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♛ - jacqueline regan
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[where] the resturant [mood] genuinely happy [tagged] x [doing] going into the resturant

her mouth fell open in surprise when he confessed that was the first time he had smiled in 6 years. she was flattered that she could have been there to see it and contribute to his happiness, but another side of her realized he really had been through some rough things. the next thing he had said really left her speechless. he had wished to be dead before 18 and he was a year overdue. did that mean it was going to happen soon? a sudden wave of uneasyness filled her. what if things don't work out between them and she sets him over the edge? what if she falls for him and he hurts himself? she couldn't judge him because she had her own battles with balancing her mental health but it scared her that a genuinely nice guy like him could go through something for years on end that would push him to wanting to be dead. she wanted to ask him if he planned on doing something to hurt himself but caught herself. she didn't want to push him on a sensitive topic. she took a deep breath. over thinking was a specialty of hers. she looked over at him, nodding her head in thanks when he said he felt the same way. she was glad this wasn't a one sided thing like a lot of her relationships. she puts her camera back in her bag as they pull up to the resturant. "i'll make sure to download them and send them to you," she said, watching him get out and walk over to her side of the car. he opened the door for her, and she smiled, stepping out. "what a gentleman," she said, walking along the ground, her heels faintly clicking behind her. she noticed their hands idly brushing against eachother and decided the hell to it if there was more paparazzi and linked her arm with his, her hand resting in the crook of his elbow. when he looked over, she raised her eyebrow in a teasing manner, silently saying "what are you going to do about it?"

[badvibesforever]

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name ; jahseh ofrey
age ; 19
sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
tagged ; jackie
mood ; happy,jealous,
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he smirked down at her as they walked in, instantly being seated. he yawns as he takes a look at the menu and decides on ordering a steak, mostly because thats the only thing he could understand on the menu. "you know the restaurant is fancy when you can hardly pronounce anything on the menu." he says, more to himself. he felt eyes on him and looked behind him, seeing a couple. they were whispering to each other and the man gets up and walks over. "yo, x i don't mean to bother you but i'm a huge fan of your music do you mind signing my hat?" he asks and jahseh nods. "of course bro, thanks for supporting me." he signs the guys hat and then he goes to sit down. he's thankful that the guy didn't scream out his name for that would of been bad. "you look great tonight." he says to jackie speaking his thoughts. the waitress walks over and flashes a smile at jackie and winks. jahseh quirks a brow this guy is definitely trying to get with her. "what would you like, pretty lady." the guy says and jahseh's eye twitches as he struggles to keep in his temper. she's not even mine, i have no right to get jealous. jahseh clears his throat and the guy looks over "i will have a steak and water." he snaps at the waitress and glares at him. the waitress looks frightened but still decides to keep on eyeing her in a manner that jahseh didn't like at all.

[RingoStarr]

♛ - jacqueline regan
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[where] the resturant [mood] flattered [tagged] x [doing] being hit on

she instantly recognized the resturant as they walked in. the soft lights and interior decorating told her it was a fancy french resturant called Per Se that had great reviews. they sat down near the windows which she liked, being able to have a view of the city. jackie laughed at his very true comment, scanning over the food. thankfully there were little descriptions in english next to the french names of the food. as she looked over the menu, she saw jahseh turn around, her focus turning to a couple who recognized him. the guy asked jah to sign his hat and he got up and went over there. the girl the guy was with waved at jackie and she waved back, beaming with a smile. jah came back and sat down and she looked over at him. "i feel like im going on a date with a celebirty," she laughed, finally deciding on what she wanted. he said she looked great and she felt her cheeks burn up. "thank you," she said, her attention suddenly caught by the waiter who came to wait on them. she noticed him give her a charming smile and subtle wink. he asked jackie what she wanted, adding a pretty lady at the end which seemed to bother jah. jah cleared his throat and put in order in, his tone a little more sharp than usual. jackie spoke up and put her order in after. "yeah, i'll get the Coq au vin," she said, thankfully not butchering the pronunciation even though she was sure everyone not fluent in french who came here did the same thing. the waiters were probably used to it by now. the waiter gave jah a frightened look but looked back over at jackie with a suggestive smirk. "coming right up, ma'am. let me know if you need anything else, he said, walking off. jackie looked over at jah, giving him a look like what was up with that guy?

[badvibesforever]

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name ; jahseh ofrey
age ; 19
sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
mood ; annoyed,happy,
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he rolls his eyes in annoyance at the guy. "i hate people like that. they can't take a hint." he says. jahseh may have been overreacting just a touch but he didn't see that. "well i basically am a celebirty, at least to others.to myself i'm a normal person. people seem to forget that i'm a human also, i have feelings and i have things that i would like to change about myself." he looks at her in awe of how she was able to say that name. "whats coq- coq...." he trails off not even being able to say the first word. "coq au vin..?" he completely messes up on the pronunciation and its clear to him he did though. "and tell me a little bit more about yourself. all i really know is your name and age. he says and thats quite true. most of the time he wouldn't care to get to know people. one of the reasons because of his case of pistanthrophobia. this basically meant jahseh has a fear of trusting people due to past experiences or relationships gone bad. he was willing to take a chance on jackie even if it meant one day breaking his heart even more than it has been broken before. his sanity was hanging by a thread it seemed.

[RingoStarr]

♛ - jacqueline regan
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[where] the resturant [mood] happy [tagged] jahseh [doing] explaining herself

jackie was confused why jah had become so irritated when the waiter came over, and was about to ask what he meant by the waiter not getting the hint until it all clicked. jahseh was jealous. she hadn't really had that happen to her. yes of course she had others be jealous of her money, but all the guys she had dated before were jerk's and thought they were like some god. "you really think i'd go for that snarky waiter over a hot rapper who atually acknowledges when he has a cute girl with him? the past guys i've dated would just expect me to look like this, like i owe them something because their parents have money too." she scoffs, her past relationships a touchy subject. she was more mad at herself for letting herself be with those guys, degrading herself when she felt like she wasn't enough for them. "sorry, i just get worked up when i think about how blind i was when it came to my past relationships." she laughed when he couldn't pronounce it, and she helped him. "coq-au-vin, its a french dish with chicken sautéd with wine, lardons, mushrooms, and sometimes garlic. its really good," she said, licking her lips in anticipation for one of her favorite dishes. when she said to tell her more about herself, she figured why not. "well, you know a little about my dad already," she said, laughing sarcastically. "he's a good guy when he wants to be. hes a mobster who runs a lucrative business in lower manhattan, and by lucrative i mean most of the stuff he does teeters on the edge of being legal, but it defintiely pays the bills. my mother died when i was 3, so i don't know much about her. i don't have any siblings, so it can be kind of lonely when my dad goes on business trips and what not." she shrugged lightly, all of it being true. "i don't know what i want to do with my life, i don't even know what i want to major in. i like writing, so maybe journalism." her life was kind of a mess lately, she had no clue what she wanted to do with it.

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name ; jahseh ofrey
age ; 19
sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
tagged ; jackie
mood ; happy-ish

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"hot?" he questions and gives her a suggestive smile. he can see she gets a bit upset about her past relationships. "i've also been blinded by people. people i thought who cared for me.., he trails off shaking his head. "i wasn't enough for myself at one point in my life, and she - they took advantage of that. he says "I guess when you have that genuine love for someone and they are your source of happiness… they become your drug." he chuckles slightly "didn't mean to get that deep. sorry." he didn't want to ruin the happiness in the air. he listens as she explains the dish and grins "that sounds really good." he listens about her dad and her mother. his heart jumps with happiness as she says she likes writing. "i love to write. its one of my passions." he says "some of the things i write are pretty dark." he laughs slightly, deciding to tell her a little bit about his family life. "well my mom is..." he sighs "i don't know how to explain it. she was never there for me when i needed her. i love her so much but she doesn't feel the same. i fear, and feel like i'll never know what it feels like to be truly loved by another human." he looks and stares blankly at the wall. "my dad was locked up.. i'm an only child.. uh yea thats it. i'm not really an interesting person. he shrugs his shoulders.

[RingoStarr]

♛ - jacqueline regan
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[where] the resturant [mood] sympathetic/thoughtful [tagged] jahseh [doing] dishing out advice

she nods her head when he questions her use of the word hot. "speaking of hot, you should explain the meaning of those tattoos to me." she said, her eyes trailing over the tattoos placed on his face. when he began to explain his own past relationships, his heart broke for him. "don't apologize. i get exactly what you mean. you become accustomed to them and the feeling of wholeness they give you. you think they could never change, that they would always be the same genuine person you fell in love with, but they always end drifting away, or changing to a person who only does things to make it seem like they care to get what they want from you." she said softly. it was refreshing to let out her feelings with a guy. anytime she tried to explain her feelings to any of her exes, they would never care, or pretend to, to see what they could get out of it. she smiled, beginning to feel mroe comfortable when he said he loved writing to. they seemed to have a decent amount in common. "i think people under estimate more deep and dark writings, they push it over as too dark and don't listen to what the author, for example you, is really trying to convey." she listened thoughtfully as he talked about his past, including his what it sounded like, cruel mother. "don't. don't convince yourself you'll never be loved just because of a couple people who did you wrong. have hope, not everyone out there is bad. give it time, and in the time being, don't do anything that could mess up those chances of finding the person thats in love with you, and all the wonderful things about you that make you, you." she was referencing to him how he was a year overdue of being dead. she wanted to remind him that didn't have to be an option.

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name ; jahseh ofrey
age ; 19
sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
tagged ; jackie
mood ; upset-ish but
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he knew the question about his tats were coming. "i got this one when i was 14." he trails his fingers over his numb tattoo on his face. "i got it because i felt like i couldn't feel and i wanted to be numb to everything." he then goes to his alone tat "i got this because i realized that i was going to die alone and probably live the majority of my life alone. i got it at about 16." he then moves on to his broken heart tat "because i consider myself to be the one with the broken heart." "i have my mom's name on my chest, cleopatra and then i have VR on my stomach." "V-VR stands for very rare. i-it was the group i was in with my best friend." he chokes on his words and looks like hes about to cry. he pauses to keep his composure "my best friend died from a car accident.." he mutters then moves on "the last one." he turns his head so she can see his 17 tat. "its my most recent one. i got it when i was 17, which was 2 years ago." "my sanity left me when i was 17, my heart broke beyond repair when i was 17, i realized the pain is and will always be a cycle when i was 17." "thats it." he ends it simply. he listens to her problems and is glad that she understands him. this is the best anybody has ever understood me.. not even his own mother would understand him and his problems. she gives him a little pep talk and it lifts his spirits a bit. it leaves him thoughtful "thanks.." he smiles "i needed that." the waitress strolls over and sets down their food. he instantly indulges in the food. "wow this is really good. he says. this was a good experience, despite the annoying waitress.

[RingoStarr]

♛ - jacqueline regan
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she listened contently when he gave her a tour of his infamous tattoo's. she realized she had hit a sensitive spot when he began to talk aout his best friend and how he died in a car accident. "you're probably sick of hearing it, but i'm sorry for your loss. sometimes the loss of a best friend can be worse than a break up," she meant that, having lost one of her closest friends over a guy. it was such a stupid reason, but after that she didn't rely on close friends. she had more casual mutual friends she didn't bother getting attached to. when he began explaining his most recent tattoo and how 17 was when his heart broke beyond repair, she wanted desperatly to ask what happened, but knew that was his personal business. she had only known the guy for two days. thankfully, her genuine pep talk made him smile again and she knew she had at least said something right. "glad i could help," she smiled, looking back over at the waiter who was still not getting the hint. "i had the chef make sure he put in his best while making this because it's going to such a fine woman," he said, rather proud of himself for such a cheesy remark. jackie resisted the urge to roll her eyes, and instead polietly thanked him and turned her attention back to jah. her food was fantastic, and from the sound of it, he liked his too.

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name ; jahseh ofrey
age ; 19
sexuality ; heterosexual
gender ; male
tagged ; jackie,waitress
mood ; upset

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jahseh was thankful for her comforting. her words were true, his best friends death was one of the hardest things he had ever dealt with. when he had died jahseh had almost slipped over the edge but thankfully came out of it. he was glad he was here talking to her. he enjoyed her company more than anyone he knew. probably because she was easy to talk to. he felt himself grow angry as the waitress flirted with her again even after jahseh's warning glares. she thanked him and then turned back to him but the waitress got a little pushy. "you look really beautiful you know? that dress really suits you.." jahseh had had it with this guy by now. he stands up and stands in front of him. jahseh was shorter than him but still stood his ground. "can't you see that she's not interested?" he says and the waitress just rolls his eyes. "so what?" the waitress then proceeded to call jackie a bad word under his breath. even more angry than before he grabs the waitress by his shirt "square up." he spits and the waitress laughs. "you cant fight, your so short. he laughs even harder. jahseh laughs sarcastically "oh haha so funny. now square up." he says again. they walk outside of the restaurant and get in a fighting position. he knew this would be the headline for many articles but he didn't care. the guy jumps forward and attempts to punch him but jahseh ducks and dives for his leg. he pulls the guy down and gets on top wrapping his hands around his neck. the guy is able to kick him off and jahseh lands against the wall. the guy grabs him and gets on top starting to beat jahseh. it seemed as if he had lost and he went limp. the guy laughs but jahseh surges upwards and knocks the guys head on the concrete. he punches him one last time and he's knocked out like that. jahseh stands up, panting.