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eliott/eli. they/him. adult. severely mentally ill.
open to dms if you need to chat for whatever reason!
currently in my warriors era.
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eliott/eli. they/him. adult. severely mentally ill.
open to dms if you need to chat for whatever reason!
currently in my warriors era.
🦴
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Emh wrote:It hadn't been her morning, clearly. After a spat with her mother over the phone, Victoria's whole routine was thrown into disarray. Speaking with Audrey Chase was something someone had to plan, to mentally prepare themselves for. Answering the phone to hear her mother's voice a few minutes before her morning alarm went off? Well, the conversation was doomed from the start. Victoria's parents had long drilled it into her skull that she was little more than a trophy for them. She'd come to Blackwell to use Mark Jefferson to elevate her own skill level into something they found acceptable. The idea of her photography featured in her parents' studio made her stomach churn, however. In fact, that was about where she was; staring at the bottom of her dorm room's cheap, but stylish, garbage can. The bile kept rising up the back of her throat and she couldn't help but gag each time. Closer and closer to the edge of vomiting.
She breathed roughly through her nose. Surely there were about ten rumours of her being pregnant by now; she knew the whole dorm was a gossipy playground (and she would know, as queen of it all) and could probably hear her dry heaving all morning. Thankfully everyone had gone off to class, save for whoever might be quietly sticking around. Whoever they were, she didn't care about-- especially not right now. She wished that were the reason she felt so ill, wished it was something she could fix that easily. Pinching the bridge of her nose, she sighed deeply and finally pulled herself up to sit on her bed. She hadn't even had time to send notice of her absence to her teachers, or hell, even to Nathan. Poor Nathan, he was probably worried sick. She sucked in a deep breath, laying back on the bed and closing her eyes. She exhaled with a groan.
She grasped around on the bed, shaky fingers finally finding what she was looking for. Victoria grasped the phone roughly, bringing it up above her face and opening her eyes just barely to look at it. No missed texts, no missed calls. A silent blessing from whatever god was out there. Nathan was fine, she assured herself. She brought the phone down against her pajama shirt, closing her eyes once more and focusing on her breathing. She was going to be okay, surely. Just like Nathan was okay. She fumbled around with her free hand, eventually grasping the new object of desire: a pair of earbuds, their cord chewed to hell and back. She silently went to work putting one in her right ear and setting some music on her phone. The world would be okay without her for a few more hours. Panic episodes never lasted forever.
I'll write somethin' for Warren later. Idk what to write for him right now lol. ))


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