Felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulders…
Pressure to break or retreat at every turn;
Facing the fear that the truth I discovered;
No telling how all this will work out;
But I've come too far to go back now.
~I am looking for freedom,
Looking for freedom…
And to find it cost me everything I have.
Well I am looking for freedom,
Looking for freedom...
And to find it may take everything I have!
I know all too well it don’t come easy;
The chains of the world they seem to move in tight;
I try to walk around it,
But stumbling’s so familiar;
Try to get up but the doubt is so strong;
There’s gotta be a wind in my bones...
I'm looking for freedom,
Looking for freedom;
And to find it, cost me everything I have.
Well I’m looking for freedom,
I’m looking for freedom...
And to find it may take everything I have!
Oh
Not giving up has always been hard,
So hard...
But if I do the things the easy way I won’t get far.
Hmm, life hasn't been very kind to me lately,
Well,
But I suppose it’s a push for moving on,
Oh yeah;
In time the sun’s gonna shine on me nicely,
One day yeah,
Something tells me good things are coming
and I ain't gonna not believe.
I'm looking for freedom,
Looking for freedom;
And to find it, cost me everything I have.
Well I’m looking for freedom,
I’m looking for freedom...
And to find it may take everything I have!
I got my name from my father, though my mother wanted to name me
Eclipse. But my father wanted perfect pups, but I wasn't perfect to him.
That's why I got Blinded Ash as my name. For some reason, I'm glad. I'm proud for what I look like.NickNameMost just call me Ash, but sometimes many make fun of me
and call me Blindy.
I don't appreciate Blindy, because it pretty much insults me.
There's nothing wrong with being blind.Age4 years old.
Eldest of my kin, but considered pretty young.ColorI'm purely jet black, but there is 3 scars across
my chest where the fur is missing. The scars were caused
from a brutal fight I got into with my brothers. My father trained them harshly, so
we tend to go overboard with the fighting practice.Eye ColorClear White, I have no color. Though my eyes sometimes reflect
off of other colors. So my eyes tend to change color when light reflects off of them.BuildI don't consider myself muscular, but
I'm an averaged she-wolf.PersonalityAsh is a quiet soul. She doesn't tend to be the aggressive type, and prefers to talk things through.
But as a loner, most don't accept her company among the territories. With her lifestyle, she is more
calm, and can be a smart mouth. She's sarcastic, funny, and tries to live her life while it lasts.
Although when it comes to self defense, she becomes a whole new wolf. Ash fights to live, so she becomes very aggressive if she can't talk out of a fight. Survival of the fittest is what she goes by, though she does have flaws.
She fights for those she cares for, which is no one at this very moment. Ash isn't much of a friend-maker, but tries her best.
But most wolves she runs into are pack wolves, which she loath. She prefers her freedom, and to do what she wishes. HistoryAsh was born a loner, and raised as a loner. When she was born, her father looked down on her due to that she
was born blind. Her mother was the only one who cared for her. Ash always tried her best to earn her father's respect, but
it never worked. She had 2 younger brothers, but they both acted just like her father. Her parents are two opposites, and Ash took her mother's side. Because she was blind, she had stronger senses; which were used as her eyes. As a year passed by, Ash learned to be an impressive fighter, but it still did not impress her father. Ash shrugged off her father, and left her family to adventure the world. Now she continues to relax among the world.
She hasn't seen or heard from her family since she left, but she hoped they were doing OK without her. When she was among them, she was the provider with her mother; while her brothers and father were the protectors. Though she was taught on how to protect herself.Kin
Father - Ryu
Mother - Fraya
Brothers - Venison & Crow
Mate
None, but isn't searching either.
Pack
Ash doesn't appreciate the pack lifestyle. So she remains as a loner.
Rank
Loner.
Secret Crush
No social life, so no secret crush.
Known Crush
A loner is a loner, forever she'll be alone.
Pups
Don't even have a mate.
Other
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you know what happiness is to you.
Excuse me for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so down, caught in the middle
I’ve excused you for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so caught in the middle
And a lion, a lion roars would you not listen?
If a child, a child cries would you not forgive them?
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Excuse me for a while,
Turn a blind eye
With a stare caught right in the middle
Have you wondered for a while
I have a feeling deep down
You’re caught in the middle?
If a lion, a lion roars would you not listen?
If a child, a child cries would you not forgive them?
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Excuse me for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so caught in the middle
Have you wondered for a while
I have a feeling deep down?
You’re caught in the middle
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Beowulf the Proud
Name
Beowulf
NickName
Funny enough, it's Wulf.
Age
3 years old.
Color
I'm a mixed color guy.
I'm white, black, and a touch of navy blue.
Eye Color
In the light it looks yellow, but
it's hazel.
Build
Not muscular, but not slim either.
Personality
Wulf is a proud man, and takes his rank seriously. He defends his pack and territory with his life, and
is a hard worker. He's loyal, understanding, and serious. He lets his enemy talk before attacking, because you never know if they have reasons. Being as his rank, he keeps his strictness to those who tries to outrank him. Wulf never gives up, which will be the death of him someday.
History
Beowulf was born in Crimson Pack, and continues to serve under the alpha with loyalty. First Wulf was born as a simple omega, but fought his way through to lead patroller. Being an omega is tough, but his desire for respect grew as he aged. Omegas are usually picked on since their so low in the ranks. But Wulf has slight sympathy for them, but still a bit abrupt with them since he's a higher rank. He can't show total kindness to the lower ranks, or he will be considered as weak and soft.
Kin
Father - Bearclaw
Mother - Nee
Sister - Reana
Mate
None
Pack
Crimson Pack
Rank
Lead Patroller
Secret Crush
It's called a secret for a reason.
But to be honest, he has none.
Known Crush
Too busy with the pack to have any love life.
Pups
Wouldn't mind having some, but
I don't have any kids.
Other
Being happy is a ray of sunshine.
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