’t do anything wrong. You are paranoid.” I snapped in a sassy tone.
~Dorian~
She was right in some senses, I was being paranoid. I suppose that’s how it worked. I also wanted to try to get her to hate Owen as much as I did but clearly it was going to be difficult to make her see. I rubbed my cheek and looked into her blue eyes. “I love you dawn.” I finally said it now. Of all times I said it now... what was coming over me? I wanted to turn around and smack myself. I felt as though I should make her do it again to prevent me saying something stupid like this.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I didn’t want to say it with Owen there. Yes I loved Dorian. Not in the way I loved Owen though. That was the scary truth. Still, my tone could fool most anyone. “I love you too. Now go back to sleep. I’ll be in soon.” I promised.
~Dorian~
Where has all this sincerity come from. I didn’t nod I just wheeled around and walked away. I had meant that. I had never said it and honestly I... I didn’t know what to do. I walked back into the visitor centre and splashed water into my face. What was happening to me? Maybe I can just not talk to them for a bit and clear things up. What’s wrong with me. I leaned against the counter.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I looked at her for a second. “I deserved that. Also, I’ve realized who that kid reminds me of”... it hit me like a tone of bricks when he punched me. A strong arm, he was clearly well trained. Which was probably good.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I paused for a moment, making sure he was gone before turning around. I marched up to Owen and looked up at him with curiosity blooming in my eyes once again. “Who?” I asked him.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
She was honestly going to have my head for this but I feel it my shirt to tell her. “Honestly he reminds me of Vic. Especially the way you slapped him. Now don’t hate me” I responded putting my hands up in a sarcastic Surrender. I looked at her in the moonlight and realized how much he didn’t deserve her. Or maybe he did... I don’t know.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I was about to make some smartass remark but I stopped. Oh. My. God. He was right. What the hell was I doing with myself? “Oh good god Owen. What am I going to do with myself?” I asked, settling on the bench and burying my face in my hands. I wanted to be with Owen again but I was worried of what Dorian would do to me if I left him. He wasn’t exactly a ‘chill’ person.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I sat down beside her and put a hand on her shoulder. “Hey hey hey... it’s not like the guy had a son or anything. I’ve only just met him, I don’t know barely anything about him. He really cares about you Dawn. For his sake please ignore what I just said.” I responded putting a hand in her shoulder. I really care about her and she seemed to happy with him. “He’s not Hoskins, he never will be. That was purely based on what I’ve seen. Surface crap. Again, Vic never had any kids. Dorian is himself,” I don’t know his last name that’s an issue. “And you know him Better than I do”
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I stood up. “I don’t want to talk about this anymore. If anyone asks where I ask tell them I’m safe.” I told him. I kept my gun near me while I slept and had thought to bring it with me in case I was attacked. I knew exactly where I was going. I just hoped my star on my wrist was willing to give some good luck tonight. Without waiting for his response I started towards my old house.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I followed after her. “No. Not Untill you go in there and realize how much that weird kid loves you. Vic had no heart, he never loved anyone. He only was married because it was obligated by his family. She cheated constantly because she wanted passion, a real relationship shop. You’ve been with him for months now. He’s got to have a heart if he’s managed to keep yours. He just told you how much he loved you” I was right behind her.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I couldn’t take this anymore. Owen had no idea what he was talking about,m. Turning on my heel, I stopped facing him. My blue eyes were icy as I tried to cover up the emotion. “I. Don’t. Love. Him. Alright? There. I said it. I don’t love him. I never have and I can’t teach myself to. That’s not how love works.” I didn’t wait to see his response. I continued to walk again.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I ran in front of her and grabbed her shoulders stopping her. “What do you mean? That kid just said he loves you. He really wants you in his life and clearly he is up to fight for you. What could be better than that?” I asked looking into her blue eyes.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
A laugh escaped my lips. He didn’t get it. “Owen, Love doesn’t work like that. Just because someone loves you doesn’t mean you automatically love them back. If that was true then my parents would’ve kept me. So please, tell me again that being in a one-sided relationship is one of the best things ever.” I put my hands on my hips as I looked at him.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
“Well: it’s not the worst thing ever.” I shrugged. I really needed to think of something and fast to try to make up for this huge mess that I’ve made. The kid cares for her and I cannot take that away. They seemed so happy together. “There is no one else you arehead over heels with so, if he asks you to marry him then no one else is stopping you. Besides. Knife throwing is... hot” I tried to make something that terrified me sound good.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I rolled my eyes. Now he was just trying to fix a broken relationship. Oh how blind he really was. “Owen, it’s not up for discussion. I don’t care if you’re the alpha. I’m telling you to drop it. I’m not marrying Dorian. He’s not the man I love.”
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
“What attracted you to him In The first place” I said mocking her pose. I wanted to fix this if I could. I knew I could I could clicker train raptors. This can’t be much harder. She doesn’t love him But I can make he puppy love real again. That’s the first step. Sure I disliked the kid but I needed to fix this after I royally messed it up.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
“Hey.” I snapped my fingers. “What did I just say? I’m pretty sure it wasn’t ‘carry on this conversation.’” I moved past him, letting my arms fall to my side as I made my way back to the house. This wasn’t something I was willing to talk about. I didn’t love Dorian and that was it. If he wanted his Alpha position back he’d have to start listening.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I decided to drop the backstory bomb as I followed her. “I managed to get someone who wasn’t at all interested let alone believed in love to fall for me. By accident, but not my point. I don’t want this to be broken for you Dawn. Tell me how I can fix this please” I’ve never really asked her for something like this. “Who is it you are after Dawn Hayes if it’s not Dorian the amazing knife throwing kid?”
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
“There isn’t anything to fix Owen. Sometimes you jsut have to allow things to be broken. Sometimes those things lead to the best stories.” I pointed out, leaping over a fallen tree. The next question made me freeze for a moment. I take a deep breath. “Owen Grady. That who.”
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I froze for a second. What? This is impossible she is the one who broke up with me not... what? I’m so confused I had to take at least thirty seconds to clear my mind of the thousand questions to just decide on one to ask. However I stuck with a comment that might lighten the mood, however like the rest of tonight I feel I might make things worse. So much worse. “Knife boy is going not going to be happy.” It wasn’t funny at all and I regretted saying it. “Dawn, you broke it off with me. I’m too broken for someone like you and you know that. Besides I’m much happier on my own.” I kicked the ground. Lie. I was so used to... to. Ah never mind.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
“See?!” I spun around pointing my finger at him. “That. That right there is my point exactly. You can’t fix broken things Grady. We’re both better on our own and that’s what makes it so hard for us to just be around each other. That’s why I’m here. That’s why I’m with Dorian.” I said before snapping back around, sighing, and rushing ahead, wanting to run so far that no one would ever find me again.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I watched her go and decided not to follow her in return. This chase had gone on long enough and I suspect she can find her way to wherever she is going. I turned around as I heard a thunderclap from Far off. A storm was approaching probably and I was not in a good position. “I may or may not love you too Dawn Hayes.“ I muttered as I walked off. This was a disaster I never should have come
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I reached my old house and the soft brought tears to my eyes. It was almost untouched. Why couldn’t it just have crumbled? I heard thunder boom from somewhere near. A storm was coming. How ironic. I couldn’t stay here long. I waited until the rain came before making my walk back to camp. When I got there I was soaked but I didn’t care. At this point all I could think was Screw Life. I made it back into the center and curled up in the blankets. It didn’t take long for sleep to come, along with nightmares. My nightmares were also silent. I could never make noise or move. I only watched helplessly. Like this time, David was being shot once more.. but it wasn’t David. It was Owen. I tried to look away but I couldn’t. While I have nightmares, the most noticible thing I do is twitch or a tear with run down my face. I knew I was twitching in real life, trying desperately to save Owen.
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I didn’t return home. I honestly didn’t do much of anything. I stayed in the jungle that I had known so well. I ended up finding A tree to curl up in so that I was free from compies in the middle of the night. It was a dreamless sleep thankfully and I awoke when the sun touched my face first thing in the morning.
~dorian~
I sharpened my knives as I did while I was frustrated with life. Dawn had not come back and I assumed it was because she was off with Grady. That person had stolen everything from me. And I will not accept it ever. I snarled a bit st the thought. I threw a knife at the wall to the visitors centre. I wished I had that poster that I had used for target practice since I found out what he had done. He ruined my plans. I wished Dawn would be alright spending the rest of her life with me but I suppose you can’t win them all. When the tear came to my cheek I wiped it away throwing another one of the knives at the wall. My eyes turned to the paper I had set out. The application to change my name. I had it for a while... I should complete the paperwork.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
As the dream became more vivid I began to squirm in my sleep. My breathing became quick and sharp. It was so real. All of it was so real. My mind shook me away and I shot up. “Dorian!” I yelped. It was the same thing as usually. When I had first left the park I would call Owen’s name but over time it had been replaced with Dorian.
~Dorian~
I needed to keep my cool about this for now. I mean it was a choice my parents made to keep me safe. But I really wanted to carry on the legacy left for me to follow. It’s not like anyone would kidnap me now. There is honestly no point in they. I’ve trained for years to protect myself. No one would dream of coming after me. I worried for Dawn a little bit. She hadn’t come back but I assumed she was with Grady. My better judgment told me not to go but I left anyways. With a knife in hand as well as my belt I trusted through the forest using the god I had. Another compy came at me bobbing its head up and down chirping wildly for my attention. Irritating little-. I stopped myself. I was angry for one reason and I needed to cool it. I finally found her old house, run down and a mess but I managed. I stepped inside and saw her asleep stitching. Clearly not at peace. She sat upright and called out for me. I approached her and out a hand on her shoulder sitting next to her. “Dawn?
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I grabbed my gun that was beside me and pointed it at Dorian before realizing it was only dorian. How did he find me? And how the heck was his timing so perfect? “How’d you find me? Why aren’t you in camp sleeping?” I said in a sassy, sleep girly frustrated tone as I crossed my arms over my chest and looked at him, nightmare forgotten.
~Dorian~
I raised my hands when she pointed her firearm at me. She lowered it upon realizing that it was just me as I had managed to startle her. “Figured this is where you’d be. I worried about you believe it or not. I am a human being.” I replied. It was a lie. I wanted to catch her cheating to give Grady’s death a bit more reason to it. I was wrong and slightly disappointed. I attempted to hold her hand. “I’m sorry. Okay?” Another lie. Owen diserved that punch and he knew it.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
The lie was as thin and easy to see through as plastic to me. He was lying. Plain and simple. “I don’t appreciate lies Dorian. And I certainly don’t appreciate you tracking me down at night. How many times do I have to tell you I can handle myself? Not to mention I know this island better than anyone else here, other than Grady.” I snapped at him, standing up and wishing I had worn long shorts and sleeves.
~Dorian~
It was strange how easily she caught onto my lies. I’m surprised she hasn’t sniffed out the biggest coverup that I’ve had for my entire life. I had no time to admire what she was wearing instead engaging in this fight. “I want to protect you. From him mostly” I added weaving a bit of truth into it. It was true after all that I did want to protect her from him “Grady has taken everything from me and... I won’t let it happen again” my lips twitched a smirk. Killing him that’s how I’m going to protect her.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
“That’s the point! That’s it Dorian! I don’t need your protection. I didn’t before I met you and I don’t now! He’s never harmed me. He’s never come after me. All he’s ever done if helped me survive. Stop trying to make excuses for yourself and start dealing with your own problems.” I hissed back at him. Why did men think I need someone to save me? I’m tired of being saved. I’m saving myself.
~Dorian~
I suppose she is right about that and that’s when I snapped . “maybe if I had been there to protect my father he would have seen me walk the isle to get my degree and watch me enter graduate school. Maybe if I had begged my mother enough she never would have left us! I’m so sick of losing everyone I care about. Now if you want to walk out on me go. I have a surprise waiting for you that I’m sure you won’t like” I responded not keeping any discression for consealing me. Time to destroy the smokescreen.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
“Oh I promise I won’t hesistate.” I snapped at him and walked out of the building, rushing towards Owen’s old home. Hopefully he wouldn’t be there. I just wanted to be by myself, with the water. I slide down the hill beside Owen’s old place and sat on the sand, letting the water wash over my legs. I closed my eyes and let my head fall backwards on to the hill.
~ Dorian~
People who study psychopathy would have given both kidneys to see me snap. The decision made that a psychopath was going to kill someone was one that was honestly so rare that almost no one got to see it in person. She never got the reveal. Pity, she and Grady would have to wait to find out who I really was. How truly messed up I am. They will never know. I felt the sunlight and cursed inwardly. No way was it happening tonight. They had to bring blue in first anyways before I got the show underway. She diserved the truth. They both did.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I feel asleep to the sounds of the ocean and let the water lap at my feet. Maybe someone would find me but until then I was perfect content with sleeping on the small shelf of sand.
(NEXT DAY)
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I joined the party and we trailed out into the jungle for a while. I went out of my way to try not to talk to Dawn but we weee going to be sick together for a while anyways. At least today. I’m surprised Dorian agreed to this. I looked around watching my home come to life. The bodies hat have been found of age tech workers that have been trying to take assets is strangely blood curdling.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I didn’t want to be near Owen nor Dorian. Part of me was slightly frightened by Dorian now. I didn’t know why though. Usually, I wasn’t afraid of anyone. Whatever the reason, I was on a mission and I had a job to do. “Did you find anything?” I asked Owen
◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎 “Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknownxxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || --
I shook my head. There has been no sign of blue and personally I was scared that the gem rev officials had taken her. They knew that there was only one raptor left as I had made a statement after the incident two years ago. They wanted her as much as anyone else did. “No.” I responded realizing at the last second it was dawn.
✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear."
I was starting to think that we’d never find this raptor. Then again, we could be right behind her or right in front of her. We had to keep going. “Alright, I’ll take the northeast part of the island.” I spoke to the small group before walking off in my own direction. I would get more done alone. That’s just how I worked.