1x1 with ~ZeroKiryuLover~

[~ZeroKiryuLover~]

He couldn't take care of me because he was do depressed when you left he would eat himself and al the food went bad I'm living with Sam"she said softly

[Jenny,]

Jennifer sighed. "More like when he left. Why is the blame always put on me? It was like he didn't even care." she said stuffing her hands in her pockets she held her broken leg just off the ground.

[~ZeroKiryuLover~]

"mama..... He misses you"she said softly

[Jenny,]

Jennifer shook her head. "He wont want me back, I'm a wreck now" she said.

[~ZeroKiryuLover~]

He does mom"she said

[Jenny,]

Jennifer shook her head. "Would he want a skinny girl who smokes, does drugs and drinks?" she asked tears coming to her broken eyes.

[~ZeroKiryuLover~]

Mama"she said softly "he loves you mama he just wants to help he's in pieces and I wasn't supposed to tell you but he had a heart attack a few days after you to split"she said softly "he didn't want to come back because he was scared that he would fail everything"she said "you can't change I know but you can try mama"she said

[Jenny,]

Jennifer felt her heart shatter into a million pieces as she heard he had a heart attack. "Oh Troy" she cried. She fell to the ground tears streaming off her face. "Why couldn't I have died.." she said.

[~ZeroKiryuLover~]

He didn't die mama"she said softly sitting beside her "he was going to get you when the car wreck happened but he found me he was real russhed to get you"she said

[Jenny,]

Jennifer shook her head. "I shouldn't have been driving." she said. "I should have told him more about my condition" she said burrying her face in her arms. "The reason I pass out when I get worked up is because I only hav one woking lung. My lung is smaller than the usual lung so it has a lot of work to do to keep me alive" She said. "I would go and see him but I'm too weak" she said.