by Kawiku1 » Wed Aug 20, 2014 1:01 pm
Simply nodding, Ray then turned away from the concentrated espeon, not taking any notice to the darkening skies as he slowly made his way towards the entrance of the tent that lead to the view of the sun setting. As he dragged himself in an agonizing slow manner, to him at least, still coated in the blood soaked bandages that supposedly healed him, only to cause tightening and pain to his abdomens, and the treated wounds that were forced to occur during his fight in battle and attack from a certain umbreon, treated during the accident over at the meadow, one that would probably never be viewed as a peaceful comforting area to rest, the flareon couldn't help but wonder if he should have face Jimmy when he was punctured by the sharp piece of wood, should have confronted the umbreon, only to die in the paws of the black and green Pokemon. Trying his best to shake out memories of Dream talking to the body of the umbreon, Ray, still dragging himself towards the entrance, ceased his tortured slow walking, leaning his shoulder over to a random bed that lied a sobbing patient, a female Vaporeon to be exact. Her light azure leg, to be exact, scarlet red, being in a bloody state, a nurse nearby trying to find gauze to treat the dreadful wound that could possibly bleed out, leaving a slowly dying Pokemon before replacing the crying patient with a limp body. Watching the nurse continue to find bandages that are possibly clean at least, Ray said nothing, watching while the Vaporeon cry and mumble out through her gibberish sobbing that she didn't want to die, that she had to stay alive. Somehow not feeling pity for the female, possibly due to Ray's sudden bloody flashback involving a Vaporeon, the flareon turned away from the azure Pokemon who's tail was twitching, a sign that the Vaporeon desperately wanted to live, a wish that shall not be granted if the leg wound isn't tended to. Finally having enough of the sobbing and crying, Ray, suddenly grabbing the blanket that was thrown aside by the Vaporeon, ripped off a long piece of cloth, ignoring the surrounding and questioning looks of all the other patients and nurses, his mind concentrated on something else. Dragging himself towards the bleeding leg of the Vaporeon in a slightly quick manner, ignoring the pain that surged through his body, screaming for Ray to stop from moving so rapidly. The amber Pokemon covered in gauze quickly grabbed the blanket, ripping off another piece of cloth before dumping it into a bucket that was just next to him, only to start cleaning the wound of the Vaporeon, his eyes determined to fix up the Vaporeon despise the patient's screams and desperate cries for Ray to stop, the water being cold. Ignoring the screams and wide eyes of the other nurses and patients, the Pokemon that was looking for gauze now watching with awe, Ray continued his procedure, only to drop the bloody wet cloth after cleaning the leg wound before starting to wound the gauze like cloth he tore earlier around the leg, each bandage tight around the leg as the female that had the wound now calming down and slowly ceasing from hyperventilating. Quickly finishing his work, along with tying the bandages together, the gauze now being able to hold up and keep the Vaporeon from bleeding out anymore, Ray said nothing, simply offering the ripped blanket to the nearby nurse that was formally desperate to look for gauze, now staring at the flareon whom she took as a simply warrior with awe. Standing up, Ray slowly in his painful manner, dragging himself over to the entrance, still ignoring the watching and prying eyes as they searched the flareon, wondering if he was to be a warrior or a nurse, yet Ray didn't care, merely wanting to be under his tree. Managing to avoid the stares while making it to the entrance, Ray slipped outside the tent, his tail wavering before disappearing as he also passed a somewhat nervous Bolt, his scarf flying in the air, yet Ray took no notice to the jolteon. Ray finally met the darkness and greeting coldness that he somehow enjoyed so much. Despise the night approaching, the flareon easily made his way towards the tree he usually slept in, his tail twitching constantly as he then dragged over to his spot under the tree before raising his head to the air, his chin up as he stared at the nearly pitch black sky, waiting for the small dots Pokemon called stars, souls in heaven, Arceus's eyes, to appear on the night sky as he thought and reminded himself of each event that took place today, only to think one last thought before continuing to wait for the stars,' If Jimmy can possess a body, what are we after death.'
Ƭιℓℓ ∂ɛαтн ∂σ ωɛ ραят? ωнαт α ℓιɛ.
You view me kind and sane, yet I am the maniac behind the killing.
I seem fine and full of joy, but deep down I'm crying tears of blood.
Do you know that despise looking fine, inside I am bleeding slowly?
What you see as happiness, is what I consider dead to the world.
You can never comfort me, not when a hole you already
made has taken away my soul, my identity, me.
'Sometimes I keep my feelings to myself because its hard for someone else to understand them.' ~ Ray the Flareon
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You say I'm important? I laugh at that quote.
You know why, right? It's because of you.
You are the cause of my misery and pain.
You are the cause of my anger and tears.
The cause that makes my heart beat fast.
The reason why I squirm each time I see you.
I hate you so much, for this, I just hate you.
But I can't help but just lose myself in you.
I can't help falling for one who I call enemy.
I just don't know why I fell in love with you.
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