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【ѴLADIMIR】
【ᎦALVATORE】
tags: none.
mentioned: ren, athena, rayvn.
crush: none.
species: blue jay.
power: cryokinesis.
ooc: ...
【ᎦALVATORE】
tags: none.
mentioned: ren, athena, rayvn.
crush: none.
species: blue jay.
power: cryokinesis.
ooc: ...
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“Ꮤith great power...comes great need to
take a nap. Ꮤake me up later.”
take a nap. Ꮤake me up later.”
haloI stuck out from the group like a sore thumb; well at least as much as a person could in a group of birds-human hybrids. All around me were subtle, neutral and earthy tones. Black, browns, reds, and grays adorned the wings of those who were flying ahead of me. Even their hair colors were simple and natural. But then there was me, a shock of bright blue hair with massive blue wings, sure the tips of the feathers were white and the blue had black bars shooting across them and the undersides were a soft gray-white color, but they were still unmistakably blue. The wings on their own tended to draw unwanted attention, but bright blue ones got me some weird looks, even from the others within the small flock. As it were only four of us were airborne, and I still didn’t know as much about the other two as I would have liked. There was the leader, his name with Rin, or Renji or something like that. He hosted a pair of massive black raven wings, black hair, and vibrant green eyes. He stuck me as the protective type, but he was also a bit cold and morbid. His female companion -I still didn’t know her name- had the smaller, more angled and speed worthy gray, white, and black mottled wings of a peregrine falcon. With long curly hair that was currently being whipped in the wind, bright blue eyes and a more quiet personality. I wasn’t fond of either of them, if anything I was uncomfortable around them, just as I was with anyone and everyone else. Even as we flew anxiety clawed away inside of me, every fibre of my being was telling me to turn and flee the other way. Telling me to find some place quiet, somewhere I could be alone, where I wouldn’t have to be faced with strangers and situations I couldn’t handle. My throat was tight and my palms were clammy, my eyes wide and my heart was jack hammering inside my chest. The fact that were flying wasn’t helping any either, and I had to force myself to focus on something, anything, to keep me from looking down and to prevent the nausea and fear that lurched within and threatened to force me to the ground again. Heights had always been a problem for me, a fear that I had never gotten over. It was ironic in a way, a bird that was afraid of heights. There was no reason for me not to trust my wings to hold me aloft, they hadn’t ever failed me yet, but there was always the lurking suspicion that one day they would and I would soon be plummeting to my death far below.
haloSwallowing my fear and forcing my white-knuckled fingers to uncurl from their painfully clenched fists I tore my gaze from the strangers to land on somebody much more familiar. My sister, Rayvn. She too had a pair of massive -yet elegant- black wings, but her hair, like mine, was a wild color. Hers though was purple and easy to pick out against her dark wings. Rayvn was one constant comfort I had, she was the one person I was able to draw comfort from in any otherwise uncomfortable situation. Having her nearby made social situations a little more bearable and even gave me the courage to fly despite my petrifying fear. I was grateful for her, more grateful that she would ever know, but deep down I felt as though I was nothing but a burden to her. I felt as though she could be doing so much more, yet I was here, holding her back and preventing her from doing so many of the things she enjoyed or loved. Things I probably didn’t even know she liked. A soft sigh breezed past my lips, whipped away in the wind. These negative thoughts were getting me nowhere fast, so instead I focused my energy on flying. My wings beat had become sporadic and uneven the darker and more fearful my thoughts had become and I was beginning to fall behind the rest of the group. I forced my aching wings to beat more steadily, fasted until I finally caught up with the rest. Once I did though I flew behind my sister, slightly off to the left so that I was still trailing slightly behind everybody else. It was a little more comforting for me to be behind everyone, that way no eyes were on me and I didn’t feel any phantom gazes boring into my back and making my skin crawl. But it didn’t mean I wasn’t wholly comfortable either, my heart was still racing and my palms were still sweaty. But the dull throbbing pain in my back was beginning to override my fear-fuelled anxiety. We had been flying for far too long, or at the very least I had. Every muscle in my back was beginning to scream in protest and before I knew it I was once again dropping behind everyone else.
haloA voice cut through the air though, catching my attention and my eyes that had been carefully focused on Rayvn’s shining black feathers soon found themselves landing on Ren instead. I was almost too far away to hear him, his voice barely more than a whisper when it hit my ears. Athena, there? Athena. That was the girl’s name. She was answering too, but this time I didn’t catch her whole answer, only the last few words hit my eardrums. “Check it out?” I mumbled to myself, swallowing hard and bringing myself to a stop. The only way I was going to find out what they were talking about was to look down. My fingers curled into fists, uncurling and curling again as I closed my eyes and steeled myself. The soft whooshing sound of my wings filled the air around me and finally, carefully my eyes opened. On the bright side we weren’t’ as high up as I had previously thought, on the downside, it was still too high. A wave of dizziness washed over me like a tidal wave and my entire body froze, even my wings and I dropped a few heart-stopping feet before adrenaline kicked in and my wings started to furiously pound the air again. My eyes found it though, a cabin nestled away in a small clearing. No doubt what they had been talking about checking out and I was more than happy to oblige. Anything to get me out of the sky. A deep shuddering breath wracked my body and I closed my eyes again, beating my wings slowly and cautiously descending. My eyes bolted open the second I felt grass give way underneath my feet and just as quickly I was in motion, bounding away from the clearing and into the cover of the trees. I didn’t relax until I was hidden in the shade and under the canopy of the pine trees, my wings folding tightly against my back and sinking to my knees. “Let’s just stay here,” I choked out, my voice barely audible to even myself. There was no way in hell I was going to flying again anytime soon.



