by wolfgirl1128 » Tue Jan 21, 2014 4:27 pm
((I keep being told it heals with time but I'm still broken bruised and sore.
Stuck as it seems caught between my reality and torn apart in my dreams.
Sitting here waiting to be revived in this life you left me on the day you died.
Rest in peace at least now you can while your memories haunt me no worries my friend.
I sweep away the tears trying not to get caught for crying about my loss.
Losing a friendship so deep and so pure now you forever are here no more.
I know what you did was not my fault but I wonder if I could have said more to put your actions to hault.
Still caught in your memories and dark past you still hold me in your cold grasp.
Trying to only remember the good is impossible with such a tragic ending the bad memories are ever lasting.
Why couldn't you have kept it to yourself I dont understand in your scheme why was I apart of your plan.
No regrets no matter the pain our friendship will always remain.
Today I cry tomorrow I sing
Weep now and die later I hear your voice, your last call forever lost.
Please prevail a heart like no other your last call and I lost all.
All my hope and self restrain vanished as I called your name.
Waiting for an answer back but none ever came...
I still today feel lost without you I continue to second guess my actions wishing for your approval.
None will come for the basic fact you went to live your eterninty and can not come back.
I long for your voice wishing I knew about your choice.
A reason for leaving and not living so much I desperately need to know like why you had to go.
You were hurt and to far gone stuck in an earthly hell was your purgatory.
Ending your suffering without pause or buffering.
You made up your mind that it was time.
I feel like I failed you I couldnt talk you out no matter what I said years have gone but your still my friend.
Your secret is still safe with me and I will keep for an eternity.
I rise I fall yet I still get up finally enraged and kicked down to far you were the one gave up.
I have so much I wish to share to hear your voice to know your there.
But As I watch the years go by my tears their less yet I still cry I just wish I had one last goodbye.
Your bird I will always remain no matter the years that go by or how much I may change.))
Poison: *her tail wagged happily.*
Jazz: *she yawned tuckered out from the long day*