. pugletto c: wrote:
Username: pugletto
The Basics:
Name: ashton
Nickname: ash
Age: two !
Gender: female
Love Life:
Crush: katu
Mate: none
Cubs: none
In Depth:
Family: none
Personality:shy of infinity--she is like those who invest their lives into numerology or astronomy. like an open mouthed question she roams, romantically beseeching all sorts of strangers to try and make her whole, but forevermore she shall hold a dangling sense of emptiness, it is all a matter of who can best suture the hole. hopelessly endowed to the arts and all things beautiful, her soul is the ocean and her heart the things that birds sing. she acts like art in that, as pretty as the things that tumble like collages and framed anecdotes from her mouth, mona lisas and sculptures and ancient testaments have an awkward time fitting into practicality. thus, she is all abstract with little room in her blood for the everyday--she has always resented small talk. in speaking with ashton, her words cut to the heart, wishing to gently unearth what treasures and wisdoms others covet. in such, she has an avarice for others, not for them, specifically, but for their souls and knowledge. ever hungry, ever thirsty, for insight, philosophy, psychology and artistic sciences. a visionary, she is her ideas and cannot define herself by anything more. ergo, her friends are deep as fatal wounds and few, holding a certain indifference for those who pass her off as odd. independent, she may feel a longing for other she once or wants to hold close, but there is never that horrible feeling of not being able to live in their absence. a polite self reliance and centered nature defines her existence. a lofty air of sadness, quaint and nostalgic to the point where it nearly feels pleasant, hangs and dwells like weather systems about her presence as though something is forever gnawing gently, tenderly at your soul and heart. o, matters of the heart, is that she is childishly idealistic, hopelessly romantic, it is not truthless to say she is in love with the idea of love, though she is much more likely to daydream about it than to so boldly engage in it, hindered by her innate feeling that she shall forever disappoint by any action but for herself.
History:the beginning: she was born in to a loving family, when stars collided with the sea and thus from the blessed womb of fidelis sinclair, created with her beloved battiste eins, they birthed another generation of water children. dallas, jackson, and ashton all girls, with one male: ariel. their childhood was wistful and dreamlike but quickly torn.
Other: no c:
the leaving: there was conflict and short sightedness of battiste and fidelis, they both seemed absent to the world as fidelis felt she needed to fulfill her blessed duties and battiste become missing occasionally. dallas and ariel were still of infrequent sightings. ( she felt like a foundling ) but was easily consoled by the stars. she attended the star dust festival, to cuddle against her mother, to find her father, to romp about and meet others: hekate & lethal, and probably a few more. hekate became a brief disciple, and ashton to her, she wanted a companion. lethal tried to soothe her social awkwardness, and she star gazed with her father. of course there was a family reunion as well.
the blooming: of course, the stars faded back to their blooming dance versus their passionate escape, and she began to grow and become more independent. she becomes distanced from her transparent family, but still finds jackson about. she is unsure, and dwells within water as not child but as true member, and thus feels hollow and feels the need to find her path and ambition for something.
(My brain is fried after reading the first word... D:)
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