I'm not afraid...
it is all just a d r e a m ~
or a n i g h t m a r e -
;;eight;;brute;;gamma;;the pack;;
~ ιи α ωαʏ Ɩ ƨтαятɛ∂ тσ∂αʏ тσ ωɛαʌɛ ɢαяℓαи∂ƨ ғσя тнɛ ɢяαʌɛ ~
w h o - a r e - y o u ? ;; My name is Rohan, and I believe it means, in a certain language that I do not remember, "ascending". I believe it fits me, for there are different stages I have lived through in my life, and I do think the last one, which is the one I'm currently in, is the one that provides me the most. Not only materialistic, but mental as well.
I am eight winters old, which means that I have lived through the biggest part of my life already. I do not regret being an elder; the beginning and middle of my life have satisfied me enough to be a calm, wise wolf now. I was born right here, in this area, not very far away. But, if you'd ask me, I wouldn't be able to find that place back. I've travelled a lot, in all directions and I do not know all tracks I've made throughout all seasons.
Overall, I am not seen as a fae, which makes it obvious that I am a brute.
~ ιт ωιℓℓ вяɛακ мɛ ʋитιℓ мʏ κиɛɛƨ вɛи∂ ~
w h a t - d o - y o u - l o o k - l i k e ? ;; For an elder wolf, Rohan is still quite muscular and strong. Before he became to old to fulfill his duties, Rohan was a hunter. He was an agile, muscular wolf with a great stamina and speed, and it provided him with skills he could use when he wasn't in the pack, which was a large time of his life. He has stayed almost the same as he was, still not very large, a little under average, with long, thin, but muscular legs and big, fluffy paws. His head is held a little lower, and his back has arched a little downwards over time, but it isn't very obvious, if you do not count the white hairs around his nose, chin and eyes, that he is an elder.
Talking about his face, Rohan has a big, round face with big tufts of hair on his cheeks and in his large, triangular ears. He has two large, wide open hazel eyes, with a tad of gold mixed through. His nose is pitch black, and has a small, fading black stripe up his nose towards his eyes.
Rohan's colour is creamy brown with darker brown and white, and around the eyes and nose there are patches of white hair, due to his age.
~ ιт ωιℓℓ ℓɛαʌɛ мɛ ωιтн иσтнιиɢ ιи тнɛ ɛи∂ ~
w h a t - a r e - y o u - l i k e ? ;; This brute is the wolf that'd rather suffer in silence than bother others with his problems, risking a rage upon him that could rip him to pieces - mentally. This is the wolf that'd rather listen to the trees, how they talk through their leaves and roots, to the flow of the water in a small river, to the roaring of big fat toads, than have a conversation with another, than expanding his social contacts or abilities, than making friends. This is the wolf who'd rather just sit and enjoy the sunlight, than having a blast with friends, running around, catching some deer, that kind of stuff. Rohan is, overall, silent. If there is nothing to say, Rohan will not say anything. If there is something important to say, Rohan will say it, but he will need and take his time. There will be no words spent uselessly, and it is worth listening to him, if you get him talking.
This wolf is also fair, both in actions as in words. He will never let two wolves fight each other, not at all, in his presence. If they do want to fight, then they should wait until he is gone, or until he gives his approvement. Which will only occur in very special cases, and only if both parties are even.
He will, neither, give compliments when another does not earn it. He won't soften his words when they hit you in a critical place - he will not die down criticism if it hurts your feelings; Rohan is fair, and says what he thinks, and it is your choice what you do with it.
But Rohan is, most of all, wise, and will use everything that is in his power to protect the pack from any harm, if it is a group of strangers or a disease.
~ ιи α вℓαтαит мιи∂, мʏ тнσʋɢнтƨ нαʌɛ ɛитωιиɛ∂ ~
w h a t - h a p p e n e d - t o - y o u ? ;; Rohan was, as a pup, born in a litter of two. He and his sister, Niënna, were both healthy pups and they blossomed into strong, young wolves. However, as a powerful, young brute with quite good abilities, he was too much of a threath for the current alpha of the pack. Soon, Rohan was kicked out of his pack, never to return.
He became a rogue soon enough, moving through the lands alone, sometimes with one or two other wolves that accompanied him on his journey... To where? To what? None of them knew, but Rohan had a strong feeling to keep walking, keep moving. There must be a border, sometime. An end to the world they knew it. It didn't take long for Rohan and his only follower that was left, Thoran, to get to the edge of Yellowstone National Park. Fences, higher than they'd ever seen, roads behind them, people... A world Rohan never thought to exist. Thoran fled, fear creeping up his heart and taking him away. But Rohan was enchanted. He spend the next few months in a small bush, not very far from the fences, observing the two-legged creatures, their puppies and everything they hád. Rolling things, flying things, sometimes a large caterpillar of rolling things that were bound to each other in some way... Rohan didn't understand.
As soon as he had enough of the two-leggers, he left, and began strolling the lands again. He grew old, and when he felt the tiredness in his legs, he began to search for a second home. Soon, he had found it, and he joined the pack of Apache, never to leave, and to spend his old, last days there.
~ вʋт ιғ ʏσʋ ғɛɛℓ тнɛ яɛαℓ тнɛʏ ωιℓℓ ∂ιʌι∂ɛ ~
a n d - w h o - a r e - t h e y ? ;; My mother was named Ïrendil, and she has been deceased for a long time. She has died before I left the pack - I still miss her. I do not know who my father was, and I expect him to be the alpha of the pack I was born in, but I cannot remember his face.
My sister, Niënna, has been the only wolf that made me leave Apache's pack for a few days. I just wanted to see her once more. The wolves in my old pack were wary, but when they believed that I had really been in the pack, they could tell me Niënna had suffered from a strange disease, and suddenly disappeared. I regret the fact that I haven't searched for her before that moment.
I do not have a crush, mate or pups. I haven't had anyone to love me in the days I was alone, and I haven't learned yet what it means to love someone not in the way of being family.
~ ғяσм вɛʏσи∂ ωιтнιи, тнɛ нɛαят ρℓαʏƨ ιтƨ ραят ~
a n y t h i n g - e l s e ? ;; I hope you don't mind Rohan being the male gamma - I read that it'd be okay if the gammas aren't mates. I hope that spot's still open c:
~ тнɛ яɛαℓ αи∂ ғακɛ ғσяɛʌɛя ƨɛʌɛя ~
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