by miya. » Sat Apr 28, 2012 10:45 am
Jace
I smile a bit "Now just to make sure your all right." I say and nod to her back as I hold him close to me. He tried to sob something out but I just told him to be quiet. But he tried again, no matter how much I shushed him he wouldn't stop trying to cough. So slowly he coughed and sobbed out "I I th thought tha that you w wouldn't hear m me." was what I caught first and shake my head "I all ways told you, no matter what the trouble is just scream my name and I'll know where you are." I whisper to him and he managed to smile a bit before a coughing fit hits him. I hold him, speeding up my steps a bit, still worried out of my mind about both of them. After another few minutes he manages to talk again, more clear this time. "I wanted you to come with me... I... I thought if... If they saw you s... Save me they... They w... wou... Would adopt y... You to..." My heart nearly stops and my foot steps do stop. "Jason..." I whisper and look down at him. "Jason don't ever do anything like this again okay??? If you wanted me to come I could have talked to them! Don't put your life on the life like this!" I hold him ever closer, his head on my shoulder and the coughing slowly stops. "I would have never been able to forgive myself..." I whisper softly to him, and to Payton, "If I had lost you."