Melt your headaches|Ryden 1x1 w/ chemicalwinter

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan bit his lip and watched Brendon's expression. "What's on your mind, Bren?" He murmured softly.

[throam]

Brendon didn't say anything at first, he sat silently. "I don't even know..." He admitted, swallowing and leaning forward. He played with his wrist, twisting it around in his hand.

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan definitely felt nervous, but kept his cool. "Was it something I did?" He asked.

[throam]

"No, no, not at all." He said, shaking his head. "It's me, actually."

[ChemicalWinter]

"What did you do?" Ryan asked, now completely confused.

[throam]

"I just never know when the right time to say anything is." He paused, "And all I want is for you to be happy, then things like... desperate waitresses happen." He finally managed to say.

[ChemicalWinter]

"Okay well that was a completely unforeseen occurrence. You can't blame yourself for that." Ryan said firmly. "I should've said something. It just really threw me I guess..." He explained.

[throam]

"It was me she was talking to, i just didn't have the heart to put her down. Then i was legitimately scared and didn't know what to say at that point." He explained, putting his hands over his face after. "And it's not only that. When Jon and Spencer were joking around, i should've said something then too."

[ChemicalWinter]

"Hey," Ryan said softly, putting his hand on Brendon's shoulder. "B, look at me. That wasn't your fault, okay? Just let it go. I'm not mad at you."

[throam]

Brendon looked up at Ryan. He stared into his eyes lovingly and smiled a little. He nodded, then reached over to his shoulder and put his hand on Ryan's.