Melt your headaches|Ryden 1x1 w/ chemicalwinter

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan gave a soft, aggravated sigh. He squinted a little and tried to choke down the nausea. "I'm not mad at you." The older man said finally. He carded his hair and glanced over at Dottie as she squeaked. "It's just... It kind of feels invasive, you know? Some people just take it a little too far... It kind of feels violating." Ryan tried to explain, but in his disoriented state, he couldn't quite put together the words.

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan gave a soft, aggravated sigh. He squinted a little and tried to choke down the nausea. "I'm not mad at you." The older man said finally. He carded his hair and glanced over at Dottie as she squeaked. "It's just... It kind of feels invasive, you know? Some people just take it a little too far... Just to think that teenage kids look at us and think we do that kind of stuff... It's violating, I think..." Ryan tried to explain, but in his disoriented state, he couldn't quite put together the words.

[throam]

Brendon started to understand. He felt horrible for not listening to Ryan. "Ya..." He mumbled. "I didn't know it was like.. like that." He explained. "I know not to go anywhere near that website again." He murmured under his breath to himself.

[ChemicalWinter]

//What the heck it posted twice oops//

Ryan bit his lip and shook his head. "It's better to keep fiction ficitional and real-life in reality." He said softly. "I don't know. I guess I just don't like that kind of attention. Some do... Just not me..." He said sadly, turning over on his side, facing away from Brendon. He wrapped his arms around himself and sighed heavily.

Dottie started trying to howl.

[throam]

Brendon decided it was probably better to leave Ryan alone for the time being. He was startled by Dottie's new noises. He unfolded his legs and set her on his lap again.

//ooc: it's ok lol, i figured it was an accident

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan called to mind all the freaky fiction he'd read before. Some people could really just take it too far. They manipulate your mind to look at these people differently, then in real life you might begin to dislike them because of what they did in the story. It's like when you have a bad dream about someone you really love, then it alters your point-of-view about them, maybe even making you mad at them for no good reason. Ryan knew not to let the fantasy cross over into reality. He was going to do just like Brendon said. He wasn't going anywhere near that damned website ever again. He decided he'd stop writing on there and delete his account.

Dottie calmed once she was in Brendon's lap. She nuzzled his hand and whimpered softly as she tried to mouth his fingers.

[throam]

Brendon leaned his head back and closed his eyes. He let Dottie chew (kind of) on his fingers. He thought to himself about how he shouldn't have gone online today, and how if Jon and Spencer would just stop making those damn jokes-

he calmed himself, releasing his clenched fists.

[ChemicalWinter]

"It's okay, B." Ryan said softly, closing his eyes and burying his face in the pillow. He could smell Brendon's frustration from a mile away. "It's whatever. I overreacted. I didn't mean to make you feel bad." He mumbled, breathing heavy as he started to feel dizzy again. He didn't want Brendon to be upset, it wasn't good for either of them.

Dottie licked Brendon's hand and nuzzled into his warmth.

[throam]

Brendon opened his eyes half way, then closed them. "No, I should have listened." He shrugged, and pet Dottie.

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan sighed and nodded. "See? I know what I'm talking about when I tell you not to do stuff." He mumbled, slowly trying to slip back into a restful state.

Dottie's forehead wrinkled a bit as she raised her ears and let Brendon pet her.