Melt your headaches|Ryden 1x1 w/ chemicalwinter

[ChemicalWinter]

"I'm just saying. At concerts the fans may scream at me too, but at least they're not saying Ryan, take your pants off!" He shrugged and took a bite of his sandwich. Then pondered a moment. "Dude... The fics are super creepy though." Ryan murmured, reflecting on having read some pretty creepy fics. He shuddered a bit.

[throam]

"Maybe not, but how many times have you heard 'I LOVE YOU RYAN' from the crowd? A lot." Brendon took another bite of his sandwich. "I keep hearing about something called the 'Milk Fic'. Any idea what the hell that is?" He looked at Ryan.

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan had been intently listening to Brendon and pondering as he was driving. Elvis was on the radio, he was eating his sandwich and all was well until the question was presented. He nearly choked on his sandwich. "Holy crap Brendon for the love of God, never mention the Milk fic ever again." Ryan growled. "That stuff gave me nightmares, jeez." He grumbled as he pulled up to the pharmacy parking lot, refusing to look at Brendon.

[throam]

"Woah, sorry. Must be pretty bad." Brendon thought for a moment, going to take a bite of his sandwich, but realizing it was gone. "Our fans are pretty screwed up sometimes..." He crumpled up his trash and shoved it in his pocket. "Still love em' though." He patted Ryan's shoulder. "I'm done eating, I'll go ahead and go in to get my prescription."

[ChemicalWinter]

"Okay." Ryan breathed and slumped in his seat as he shut off the engine. "Could you also grab some razors while you're at it? We're all out and I'm getting fuzzy." He suggested and started focusing on eating the remaining half of his sandwich.

[throam]

"Of course." He leaned over to kiss Ryan's cheek. "Call me if you need anything else." He hopped out of the van, closing the door and strutted confidently into the pharmacy, spinning his keys around his finger by the ring connecting them.

[ChemicalWinter]

As Brendon left, Ryan smirked a little from the lingering kiss. He wanted to be closer to Brendon, he really did. But he knew the fanfics were getting to him. Even when they'd go to bed together Ryan had become so much more shy about it, growing fearful because of all the horrendous things he'd read about in those stories. He wanted to think he was growing closer to Brendon. But they got harassed so much and it was getting him down. Maybe he needed to just forget it and start over. Look at Brendon as his lover, and not just two men forced together because of the idealism of teenage girls...
He loved Brendon, no doubt.
Yes, very much in love. Ryan pondered as he finished off his sandwich. Yes, very much in love.

[throam]

Brendon had picked up his meds from the counter, giving his signature and ID to the man at the register, then walked over to the hygiene section. He scanned the contents on the shelves for the razors Ryan preferred, and picked them up when he found them. He read the back just to make sure, since he was one to overlook things. He got lost in thought staring at the package, thinking about the album, and what 'hints' Ryan had said he put in the lyrics. He realized he'd been standing there, and blinked a few times. He proceeded to pay for the razors and thank the clerk, before returning to the van.

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan bit his lip eagerly as Brendon came back out. He started up the engine and straightened up in his seat. "Wow Brendon you got so many things. Your arms must be so full." He teased and chuckled.

[throam]

Brendon jokingly threw the razors at Ryan. He imitated a teenage girl. "Stop it you're so rude!" His cellphone started ringing. He pulled it out of his pocket and flipped it open. "Spencer's calling, one sec."

Brendon- Yo
Spencer- Hey, are you with Ryan?
Brendon- Yep, we got lunch and picked up my meds. Why?
Spencer- Oh, ok. Well anyways I wanted to let you know you left the mic recording for like three hours.
Brendon- Oh crap, it didn't mess anything up, did it?
Spencer- Nothing's messed up, it's just gonna take probably just as long to delete.
Brendon- God, sorry Spence.
Spencer- It's alright man, just try not to do it again, wouldn't want to ruin the thing. I'll see ya when you get back.
Brendon- Alright, bye.

Brendon looked at Ryan, embarrassed. "I forgot to turn the mic off..."