❝Taima ϟ Brute ϟ 4 yrs ϟ Delta ϟ Damien❞
➶ I find myself staring at the sky while the puffy white clouds float around. It hadn't rained in a while but, I predicted it would soon for, fall is a rainy season. As I am gazing at the sky, another memory comes to my head. This memory is from my young adult years, when I was about 2 1/2 years old. My rank had risen to Delta, finally. My mother and I had been waiting for me to come to a high rank, for I had earned it with all of the work I was doing for the pack. The day it was announced, I saw my father with some young pups dancing around his legs. That made me angry. I was so annoyed that the day I was ranked high, I demanded to see one of the pups. My father laughed and asked why I would want to see one of his step-brothers. My father always knew that I hated him for having so many mates and puppies but, I continued to demand to see one. Finally, my father brought to me one of the weaker ones, the one he knew that he didn't care about because it was a weak runt. I was surprised that he even let me see one but, disgusted about how he brought me one of the weaker ones because he didn't care about it. In the end, I found that he was letting me see a pup that looked like me. I was scrawny little pup when I was young and my father almost threw me out. He thought that because I was a runt, I would be weak and would die soon. In the end, all of my other siblings passed away and I survived. As I grew, I became strong and bulky and tall, better that my father. At age 1, I was already towering over him.
I shake my head to clear the depressing memory out of my head. I sigh and think about my future instead of my past and of memories. I think of my father, having so many mates, and I think, will I have a mate? Will I have pups? Will we love and cherish each other? Was I going to be mate-less? These thoughts made me distressed and I decided to socialize with someone instead of being alone. I came upon a male, Damien, by himself and I sat before him.
"Hello." I bark, facing the male. I shake my pelt while standing and moving under a large tree to shelter form the rain that had suddenly started.
I shake my head to clear the depressing memory out of my head. I sigh and think about my future instead of my past and of memories. I think of my father, having so many mates, and I think, will I have a mate? Will I have pups? Will we love and cherish each other? Was I going to be mate-less? These thoughts made me distressed and I decided to socialize with someone instead of being alone. I came upon a male, Damien, by himself and I sat before him.
"Hello." I bark, facing the male. I shake my pelt while standing and moving under a large tree to shelter form the rain that had suddenly started.
