- nadezhda saw octavia visually frown. she knew that someone from skycrew would never know what it was like to be raised to be use to pain, blood and grief. it was just part of life in the clans. the only way to live was to learn how to deal with pain and death at a young age, especially for a nightblood like nadezhda. nightbloods were trained from birth to kill each other and become the commander. she looked over octavia as she stopped her horse. "well, each feather represents one of the nightbloods who died at the conclave. the bird represents me," she told her. "and the arrow, well, that represents you," she told octavia before she light slapped the flank of her horse to make it start walking again.
--- yeah, that happened to me too while you were gone, it sucked cx it's usually really hot here but it's been raining a lot in the afternoons lately
lol, nadezhda getting a tattoo of an arrow to represent octavia is pretty much like someone getting their girlfriend's name tattooed to them cx

