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xxxpurpledomino wrote:|Quincy|
I whimper looking up at Jeremy. No, this wasn't how it was supposed to be, I couldn't control what I was doing, this was all my wolf, I was me when I was on the island, but not anymore. No one knew.... And I was going to die because of it. I probably was an idiot, thinking the other howls were those of Quinn and Bella, in fact I was an idiot. I was born an idiot and i couldn't change that. Maybe it would have been better if I stayed on the island, isolation seems to suit me. My face hardens. No! There is no danger! I want to be left in this forest, and if I die here I will! I do not want to be ordered around again! Never again! Leave me to die if you must! it makes me growl. No. That was going to get me into more trouble. Against the force of my wolf I regain the slightest ability to speak, my face softening. please, I'm sorry, don't listen to me, please don't. I'm an idiot.... You can take me back... I can't control myself.... I'm sorry, I am, I'm not in control, don't hurt me.... Im sorry, I'm just an idiot, I don't know anything. I'm trying, I'm sorry. I whimper. Then my wolf takes me over again, my face turning hard, and snarling.
xxxpurpledomino wrote:|Quincy|
The harder bit on my muzzle makes me whimper, and breath faster. My wolf however barely backs off leaving me to interrupt him before he says something that would make Jeremy throw us all the way to Massachusetts. My face softens again before I speak Yes sir, I will behave... I will behave and listen to the others because I'm a narcissistic idiot and I can't go running off like that. I'm sorry, I really am. I will try to control myself and not cause to much havoc. I'm at your commands, I'm willing to do anything to prove myself. I say looking up at Jeremy pleadingly and at the same time not letting my wolf take back the reins. 'I am in charge of myself, always have been, always will be, and I will not let one bite change that.' I repeat various times mentally.
xxxpurpledomino wrote:|Quincy|
I don't follow Quinn's suggestion, not because I didn't trust or believe him but because of the Way Jeremy looked at Quinn. almost in complete control over my body, it seems as if it had backed down because he was afraid of the alpha wolf, or was aware of his dominance. I nod as much as I could, without it hurting since he was still holding on tightly to my muzzle. of course, anything to prove myself worthy. I will be on my best behavior when I go, and I will not cause any trouble at all, for anyone to deal with....But may I ask your permission, to go inside and grab my clothes? I say politely and quite quickly and quietly.
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