Done!!
~I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was in the dark
I was falling hard
With an open heart
I'm wide awake
How did I read the stars so wrong?~
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Introduction
~Who am I?~//This is me//Name (last, first): Cira Lynn Whitestep
“My name was given to me by my father, Whitestep is the name of my old pack, and Lynn the name of my Late Mother, but Cira is my normal name and everyone calls me it. Though I am no longer a Whitestep wolf I am still proud to carry my name where ever I should go and stand"Nickname(s): Cira, Cir Cir, Ci
“Well in truth, my brother used to call me Cir, Cir to bother me, but my sister called me Ci all the time. I’d rather call myself by my actually name, over being called any nickname you call me… though one time I was called Cutie-pie, it was rather odd I admit, and one time Snowball, Don’t remind me of that one!”Age: 4
“I was born 4 years ago, and some odd days I guess. I am excited for my birthday! It’ll come back around one day I’ll be 5 then, another year older, another year lived. I may be young but I am wiser then most and I have been through many hardships… but never the less I enjoy my age and wouldn’t change it for the world… until the day I was born rolls around again”Species: Arctic Wolf
“Artic Wolf, yes I came from the north, far north actually, where I am from all the wolves are white like me, snow white”Gender: Female
“Do I really sound or look like a male… I mean I really don’t want to, it would be really embarrassing if I was, then I would be made fun of… but no I’m a girl, a fae, a female among females! Proud to be a fae indeed… even if I’m not the prettiest”Sexual Orientation: Straight
“Yes, sorry ladies, but I like males, always have, always will”Birthday: January 19th[
“Well, yes this was the day I was born, a lovely cold winter’s day, during a blizzard actually” ~Here is my past~//And all my mistakes//
Life Story: In a far away place, in a Valley named Alterinna Valley, there was a pack called the Whitestep pack, ruled over by a power male named Darius, he was brave and strong, well respected, no one tried to take over from him as most feared getting him angry. His mate Lynn soon gave birth to twin sisters named Cira and Selia both were being raised to become the next Alpha, but it would be a final test to decide who the winner would be. Cira’s history begins here. As a pup Cira was always the kinder one, everyone loved her, she was always the center of attention even when she didn't want to be, she listened to everyone's problems and helped them out whenever she could she didn't desire to be the Alpha, she wanted to be a pup-mother, but if she was chosen she wouldn't reject, she always put the pack first. Selia on the other paw was much different then her sister, she sought after power not kindness, she believed in fighting and strength, she was aggressive almost all the time and caused fights, but her strength was said to be just like her father's she desired to be Alpha more then anything.
As they grew older their personalities didn't change one bit, they were the same and it was still undecided who would be the one to take over. Their mother died from a sickness and their father fell into depression, his final words to the pack was that Cira would the Alpha female. Cira was surprised that she had been chosen and Selia was filled with hatred, why hadn't she been chosen? After their father died Selia challenged Cira for the right to lead the pack, but Cira wouldn't fight her only sister and despite the fact that Selia attacked her, she didn't fight back. The pack turned on Selia for hurting their beloved Cira and she was driven out. When Cira healed she discovered that she was now blind from the damaged that had been caused, but the pack made her Alpha Female anyways after the wishes of her father.
Selia having been drive out, angered, she decided to make a pack of her own, she took over the mountains surrounding the pack, it was her plan to build herself a strong and powerful pack and take over her idiotically kind sister's pack. She would show them what a true Alpha was about. Cira grew upset that he sister was gone, she never did get to see her sister again because shortly after she left a plague spread over the pack, many wolves became sick and one of the first wolves to die was the healer of the pack. Cira took over the role of Healer and Alpha trying her best to keep the pack going… but it was far too later. Most of Cira’s pack died off, feeling it was her own fault Cira out casted herself letting her beta take over the pack. She wandered for many moons trying to find her sister, but she never did. She started working on improving her skills as a healer and joined the Silent Winds Pack as the Lead Healer since they needed the help, she didn’t mind, but never speaks of her past to anyone, she couldn’t help but fall in love with the Alpha, she’s not afraid to express herself, but she doesn’t want to be an Alpha again.
~I'm wide awake
And now it's clear to me
That everything you see
Ain't always what it seems
I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was dreaming for so long~
About Him/Her
~I act the way I do~//Because I can//
Personality: Cira is a quiet wolf, she's not afraid or anything, she's just shy. She prefers to observe others rather then interact with them. Afar and with one or two wolves she's quite friendly, she doesn’t always speak up right away, but when you get her into a good conversation she is fine. Her bravery vanishes upon others showing up, she's very shy in a crowd of people. Cira is a very observant wolf, she learns as much as she can by listening to others and tends to stray away from them if they get to close or she does. She's trying to cope with her shyness but isn't doing to good of a job. She's trying to learn to accept it and then overcome it, but she really needs help but every time she tries to be brave she runs away as fast as she can. She doesn't plan to stop trying to be brave and she's not afraid, she wants to be better, stronger for someone she lost and for someone who could really use the help. Cira, despite her shyness is a really kind and caring wolf she loves all living creatures and often helps injured animals she finds in the forest, even if she does eat them, she’s not a hunter so she’s not going after them, she's a loving wolf under that shy shell and would love more then anything is to make a true friend. This is one side of Cira, despite being shy, she is very tolerant and her smile, which is given often, is a symbolic portrait of her kindness. She is scared half the time when she has no other wolves to worry about but herself. She does not have much courage by herself, but it gleams when she has a purpose. She doesn't like wolves that are ambitious and disloyal; she likes wolves that do the right things. Cira also has an ability to sense a higher truth behind things. She can also be very intelligent, and very observant (When she wants), and of course care free (when she's by herself). This side appears when she is serious about helping another and she removes her translucent mask. She looks at the world in a different way, and never worries about the stuff she doesn't have, only what she already has. Overall, Cira is a beautiful loving wolf.
Good Habit(s): Cira is good with herbs, and loves to help others whenever she gets the chance.
Bad Habit(s): She gets scared easily, and often gets lost in thought sometimes spacing out.
Theme Song: Wide Awake – Katy Perry
Quote: "Life is not measured in the breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away" -Hilary Cooper
"The Best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart" -Helen Keller
~I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
‘Til I woke up on
On the concrete~
~What I like~//And what I don't//
Like(s): Flowers, Pups, Love, Rylan, The Pack, helping others when she can.
Dislike(s): Death, thinking of her past, losing those she loves, being unable to find her sister.
Hobbies: Sorting Herbs, eating berries and honey, and helping others.
Fear(s): She’s afraid of sudden loud noises. Thunderstorms, but most of all Water
Favorite Food(s): Elk, Deer, and Mice
Favorite Color(s): She doesn’t have one since she can’t see
Favorite Season(s): “Spring; it’s the season when all the flowers start to grow!”
Favorite Time of Day: “Morning, I love the morning, I always wake up early for it”
~Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the height
I'm letting go tonight
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake~
~A little on the inside~//Never hurts to look//
Strength(s): Cira is kind hearted, she’s always willing to listen to others and help when she can; she’s always a good friend, she’s gifted with herbs, and finding and tracking things.
Weakness(es): She’s a terrible swimmer. She’s Blind first and for most. Scared easily, and never fights back.
Extras: Cira is often seen by herself; but does tend to talk to those who aren’t really popular. She also loves working with the elderly.
Ambition/Life-long Dream: To be mates with Rylan, or maybe just have pups one day, perhaps adopt one.
Pack: Silent Winds Pack
Rank: Lead Healer
Rank Wanted: Perfectly happy where she is.
Family and Friends
~A Family For Me~//One I love to see//
Parent(s): Lynn Whitestep//Mother//Deceased
Darius Ridge Whitestep//Father//Deceased
Sibling(s): Selia Forte Whitestep//Sister//Unknown
Relative(s): None
Best Friend(s): Gone...
Friend(s): Mhmm… perhaps she should make some, though she is very friendly with everyone.
Crush(es): Rylan
Rival(s): Belle
Enemies: Oh no, Cira has no enemies!
~Not losing any sleep
I picked up every piece
And landed on my feet
I'm wide awake
Need nothing to complete myself - nooohooo
I'm wide awake
Yeah, I am born again
Out of the lion’s den
I don't have to pretend
And it's too late
The story's over now, the end~
[center]Looks and Appearance
~What I look like~//Please don't stare...//Appearance: Cira is a slender wolf due to the fact she doesn't get much to eat. She is skinny and not very well-built, she's a beautiful wolf she's just fragile. Her silky fur is a radiant snow white colour. She was abused when she was younger but the scars are now hidden from view, hidden under her well groomed fur. She is a very fast runner because of her form, but she is no fighter. Her eyes are a very pale blue colour. Her nose is a bright pink which match the inside of her ears, everything else is white on her, a flawless white.center]
~I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
‘Til I woke up on
On the concrete
Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the height
I'm letting go tonight
(Yeah, I’m letting go)
I'm falling from cloud 9
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake~