by Arin Elric % » Wed Apr 17, 2013 2:32 pm
Sam made his way inside with Bobby in tow
"And yet you know nothing about me, why do you think i'm a fallen? I didn't disobey or turn evil...I became human...After the sh*t with Cas I died inside, I broke...after being with someone for over two thousand years you sort of get attached...I have slept with so many men over my years its not even worth counting...I'm a failure in my Father's eyes...I became almost exactly who my mother wanted me to be...the things I've done...in Purgatory...in Hell? I have done horrible things Dean...only recently have I come to terms with this and have tried to right it...I'm a Monster Dean...And i'm afraid...very afraid..." Falling to sit in the dirt I pull my knees close and I hold them close "I am a broken little girl who is scared of her own shadow...all the people I have wronged...they haunt me in my dreams...its worse if I care for someone cause I know I deserve nothing...i'm horrible..." Whispering now I look sadly at the ground