Invite only, closed rp

[Brallie!]

cece- walked upstairs and saw sarah up "hey you want to go into town?"
sarah- smiled "sure.." i got up and changed and went with cece into town

[Running-Free]

Recap?)

[ryval11097]

Lucian: "Lizzie basically told me she didn't...and you have Sarah Lizzie and cece...you don't need me...I almost destroyed this group with one kiss...no one here needs me."

[Ayato ototochan]

Max shook his head "please you can't go...who cares what the others think. And sure I have them but you are also part of our group. We are all family to each other and when one is gone nothing will ever be the same. Lucian please don't go we all need you no matter what they say deep down they know they need you even if they say they don't" he looked at him with moist eyes that were threatening tears.

[ryval11097]

lucian: "why do you want me to stay near people i hurt...lizzie doesn't want me to stay...she thinks i love you more then her...the only one that might want me to stay is cece and that's because i haven't hurt her yet."

[Ayato ototochan]

Max's hair fell over his eyes "I...if your basing it off of hurting everyone then it should be me leaving you all...I have hurt everyone more then you can imagine..." He said sadly. He bit his lip and looked at him "do you love me more then Lizzie?" He asked thinking that that might be the only thing that he could use to make him stay wether it be by blackmail or by using the answer to help him mend his relationship with Lizzie. Either answer would be ok with him as long as he could figure out a way to make him stay.

[ryval11097]

lucian: "i...i don't know max...i wish i knew.that is why i was going to go away." i let out a sigh. "what about you max? do you love me more then sarah?"

[Brallie!]

cece- "hey i will be right back..."
sarah- nodded and went back to shopping
cece- walked into the coffee shop to get a few drink when i heard lucian and waited for our drinks and maxs answer
(whats he gonna say?? lol)

[Ayato ototochan]

Max's eyes widened slightly at the question. Like he told Sarah, he just didn't know. He hesitated "I...I love both of you" he said softly, which was true. He loved everyone but wasn't sure about the relationship things. He truly loved Sarah a little more than the others but now with this conflicting issue at hand he honestly didn't know what his feelings were anymore. He bit his lip "I...I don't know what my feelings are anymore" he admitted and hung his head slightly "I...I have never really had any relationships except for Sarah but now...now I don't even know myself anymore. I put on fake acts and fake everything. The only thing about me that is not fake is my love for all of you...I try hard not to get connected to people but now that I met all of you you all have helped me realize what it's like to be happy and to not be afraid however, I still put in face acts and now I can't distinguish what is fake and what's real but my love is always real" he admitted and looked at the table

[Running-Free]

Lizzie
I wake up and pace around outside.