by Balsam » Thu Jan 02, 2014 2:47 pm
".... I want to support him. I want to be with him every day. I want to be the person he returns home to after a day of work. But.... .... I had so many doubts! Doubts that apparently I am not allowed to have! Foolish doubts I don't want to have anymore! But how....? How was I to get rid of them if I never had someone to truly speak about them with? Len would never listen. He would tell me to stop. Stop being negative. Stop talking. I've never had him to talk about it with. .... But speaking with you now, you who listens.... I feel a heavy burden lifted from my shoulders. Enough to know you're right. .... I want to be his distraction. I'll wait as long as it takes.... With a smile and a light heart. I have no more doubts."
I’m Balsam!
I’m not active on ChickenSmoothie currently, but am hoping to change that soon.
I’m a large fan of rps, but here’s hoping I’ve actually improved at writing since I became inactive.