by Kawiku1 » Sun Aug 31, 2014 7:58 pm
Looking down at the clan from what was left of his cliff and tree, the cliff which he used to sit upon with a tree he formally sat under before the war started, the flareon on top of the crumbling rocks next to the log staring into the distance, watching the sun rise out of boredom and silently wondering how the clan was along with his close companions, whom now went off to their usual routines or hanging amongst each other chatting over their concerns. Flicking his ear while looking down from his spot to watch Bolt and Grace approach the infirmary, only to have the jolteon stop while the female continue forward. Ray said nothing, only to glance over at Thunder, who was seemingly talking to herself, an action which Ray did not question out loud. Saying nothing as he continued scanning the area, watching his friends cooperate and discuss while others do their hobbies when war isn't at paw, Ray then shook his pelt before turning away from the interesting view and the fallen tree he used to enjoy sitting under. Turning his body away, the flareon slowly made his way down the crumbling rocks, his broken leg dragged behind him as he wondered if anyone noticed his mild disappearance.
Ƭιℓℓ ∂ɛαтн ∂σ ωɛ ραят? ωнαт α ℓιɛ.
You view me kind and sane, yet I am the maniac behind the killing.
I seem fine and full of joy, but deep down I'm crying tears of blood.
Do you know that despise looking fine, inside I am bleeding slowly?
What you see as happiness, is what I consider dead to the world.
You can never comfort me, not when a hole you already
made has taken away my soul, my identity, me.
'Sometimes I keep my feelings to myself because its hard for someone else to understand them.' ~ Ray the Flareon
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You say I'm important? I laugh at that quote.
You know why, right? It's because of you.
You are the cause of my misery and pain.
You are the cause of my anger and tears.
The cause that makes my heart beat fast.
The reason why I squirm each time I see you.
I hate you so much, for this, I just hate you.
But I can't help but just lose myself in you.
I can't help falling for one who I call enemy.
I just don't know why I fell in love with you.
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