by I have no love » Mon Jan 02, 2012 8:25 am
(long post alert! here we see Mati finally crack after almost five years of suffering in silence. poor girl....)
Mati snarled, her eyes filled with rage "I'm not fit to be alpha!? I give dogs a bad name!? I only do what any ordinary dog would have done in my place. you are the ones who should be ashamed! A scourge on this earth! you don't think we have enough problems without you running around screwing things up?! Pure wolf my A**!" She stalked forward until she was only a few inches from Vitani's face "you think I chose this life?" she hissed "you think I want to live on the streets scrounging for food? If it wasn't for your miserable kind I would be fast asleep on a feather pillow with my bother laying against me and a kind old lady giving us the best food we could eat! it's your fault I act like a I do, It's your fault my mother is DEAD!" She stopped and whipped around, stalking a few paces away and sitting down in the snow "she's dead and shes not coming back" She hung her head and for the first time since that terrible night she felt utterly defeated
Every sailor knows
that the sea is a friend made enemy
Every shipwrecked soul
knows what it is to live without intimacy
I thought I heard the captains voice
but its hard to listen while you preach
Like every broken wave on the shore
this is as far as I could reach
~U2; Every Breaking Wave