Jason's jet black pupils darted around the dark confines of the rattling carriage, eyes adjusting unusually slowly to the harsh darkness as the girl searched for the source of poorly hidden giggles and whispers. It was her faithful helper Mary, Jason's dear mother, caring father, and Mary's bright young daughter tittering over the possible marriage choices the wise old matchmaker could choose for the temporarily stony-faced noble woman. Jason did not mind the whole scheme of the arranged marriages, the tradition of the matchmaker or anything else for that matter. The only real issue was the fact that she had no attraction to males, as came the sad realization had struck when two years back {roughly} one of the baroness' sweet daughters who at the time was a year younger than Jason, had dared her to kiss one of the farm hands, a friendly boy with copper blonde hair and pretty blue eyes. Obediently the girl had obliged, pulling the farm boy aside to the stream down behind the barn, and kissing him. Only on the lips, for roughly four or five seconds, and there was no buzz, light headed was or dreamy wave of euphoria. The farm boy was blushing slightly, and Jason later had found out he actually had a girlfriend, some gypsie girl who worked in the market place, and Jason knew he felt no actual attraction either. Not to the noble girl anyway, and now Jason was sure that she was a total fruit; like the vicious red apples stowed away in Adam and Eve's garden that simmered in sin and fed poor Eve lonely damnation out of God's garden as was how people like Jason were known as.
The initial worry, though, was not about Jason herself but whomever it was to be that the matchmaker chose. Surely it was going to be a male, a strong youth wishing for an obedient woman by his side to foster his children. Love was probably not a definite part of the equation just yet, and if the boy chose so he would be offering something all on his own. Obedience Jason did not particularly feel spark any rebellion inside her, and even with the slightly discomforting idea of giving birth to a males children, were do able in contrast to being able to love and have feelings for as she did women; impossible and an arithmetic heart equation for hurt. Either way, Jason shut her eyes again to sleep a little more, slender fingers crossed in the hopes that a miracle of some sort should ensue.
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Finally reaching the looming wooden and wrought iron doors to the elegant church, Jason sidestepped a pile of damp grass and mud in her black slippers, her mother had strongly urged that black was a strong and suggestive yet romantic color for weddings; breaking off to ramble about the injustice of since white symbolized purity it was an almost required color for weddings and had caved only enough to allow a white lace collar and dusting of reflective white pearls on the front skirt part of the dress as well as teardrop diamond earrings and pearl-diamond necklace. Several other carriages were arranged in a horseshoe manner around the grey church while men and women milled both outside and made their way into the building where Jason waved to her parents and maid, signaling that she must arrive earlier than they to find a front seat in the worn pews and receive her match. Surprise clouded Jason's onyx tinted eyes when she saw only a small group of noblewoman gathered about Christ's carved and crucified figure, a girl with very short black hair hunched over her knees in the third row of seats, clearly dressed for the weddings but obviously upset with her gaze shooting rays of hatred around everything and everyone on the room. Severely intrigued by such a temperamental girl, Jason quickened her pace and rounded off the corridor into the aisle where the woman was stationed, her black skirt brushing against a leg of wood while Jason sat tentatively next to the upset girl. Should she say something, or maybe the girl just wanted to be alone? Jason was not jumping in jubilation to be married but she loved her deep black dress and the golden gothic theme of the grand cathedral so perhaps she could help this woman think outside her box of discomfort. "Hello, my name is Lady Jason Rachel Cornell, I too am here to be wed and was wondering if I could privilege myself with sitting here?" she asked in a squatting position let the girl say no. Although just as she had asked, the sound of additional feet interrupted the hushed murmuring of the maids and women while a shy redhead sat down timidly in the first row, and not moments later a cold sneering voice slows through the muggy atmosphere. "Well, if it isn't Monsieur James Coldhearted Madison." Jason shot back in as prudent of a matter as she could, her general dislike for men aside from her Papa grew incessantly with this man, however attractive he was {which she had to admit, he was a fine piece of eye adornment} was much too prideful for his own good.
The initial worry, though, was not about Jason herself but whomever it was to be that the matchmaker chose. Surely it was going to be a male, a strong youth wishing for an obedient woman by his side to foster his children. Love was probably not a definite part of the equation just yet, and if the boy chose so he would be offering something all on his own. Obedience Jason did not particularly feel spark any rebellion inside her, and even with the slightly discomforting idea of giving birth to a males children, were do able in contrast to being able to love and have feelings for as she did women; impossible and an arithmetic heart equation for hurt. Either way, Jason shut her eyes again to sleep a little more, slender fingers crossed in the hopes that a miracle of some sort should ensue.
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Finally reaching the looming wooden and wrought iron doors to the elegant church, Jason sidestepped a pile of damp grass and mud in her black slippers, her mother had strongly urged that black was a strong and suggestive yet romantic color for weddings; breaking off to ramble about the injustice of since white symbolized purity it was an almost required color for weddings and had caved only enough to allow a white lace collar and dusting of reflective white pearls on the front skirt part of the dress as well as teardrop diamond earrings and pearl-diamond necklace. Several other carriages were arranged in a horseshoe manner around the grey church while men and women milled both outside and made their way into the building where Jason waved to her parents and maid, signaling that she must arrive earlier than they to find a front seat in the worn pews and receive her match. Surprise clouded Jason's onyx tinted eyes when she saw only a small group of noblewoman gathered about Christ's carved and crucified figure, a girl with very short black hair hunched over her knees in the third row of seats, clearly dressed for the weddings but obviously upset with her gaze shooting rays of hatred around everything and everyone on the room. Severely intrigued by such a temperamental girl, Jason quickened her pace and rounded off the corridor into the aisle where the woman was stationed, her black skirt brushing against a leg of wood while Jason sat tentatively next to the upset girl. Should she say something, or maybe the girl just wanted to be alone? Jason was not jumping in jubilation to be married but she loved her deep black dress and the golden gothic theme of the grand cathedral so perhaps she could help this woman think outside her box of discomfort. "Hello, my name is Lady Jason Rachel Cornell, I too am here to be wed and was wondering if I could privilege myself with sitting here?" she asked in a squatting position let the girl say no. Although just as she had asked, the sound of additional feet interrupted the hushed murmuring of the maids and women while a shy redhead sat down timidly in the first row, and not moments later a cold sneering voice slows through the muggy atmosphere. "Well, if it isn't Monsieur James Coldhearted Madison." Jason shot back in as prudent of a matter as she could, her general dislike for men aside from her Papa grew incessantly with this man, however attractive he was {which she had to admit, he was a fine piece of eye adornment} was much too prideful for his own good.





