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♛ - jacqueline regan
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jah seemed just as confused as she did. he wasn't able to complete sentence, and when he did, his words were barely above a shaky whisper. the confused look on her face only grew when he seemed to think she had been somewhere else. "i've been here the whole time, i swear. just a wall away." his hand took hers from his face, flipping it over gently. she felt him barely trace his hand over the viens in her wrist, sending goosebumps down her arms. his next sentnce broke her heart. "don't want to do what anymore? what happened?" she said in a strained whisper, confsued and desperatly concerned for him. he looked up and met her eyes and she sighed, upset he couldn't put a finger on why he was feeling the way he was. when he asked if he could stay over, she nodded her head. she wasn't going to just send him home while he was in such an emotionallly vaunrable spot, and she could use the company herself. "sure. we can talk about it, or we don't have to. whatever you feel comfortable with." she said, yawning, her shoulders raising and falling. she was sore and tired, but his well being was her priority right now.

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name ; jahseh ofrey
age ; 19
sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
tagged ; jackie
mood ; distressed

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he follows her into the dark and quiet house and sighs "its hard to explain.." he didn't quite know how to explain his dreams. "its just..." he trails off. his anxious feelings started to die down a bit and he realized that she looked tired. "i'm sorry, i didn't mean to come in here in the middle of the night and interrupt your sleep." he says. he hated himself for putting himself before others at times. he switched on a dim light and it illuminated his face slightly, causing his brown eyes to glow. "i'm sorry about that, uh, thing that happened." he says, nervously picking at his fingernails. he was obviously talking about the kiss. "i shouldn't of done it, it was to soon." he pinches the bridge of his nose. jahseh had a tendency to overthink everything. "it's just your the best thing that has happened to me in a long time..." "i know we just met like... four.. five days ago, but i already feel like i'm developing feelings for you.. and way too quickly." he laughs slightly "why do you even stay around me.. i'm.. i'm not a good person to be around." he inched closer to her so he could see her face better in the dim light.

[RingoStarr]

♛ - jacqueline regan
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[where] home [mood] concerned/calm [tagged] jahseh [doing] listening

the apartment wasn't completely dark, it never was. the bright lights from the city and neighboring towering buildings shone in through the huge glass windows in the living room. he began to try and explain whatever had been bothering him, but it was no use. he couldn't get it out the way he wanted to. she understood the feeling and nodded her head slightly. "i get it," she said softly, leaning against the kitchen counter. she shook her head when he began apologizing for waking her up. "it's fine, i'd rather you wake me up than let me sleep while you are freaking out." she said, watching him as he turned on one of the hanging lights in the kitchen. the soft light created an almost romantic atmosphere, but she didn't pay it any mind. he began apologizing again, and she didn't know what for, until it clicked that he was talking about the kiss. "there are people that get married after knowing each other for a week and they last 30 years. i don't belieive in moving to fast when you're atrracted to someone. if it feels right, then go for it." she shrugged lightly, smiling at him. she felt her cheeks begin to burn when he said that she was the best thing that happened to him and when he confessed he was developing feelings fast. "i'm glad i'm not the only one," she winked, referring to her feeling the same way. she sighed slightly when he asked why she stayed around him. "you portray yourself like you have no self worth and you don't deserve to be loved. you make me feel happy, and important. of course i'm going to stay around you," she said, wanting to get it through to him that he meant something to her.

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name ; jahseh ofrey
age ; 19
sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
tagged ; jackie
mood ; calmer,
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he was glad she wouldn't push him to do or explain anything. she was much better than any of the nosey therapists he had been to before. he felt his face turn red when she mentioned also having feelings for him. it felt good to finally have someone that felt the same way towards him. he nodded at her words. he had never really had many people genuinely care for his well being, so this was all so new to him. everything about this was new to him. he felt his heart swell with pride when she said that he was making her feel happy and important. he loved to make people happy, mostly because he couldn't make himself happy. "you've helped me so much.. i don't know how to repay you." he drew his hand to her waist and pulled her closer. this felt right, so he was going to go for it. he leans forward as his heart starts pounding, but in the end he shied out of it and kisses her on the cheek instead of the lips. "you look tired.. we can go to uh.. sleep." he stumbled over his words out of embarrassment.jahseh clears his throat "i know this is weird, but i can i sleep in your bed.. with you.. for the night? it's just.. uh..yea. its fine if not, i can just sleep on the couch." he was a little too scared to admit that he didn't want to go to sleep alone.

[RingoStarr]

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[where] home [mood] excited/tired [tagged] jahseh [doing] getting ready for bed

helping him gave her a sense of worth. she never really had to work for anything, her father would normally just figure it out, but helping him was something she could do herself. that's why it meant so much to her when jahseh recognized her help. she grinned and raised an eyebrow in intrest when he said he didn't know what he could do to repay her as he slid a hand onto her waist. "you don't have to repay me, but a kiss would probably sufice." he leaned in and she could feel him shake slightly with nerves. he kissed her cheek and she smiled. she didn't mind if it was just on the cheek, it still had that much significance to her. she nodded when he picked up on the fact she had bags under her eyes. his words began to jumble up again, and she could tell he was either embarassed or nervous, maybe even a mix of both. "sure, you can sleep in my bed. the couch isn't even that comfortable anyways." she laughed, leading him the way to her bedroom. he had already seen it once, but that night had ended in a way she didn't want to repeat. she had come to the conclusion he didn't want to sleep by himself, and he had probably had a nightmare, so she turned on soft lights that hung above her bed for some light. the most common misonception about nightmares was that they were childish, but she had had a few scary ones enduced from stress. she slid under the puffy white covers and looked over at him, with a sleepy smile on her face.

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name ; jahseh ofrey
age ; 19
sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
tagged ; jackie
mood ; sleeppinggg

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jahseh nods his head in relief and follows her into the bedroom, also pretty tired. now that has nerves had finally calmed down he could think straighter. without hesitation he climbed into the bed with her. there was enough room for there to be space between him, but instead of doing that he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer to him. her warmth calmed him and he felt himself getting sleepy. "night." he says quietly and after a few moments he's asleep, his soft breathing filling the room slightly.

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jahseh woke up and realized he wasn't where he normally woke up. he looked around and then down and saw jackie and he ponders in confusion. his mind wanders back to the night and he realizes what happened. he doesn't get up because he doesn't want to wake her, so he just stays in the position, just watching her. she looks so peaceful when she sleeps... he thinks to himself. stop staring at her while she's sleeping you creep... his mental says to him.

[RingoStarr]

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[where] home [mood] calm/nervous [tagged] jahseh [doing] freaking out slightly

his nerves seemed to have died down because he got into bed with no hesitation. she laid on her side, facing him, her face still turned upward with a goofy smirk. she adjusted against the pillows and suddenly felt his arms wrapping around her, pulling her against him. she relaxed in his arms and curled up, her head resting in the crook of his shoulder. he was obviously very tired, as he began dozing off almost immediately. "goodnight," she said, moving her head so it rested on his chest, falling asleep to the rythm of his heart beat.
she woke up the next morning peacefully, feeling especially refreshed. she jerked slightly when she noticed that she was in someones arms, and they were looking right at her. it all clicked back and she remembered what had happened the night before. "good morning, how long have you been awake?" she said, hoping she hadn't been restricting his movement for too long. she leaned over to her bed stand and grabbed her phone, scrolling through her notifications. she noticed a text from her father, saying he had caught an early flight and was gonna be home at 8am. it was currently 7:42. she sat up suddenly. "my dads gonna be home soon," she said, turning to him. she hated that they couldn't chill in eachothers arms for the morning, but her father was gonna be home, and he might just have a stroke if he were to walk in and see her resting in the arms with multiple face tats.

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name ; jahseh ofrey
age ; 19
sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
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mood ; tired

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"i've been awake for like a minute." he yawns and watched her get up and grab her phone. he noticed how gracefully she slipped from the bed, you definitely pay more attention when you like someone. when he heard her say her dad was coming home soon he nodded. "yea i'll definitely go." it was silent for a second before he spoke up "hey i'm sorry for waking you up in the middle of the night... i was.. in a bad state of mind. i get dazed when i have nightmares like that and i can hardly think straight." he half slurs his words because he just woke up. jahseh is usually extremely tired when he first wakes up. he looks down and blushes softly this girl is turning me soft.. he groggily attempts to get out of bed but ends up rolling out instead and lands on his back end. "i'm alright." he says, rolling his eyes at his clumsiness. this has happened twice, how great. he gets up, ready to leave, but then he hears the door unlock. "damn it.." he mutters turning to her as if asking what to do.

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she sighed for a moment, still bothered that she just had to shoo jah away when her father decided to come home. she stood there pondering for a moment, and pushed the idea out of her head. she turned to the sound of his voice which she was beginning to love hearing, and shook her head when he apologized. "don't apologize, i got a better nights sleep with you anyways," she grinned, watching as he attempted getting out of bed. his legs seemed to give away and he rolled out of bed, landing with a loud smack on the ground. she giggled at the clumsyness but her laughter died down when she heard the familar lock on the door click. as jah looked to her on what to do, she decided this was crazy and she was just going to tell her father she had a friend over. a guy friend, because at this point, officaly thats what jah was. she was just not gonna add the part about the kiss. "you know what, no, i'm gonna tell him you're here. you shouldn't have to hide." she walked over to jah and fixed his hair, smiling. "just stay behind me and i'll do the talking." she walked out into the living room where her father was sifting through the mail. he looked up and his expression immedaitly changed when he saw jah, but jackie cut him off before he could have said anything. "this is jahseh. before you start assuming things, which i'm sure you are, he lives next door and we are just friends. he's not some hoodlum, he just spent the night here." she added the next part just to be petty. "and if you're gonna hit me again, i'm gonna leave, so choose your actions carefully." that seemed to hit one of her father's heart strings because he frowned. "i regret hitting you, jacqueline. nice to meet you jahseh, don't do anything stupid while you're in my house," he reached a hand out to shake his hand.

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name ; jahseh ofrey
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sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
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mood ; nervous

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he nods his head knowing it was better for her father to know so they wouldn't have to worry. when she said to stay behind her he did and followed her out gingerly to where her father was looking through the mail. he quietly stands behind her pondering on what to say. it was important to him to make a good impression on her father, even though he had a slight dislike for him for hitting her. he was very against hitting women, and would be cold to anybody that did. he snaps out of his thoughts when he speaks to him and jahseh smiles, and jahseh can't tell if his smile is genuine or not. he shakes his fathers hand "nice to meet you also, and i wouldn't dream of it." after meeting her father they back up to her room and he sits on the bed. "did i do good?" he says, obviously thinking pretty hard. he didn't know if he was worrying about nothing or not, but her father really intimidated him. it was most likely because of what her father does. "whattya wanna do today? he asks her. "or we could just stay in, if you like." he shrugs his shoulders. as long as jahseh was spending time with her he didn't really care what they would do.