"Take every chance. Drop every fear." ~Unknown (sounds like a personal issue Vic)
For a moment, my jaw dropped. Owen had failed to mention any of this in our many conversations. My heart sunk.
I had shared everything with Owen and he had still failed to even think that detail might be important. A thought occurred to me though. One I would never dream of speaking out loud but had simply wondered across my mind. Had Hoskins been responsible for her death in some form? I pushed the thought away. He couldn't. He wouldn't dare to try and act innocent after doing something like that... would he?
Surprising as it was, I still didn't see it as a good reason. For some reason, I couldn't keep my mouth shut and just look away. For some reason, I was feeling brave. For some unexplained reason, I allowed myself to say what I was thinking. The words just fell out.
"If you truly loved her you would've respected the decision and allowed it to happen. My parents left me behind and kept my brother but I didn't murder my parents or harm my brother. It's not human. People fall out of love and if you can't understand that then you are as foolish as a young child. Women are allowed to make their own choices. Taking 'revenge' on Owen isn't going to do anything to help the pain you feel. She. Left. You. My parents did the same to me without explanation and I played the cards I was dealt. I suggest you start doing the same Mr.Hoskins."
The moment I finished talking I regretted all of it. I was never afraid of death. To this very moment I believe there are so much worse things than death. I was afraid though. My mind was racing. Had I just walked myself into a death penalty or worse. the position Owen was currently in? My blue eyes flicker with fear but I quickly concealed it. I would be ready for whatever Hoskins throw at me.
I would not shake under the enemy's fire. I would not give Hoskins the feeling of sucess. He didn't deserve an ounce of it. Bravery quickly returned to my eyes. What would he do to me?
I had shared everything with Owen and he had still failed to even think that detail might be important. A thought occurred to me though. One I would never dream of speaking out loud but had simply wondered across my mind. Had Hoskins been responsible for her death in some form? I pushed the thought away. He couldn't. He wouldn't dare to try and act innocent after doing something like that... would he?
Surprising as it was, I still didn't see it as a good reason. For some reason, I couldn't keep my mouth shut and just look away. For some reason, I was feeling brave. For some unexplained reason, I allowed myself to say what I was thinking. The words just fell out.
"If you truly loved her you would've respected the decision and allowed it to happen. My parents left me behind and kept my brother but I didn't murder my parents or harm my brother. It's not human. People fall out of love and if you can't understand that then you are as foolish as a young child. Women are allowed to make their own choices. Taking 'revenge' on Owen isn't going to do anything to help the pain you feel. She. Left. You. My parents did the same to me without explanation and I played the cards I was dealt. I suggest you start doing the same Mr.Hoskins."
The moment I finished talking I regretted all of it. I was never afraid of death. To this very moment I believe there are so much worse things than death. I was afraid though. My mind was racing. Had I just walked myself into a death penalty or worse. the position Owen was currently in? My blue eyes flicker with fear but I quickly concealed it. I would be ready for whatever Hoskins throw at me.
I would not shake under the enemy's fire. I would not give Hoskins the feeling of sucess. He didn't deserve an ounce of it. Bravery quickly returned to my eyes. What would he do to me?







