☣Ɯ α я☣ {1x1 with Alpha*}

[koi97]

Arya nods. "Eating helps keep the borrowed body fit and what do you need me to explain?" She replies.

Bailey makes the mare walk forward. The highest gait she will go is a trot, but even she won't test that.

[Alpha*]

Morag re-crosses his legs apple-sause-style and looks at her a second before looking away. "Its.. its sort of.. personal.. but first, Why did you fall? I understand if you dont want to tell me, you dont have to."

[koi97]

Arya shifts. "I fell because I fell in love....with a shifter. He belonged here, in this army, but he died a few months ago," she murmurs. She sets the tray down and wraps her arms around herself. She wore a rather baggy dress, mostly to hide her secret of being pregnant. "And that man is a member of Toshiro's clan," she adds. She sits down.

[Alpha*]

Comradory fills his blue gaze first, then understanding and finally horror. She.. she fell in love? He.. what did that feel like in an Angel? Morag is hesitant to ask. "Shouldn't you tell Toshiro that? He thinks himself the last of his clan.. and your child.. that would prove him wrong.'' immediately those pale cheeks brighten with color - Mor knows he shouldn't have said that, and so changes the subject. "Did it hurt? To.. to Fall? Did he know what you were, and are? What.. what does it feel like to...to be in love?" a peek first at her and then the First is on Pantera.

[koi97]

Arya chuckles softly at the other. "Falli.g is really painful, but my happiness made up for it. Besides, Toshiro knows....I'm his mother. His father hide himself as a normal knight, and I hide as a maid. It worked out. Toshiro has known for only a few weeks, but that is okay. And to be in love? It is a great feeling. Yet it differs from person to person. For me, love was the feeling of great happiness when I saw my love," she murmurs. She looks over at Morag, a gentle and soft smile on her lips. "Andyes, he knew but didn't care. We hide Toshiro to keep him safe. It was something we both had to do, but I told Toshiro the truth months after Domonic died," I add.

[Alpha*]

Surprise flickers across his features before for the most part he schools it away. Not his place. Mor swallows but his intense gaze doesn't move from Panteras' face. "They.. they've been.. screaming.. in.. in my head to, to stay away.." whispers the Angel.

[koi97]

Arya sighs. "I know how that feels. I ignored them. I was tired of feeling controled," she whispers.

[Alpha*]

"Its just.. they are so loud, and nomatter how i block them.. they are so Strong and.. somehow.. get through. Nothing has ever been able to get through like that.." Morag answers with shame. The Angel sighs, "Was it worth it? Arya, was it worth it.. to Fall?"

[koi97]

Arya nods. "I do not regret it," she replies. She gets up as the elf stirrs. She brings her arm under his neck and slowly helps him up, her other hand splaying across his clothed back. Once he is sitting, she grabs a cup of water so he can drink.

[Alpha*]

Morag is silent a while, up until the one behind him stirs and then the Angel is sitting on the bed - still tightly holding the others' hand. Anxiousness is in those blue eyes, "Pantera?" he whispers, "Are you hungry? How do you feel?"