Run (Jurassic world 1x1 with Spock and Kirk)

[Spock and Kirk]

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“And like the sea… I am constantly changing from calm to hell”
xxxxxxxxxxx | Female | I-Rex handler | mood: tormented, upset.

xxxI should have known the low was coming. I was exhibiting all my usual symptoms and I should have been able to pick up on it. The new medication was not kicking in as it was supposed to which was normal whenever I got it switched which was rare. This time it was taking longer than usual to kick in, either that or it was not going to have the same effects it was supposed to have. Maybe I would have to be switched again and have to put up with three long months of trying to find balance on my own. It’s like taking crutches away from someone who's had them for years and demanding that they walk on their own. I am sure that I can once again learn how to find balance on my own, I got close at one point. However, it didn’t take long for me to fall back into the imbalance that seemed to swallow me up so easily soon after.
xxxMy history teacher used to use a cake as a metaphor for a revolution. There was not just one event that lead to a full out revolt from a group of people. There were always multiple things were thrown together into a pot which made the revolution happen. Of course there was always a trigger. It was the same way I found my episodes worked. Maybe it was my overactive imagination at play once again (Which I would not be surprised about in the least). On the contrary there seemed to always be an external force that eventually pushed these either eccentric ups or depressing lows in my life. I was probably overthinking the whole thing, I was told it was unlikely that events taking place in my life had any correlation with the phases that i seemed to rotate through every so often. Switching between them at strange times while finding peace in the middle for a short amount of time. It was like a hurricane that never lost a source of water, it always managed to keep getting larger and larger sucking me into the middle of it. The middle was peaceful for a time before the remainder of the storm played out its violent nature. Ripping apart the fabric of my mind, in a way which was often difficult to explain to others. Even those whom were trying to help.
xxxI tried to shake the sorrow from my thoughts but it seemed to just get worse the more that I wished for it to go away. I remember feeling like this when the disorder first manifested, it slowly gripped at my heel before dragging me into the pit or far too close to the sun. I Shuttered a little but despite being hugged by the warmth from the blanket that clung to my legs. Seeing the obvious pain from one of the creatures that I had grown so close too over the years must have set this off. The pure terror plaguing Wraith’s eyes was one that I had seen before. The night that we had saved her from the jaws of her sister, the rampage that would have ended with her demise. Had we not intervened of course. The smaller Indominus looked terrified beyond any way that words could describe, the way the eye that she had left searched the room groping for anything to hold onto. Anything that might help her remain alive. The emotion swirling in the golden eyes of the now clearly matured hybrid was nothing compared to that night, however it reflected elements of what had happened. I had a feeling that she dreamed about her sister, I obviously could never be sure. As one could not ask a dog what it dreamt about, I could not ask Wraith. Despite my desire to want to try to understand her more. Maybe then I could help her.
xxxI placed my hand on the glass as I felt another tear slip from my eye. stop it I hissed to myself my internal monologue wishing that I could try to get myself together. Like all those teachers had all those years ago, that I just needed to be stronger. Maybe in those moments I could gain some control over my emotions that seemed to be as wild as the dinosaurs in this park. My attention was brought back to Wraith when I heard the sound that she was making, she was trying to comfort me. I desperately wanted my features to curl up into a smile but it was as though they were frozen… Frozen in place by whatever was plaguing my mind. The hurricane pulling my lips down into a saddened curl which I could see in the slight reflection of myself looking back at me in the glass. Wraith cared about me in a way that not even I could fully understand, Owen said this was a possibility having imprinted on her. Even he was unsure what could potentially have spawned out of said imprint not having a clue what the hybrid was made of in the first place. She wanted to let me know that she was okay, as well as the fact that she wanted me to be the same as well. Its funny how I got paired with the animal in this park that was the most damaged, maybe the two of us could somehow fix each other.
xxxMy thoughts were once again torn from the hybrid when my phone buzzed on the ground begging for my attention. It was the text that Owen had sent me, still wanting to know if I was alright. I am sure that from the conversation that we had this morning he had every right to be concerned about me, I had been acting more distant (Another sign that a down was coming, yet another sign that I ignored) from him and the rest of the staff I had grown closer to. Despite that number being one that I could count on one had. I took my eyes off of Wraith for a second to glance down at it to be sure that my suspicions were correct. They were. Thankfully. My eyes turned back to Wraith and I opened my mouth to speak no words coming out, I needed to respond to her. To try to explain the same conclusion that I had come too. “They aren't working.” three words I dreaded hearing from the doctor, and worse yet: Coming from my own mouth. ”She won’t come anywhere near you” I attempted trying to comfort her. Her sibling was the only thing that had seemed to torment the poor hybrid. It could be the only thing that she dreamt about which could bring about the lingering look of terror in her eyes.

Ooc;
Aah I am so sorry that this is so late. My mental health has been a mess and I've found it extraordinarily difficult to write. I've been writing this in chunks whenever I had felt the muse strike me but its been few and far between.

[wolfpack12]

The near white hybrid felt as if her heart was breaking. Pale gold eyes watching sorrowfully, as the one thing she considered a friend, slowly spiral downwards into her own sadness. She didn't need to be a human to see it, neither did she need to read her body language. The dangerous animal could sense it from behind the glass. It was the one thing that made her wish, that she wasn't a dinosaur. If she were human, she could of gone into the room and pull Evangline into a hug. She would even be able to properly communicate with her. Which would allow Wraith to try and snap her out of it, or at least distract her. But she wasn't. She couldn't help the small creature, even if she wanted to. She was a danger. A threat. Something that could easily end the young trainer's life. After all, she was no longer a hatchling. She could no longer snuggle into the handler as she used to. Neither could she play with the young woman. All she could do was stare at the vulnerable creature, from behind the glass that was embedded in the metal walls. Metal walls that kept them separated, and prevented their bond from becoming stronger.

However, that didn't mean she was completely useless, when it came to a situation like this. As the near white predator attempted to smile. It was crooked, and did seem quite terrifying if you hadn't been around her for long. But at least her heart was in it, as she tried to let Evangline know that she understood what she said. It was funny, if you thought about it. While everyone else had been either terrified of her, or asked for her extermination. Evangline had been the only human, besides Owen, who wasn't scared of her. Sure, there were a few rare moments, where the young female seemed frightened of the large predator. But that was only natural. Considering that it meant the human was simply following her instincts. Something that both confused and relieved the half blind dinosaur. Mainly confusion, since while humans did seem to have some sort of instinct. They seemed to be quite dumb, when it comes to either obvious dangers or following that instinct. But also relief, since it meant that they knew on when to either fight or run from something.

But it didn't take long, for pale gold eyes to notice the tear that ran down the female's cheek. Causing the predator's own smile to drop, as realisation dawned on her. Her earlier inspection had been correct. Evangline was having one of those bad moments. She would of roared out to the workers that were still here. To get their attention, and run to the woman's aid. But something at the back of her mind, told her that the young handler didn't want that. It hurt her, it truly did. Knowing that the young human was forced to live with this, and that it wasn't her choice in the first place. The near white dinosaur glanced at her surroundings, watching the foliage behind her. An idea forming in her mind. Once she was certain, that no-one was around. She then turned back towards the glass in front of her. Before slowly moving forwards. Mainly because her instincts were once more at conflict with her mind, since what she was about to do made her feel as if she was being too trusting. But she couldn't just stand here, and watch her handler's suffering continue.

Once she was close enough, she then gently pressed her forehead against the glass. Being careful to not put too much pressure on it, in case the see-through surface broke. Once she felt the surface start to warm up, due to the contact with her scales. She then released a low broken rumble. A noise that was her way of purring. Pale amber eyes closed. She might not be able to physically hug the human, but she was going to let her handler know, that she was there for her. That she didn't need to worry about the hybrid. Yes, Wraith is crippled, and does suffer from slight trauma. But she was improving, and that was the important thing. Evangline was her friend, her sister. Someone who meant a lot to the hybrid. Not just because she was her handler and kept her company, but also because she was the very human who had saved her. She might not always approve of Evangline hiding away from the rest of her kind, especially when moments like these happen. But she did appreciate the effort the human put into looking after her. So now, it was her turn to do the same. To remind this one human, that she wasn't alone. That she had a fearsome predator, who would look out for her and protect her from those who would dare try to cause her harm.

Ooc;
It's fine, so don't worry. Just take your time, and don't rush it. Also, remember to take breaks or step away from the computer for a while, if your mental health becomes too much. It doesn't matter to me when you post a reply. All that does matter, is that you look after yourself. Also, I'm really sorry for both taking so long to reply and making it seem like I dropped this rp. I got caught up with things happening away from the computer, and completely forgot to reply. Plus, my internet has been funny, so that was annoying. If you want to continue this rp, please let me know.)

[Spock and Kirk]

☽ ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ●☀𝔼𝕧𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕖 ℂ𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕝𝕖𝕪
“And like the sea… I am constantly changing from calm to hell”
xxxxxxxxxxx | Female | I-Rex handler | mood: tormented, upset.

xxxI felt it hititng me wave after wave, it was puling me under the water but I always came back to the surface without drowining in my own emotion. I hated the way it made me feel, Owen once told me how he had been through something errily similar and experianced the same emotional turmoil. I cannot remember his entire story nor do I think that he ever told me all of it. We weren't very close, nor did I expect us to get very close in the neat future. Sure we had a few things in common, with the emotional turmoil and both loving everything to do with literature. But it was never going to be enough for the two of us to actually build any kind of funtional relationship. Which bothered me, was there any possibility of me being able to hold a normal relationship with someone before my emotional issues broke it to pieces?
xxx There was something about seeing the smile that Wraith wore sometimes when I saw her that almost made me forget that she was in fact an animal. It was almost as though she were trying to be a human as much as she could, at least as a human she would have the ability to choose when she wanted to be alone and when she wished to be amoung others. If anytihng this made my swirl of emoitons worse, knowing that she deserved to have someone else that she could share her life with. That someone being a creature that could actually live with her and be a companion. Probably a better companion than I could ever be.
xxxI have known to see Wraith try to approach me before when I have had an episode while being in her presence. She never got too close to the glass, it was almost as though she knew that the glass could break. Its not like I had told her to stay away from it. I am sure that she could tell from the way that I treated the glass, the strange material that was keeping the two of us apart. I did wish that I could get rid of it so that I could actually be in the presence of the hybrid, but I had been advised against it so many times over. They wanted to keep my best interests in mind, there was too much risk if I were to have the glass removed. Wraith, was still unpredictable. Both of us made such a pair. However, the moment when she walked the extra step forward to the glass pressing her forehead against it I almost jumped back. But I took in a deep breath waiting for a few seconds. She was not trying to break it. Clearly she was trying to confort me. Or at least that is what I thought.
xxx As soon as the rumble came from her chest I knew that she was trying to purr, or at least her version of the sound that came from a feline when it was happy. My thoughts were she wanted me to know that I was not alone, as my emotions wanted to make me feel. I allowed a small smile to crawl onto my features. I stood up and walked over to the glass where the creature was. I placed my hand on the glass at first. Of course not wanting to startle her. I then decided to place my own forehead against the glass. "Thank you Wraith.." I hated to admit the fact that she was a better companion than most of the others on the island.

[wolfpack12]

Pale golden eyes began to slowly close, as the hybrid's purring slowly deepened. Not loud enough to be heard by others, but just enough so that Evangeline could hear it. If it weren't for her instincts, she would have done it more often. However, even she knew on why it was important to listen to them. She had ignored them once, and paid the price for it. Now, she was more weary and cautious on those she places her trust in. Including Evangeline. Despite the fact that the human couldn't really do much harm to her. Although, no-one could really blame her, considering that she had been around scientists for most of her youth. Not to mention having survived a traumatic experience. However, upon thinking back to it, the hybrid had came a long way from that. In fact she had improved greatly, when around the smaller female. Yes, she was still cautious around the smaller creature from time to time. But her trust in the female was stronger now, than it ever had been when they first met.

The warmth on her white scales, was the only indicator that told her Evangeline had moved. She didn't need to open her eyes, to know where Evangeline now was. The emotional distress that the hybrid had once sensed, seemed to have slowly died down. It was still there, but not quite as bad as before. Which gave the hybrid at least some type of relief. Someone had to watch out for the smaller creature, after all. But if there was one thing Wraith knew, ever since she had formed a bond with Evangeline. It was this. While they were not entirely the same, both females carried scars. Ones that weren't entirely visible to the rest of the world. Ones that were sometimes difficult to overcome. However, Wraith knew that both had came a long way from where they first started. Yes, they still suffered at times, and it was sometimes even more difficult for Evangeline. But the hybrid couldn't be more prouder, of what they have both accomplished. Whether it was big or small, she didn't care.

As the hybrid slowly reopened her eyes, so that her one good pupil could focus on the human in front of her. She couldn't help but find it amusing, at how two broken creatures could fit together so well. They were both involuntarily given the short end of a stick. Many believed the hybrid wouldn't survive the night, and Wraith had no doubt that many had tried to put Evangeline down. Yet, they both powered through it, and proved the world wrong. Wraith may have lost a sister, but she had found another one. Someone who could understand where she's coming from, and someone who didn't only see her as either a monster or a park attraction. Upon hearing Evangeline's words, the hybrid could only curve the corner of her lips into a slight smile." Your welcome.... I'll always have your back, Evangeline", she replied. Despite the fact that she knew the human couldn't understand her.

In a way, they both needed this. Something to help distract them from the outside world. Especially from their own inner demons. While the gesture in itself wasn't much, it still demonstrated how strong their bond had become. Even with a giant wall separating them. Wraith remained where she was, even as her purring slowly began to die down. Her one working pupil remained trained on the handler in front of her. Listening to her surroundings, as her senses slowly began to return. Alerting her to the different sounds, both in and outside of the enclosure.