{Journalism and raptor training} 1x1 with Natasha Romanoff.

[lavender moon]

✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear." ~Unknown

The thunderous sounds of gun shots echoed through my mind as I came to my senses. This couldn’t be happening. This wasn’t happening. It was just another nightmare and I’d wake up soon. I tried to convince myself but it all flew much too real. When my blue eyes finally opened I looked around. I was in a room, that was locked, and in front of a one way mirror. To my horror, there was Owen. If I wasn’t so weak I would’ve tried to break the glass but I could barely stand. No! No, Owen! Owen wake up!” It was pointless shouting. What could Owen do? Still, I didn’t stop. My eyes felt like they were building up tears but I refused to let them fall. I wouldn’t look weak in front of Vic. This was what he wanted and I wouldn’t let him be satisfied with his cruel works. ”Let him go Hoskins”

[Spock and Kirk]

◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎
“Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknown
xxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || —

xxx he cocked his head to the right as he entered the cell that Owen was in. He looked directly into the mirror hearing everything that she said through the intercom. They would flood the room soon but first he had an idea m. “why on hearth would I let him go? That would ruin all the fun” my voice twitched a little bit as I looked him over. I slowly pulled the leather glove out of my pocket waiting for Owen to wake up.

xxxI felt strange... my head was throbbing and I wanted to sleep for longer but of course my eyes snapped open as soon as I felt the punch to the jaw. I tried to fight back but I realized I was restrained. The next blow was to my rib cage. I yelped in pain not expecting it being still drowsy. My vision was blurred as well... what was going on? .

[lavender moon]

✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear." ~Unknown

My breathing paused and I was sure Vic had heard. It hurt to watch this. Why would anyone do this to anyone else. ”Stop it! He doesn’t deserve this!” I looked away and snapped out. I wished I could forget this already. I knew that in the morning I wouldn’t have to know any of this happened but I knew Owen would have the bruises to remind me. I would most likely think I wasn’t present during this as I thought they would only turtle Owen. My stomach felt empty. I was frustrated and upset. I hated having to watch this and not be able to do anything.

[Spock and Kirk]

◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎
“Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknown
xxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || —

xxxthe anger that he had been harbouring for a long time was finally being released. Finally being able to show Dawn how he really felt. Finally showing Owen what he thought of his success and what he wanted to do all those years ago. Now that he had power no one can take hat away from him. No one will ever ever take it away from him again. The attack grew more intense as he could. But of course his arm got used. He looked at dawn. It was not over yet. This was just the first round. .

xxx it hurt. I yelled out in pain trying to escape when I felt I could only to feel another blow land somewhere on my body. Eventually it stopped and all I could do was wimped. I heard a voice spit “you are so pathetic. Look at you. So fragile and helpless” Hoskins hissed as he made me look up at him. I didn’t say anything but he finally allowed me to hang my head. I wanted to scream or cry... but probably both st the same time. .

[lavender moon]

✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear." ~Unknown

I didn’t to listen. I couldn’t watch. I had shut my eyes tightly trying to block everything out. This only lead way to me replaying the events of David’s death and the yell he hadn’t let out when he was shot, when he dying. I stopped. No, no I couldn’t do this. I wouldn’t cry here. Not in front of Owen and never in my life would I cry in front of Hoskins. I didn’t give a damn how much it hurt to watch. I had to put myself through it. It’d be over soon. I’d wake up soon and I’d see Owen and no. I’d go unmarked but Owen would look sore and worn out. Hoskins his was enough to make my blood run cold. ”Let this be over soon. I can’t watch this” My voice had cracked ever so slightly but I needed to stop. Nothing had really happened yet. I need to prepare myself for that. I wish I could just curl up and die there instead of Owen going through this. I wanted to yell out and tell them not to hurt Owen and do whatever they needed to with me. I couldn’t though. I couldn’t move or say anything. Horror had taken control of me. At least Owen wasn’t being forced to watch this happen to me or someone he cared about. He was already being detroied physically. Why couldn’t I have done anything to stop it? I would give my life to stop it from happening again.

[Spock and Kirk]

◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎
“Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknown
xxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || —

xxxeventuslly he left leaving me with my own thoughts and my trembling body. I knew that someone else had to be here... I was certain that I had heard the voice of someone I recognized. Was it dawn? What was she doing here...? She shouknt be here this was my punishment for whatever I had done wrong which I assumed to be so terrible. Why else would Hoskins be so angry with me? but that is when the room started to fill with water.

xxx my heart started rushing at a million miles a second as I realized what they were doing. I struggled more because of the fear of the water. The water that I was so scared of. It stopped at my waste but I still shook with fear that it would rise higher. I felt a trickle of blood come from my cheekbone. He had done some damage to it... perfect. The projector snapped on the video beginning to play. I froze in horror before crying out in pain. How did they get my memories...?

[lavender moon]

✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear." ~Unknown

Why was I being forced to do this? Why was Owen being tortured? What were they playing and why was Owen so surprised that they had it? All of these questions ran through my head as I tried to find something to break through the glass with. I desperately needed to get to Owen. We needed to get back to his house. ”Stop this Vic. Stop this and send him home, please.” I knew it was what Vic wanted. I knew he wanted me to feel helpless and upset but I didn’t care, I wanted Owen to get home and back to safety. I want him to stop bleeding. I needed Rex to be able to protect him. At this point, I wasn’t sure if my dog was still alive. I wasn’t sure if I’d ever go home or if Hoskins would kill me after forcing me to watch Owen being tortured. I wasn’t even sure if he was just going to torture Owen. I wished it was me instead but it wasn’t. Instead I hoped they only tortured Owen so I would be able to be his shoulder to lean on. I was hoping that was the case but I wasn’t sure.

[Spock and Kirk]

◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎
“Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknown
xxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || —

xxxtears started streaming down my face as I saw the while day coming back to me. The images flashing before my eyes reminding me of everything that had happened. I saw her again and had to watch her die. I screamed in anguish. I wanted this pain to end. Why? How? I just cried despite my better instincts telling me not too. But that’s when I felt the first shock rush through the water like I had felt before. This time they made me watch or I would be shocked. Even then I sometimes felt it mrushing through my body. Why..?

[lavender moon]

✷~🎀 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓈 🎀~✷
"Take every chance. Drop every fear." ~Unknown

I could do nothing but watch as he began to cry. Unable to comfort him, I felt even more helpless. I hated it. All I wanted was to wrap my arms around him and tell him it was okay. That she would want him to move on and that she loved him. I couldn’t though. It was all Hoskins fault. ”I’m dead serious Hoskins. He isn’t one of your animals! You can’t just experiment on him. You need to stop this. Owen has done nothing to deserve this. He trusts you!” I lashed out in anger and frustration. I didn’t understand how cruel Hoskins was being. As far as I could tell I would’ve deserved it more. Owen hadn’t once threaten Vic or hit him or even lashed out. It made my feelings go over edge. I just couldn’t anymore. I tore my gaze away from Owen. I couldn’t bare to watch any of this. It hurt far too much.

[Spock and Kirk]

◗-----------𝒪𝓌𝑒𝓃 𝒢𝓇𝒶𝒹𝓎
“Friends are medicine for a wounded heart..."
xxxxxxxxxxx~ Unknown
xxxxxx|| Male || Alpha || —

xxx Hoskins knee what he was doing and took great delight in doing so. He only wished it could last longer than a day. However anything more could risk damaging Owen beyond repair. Which is what the month was for and he needed it, the day they they had done it within two weeks caused some minor brain damage which explains why Owen has been so strange lately. Some out of character movements. Anyways he heard dawns pleading. ”he has done things to deserve this. You just weren’t present. Letting him go would eliminate all the fun” he switched intercoms so that he was using the PA system in Owens cell. “she never really loved you, she was only using you and you knew that. She was arranged to marry another and you were her act of rebellion Grady. Naomi never loved you”

xxx I didn’t cry any harder but I still felt the tears mix with the blood on my cheek. He was right he had to be. I watched the footage still being shocked for both not watching as well as randomly causing me to yell out In pain every time. How did they get this footage? I saw photos of her and videos that I had kept locked away after I mailed them back to my home in order to be able to put them together as a wedding present. Hoskins was right, it caused me to feel more tears at the edges of my eyes. The pain was too much. I couldn’t handle it.