
There are things outside of our control, things that nature does not intend yet that fall upon us anyways.
This stochasticity is unpredictable, unexpected, and above all, uncontrollable. It is an eldritch power over all.
I've seen things. Witnessed events that none of my kind should ever see. I wish this on no one, not even my greatest enemy. Yet, it seems to be happening more and more frequently, and my hope is quickly wilting like a dying rose.
It occurred to one of my kin, my half-sister Celune. It was newly transpired that she was carrying pups by our alpha, a great leader. This was a great omen, as the pack had not seen new pups since the previous year, when not a single one survived through winter. However, as Celune's birthing date drew nearer, I started to notice something off about her. She became more short and aggressive. "It is simply the pregnancy pains," they assured me. But I had seen pregnant femmes before; Celune's case was not typical.
It was a cold and eerie night when Celune's pups arrived. All three males were strong and healthy, as expected from the sons of the alpha. Despite the strength of these pups, nothing could protect them from the Madness that plagued their mother. The next morning, Celune was missing from the birthing den. Scattered across the floor, among pools of blood and tufts of fur, were three decapitated pups. Their silver fur, much like their mother's, shone in the sunlight; the bright, seemingly untroubled sky mocked us that day.
My half-sister was never seen or heard from again. Her mate, our alpha, was driven mad by grief, to the point of death. Much of our pack fled to try and find land where the Madness had not yet spread. I hope they found it.
We found ourselves leaderless and hopeless. With no living heir, our alpha had left us without any direction. I've heard tales of similar cases from the other Yellowstone packs -- wolves acting strange, then disappearing or dying with nothing but a trail of fur and blood left behind.

I don't thing I'll ever be able to get the image of my sister's beheaded pups out of my darkened mind.

















































