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[sultana]

[мσσ∂ ;; "I don't know.'' | Okay] [Ɯιтн ;; White Fang | Lilith, Dove, and Silver Moon. ] [яɛℓαтισиƨнιρ ;; Both crushless]

∂ я ɛ α м | Ѵ σ ι ∂



Dream quirked a brow, trying to search his eyes. Aaaand, nothing. She siged through her pursed lips and glanced up, tail shifitng uneasily across the dirt. "Just the feeling of being rushed." The fae smiled wistfully, the bird chirping loudly at her, for the lulling singing had stopped.

[Cyphron]

White Fang

|Brute| Mood~ Calm| Relationship~ Doesn't believe in love|

White Fang nodded knowing what she meant, he shrugged it off when he saw her searching through his eyes but he knew no matter how hard you look, there will be no emotions there. "Ah you mean the incident with Camone." He said softly as he stared far off a distance.

[sultana]

[мσσ∂ ;; "I don't know.'' | Okay] [Ɯιтн ;; White Fang | Lilith, Dove, and Silver Moon. ] [яɛℓαтισиƨнιρ ;; Both crushless]

∂ я ɛ α м | Ѵ σ ι ∂



The bird gave up on her voice and turned, fluttering away quickly before he fell prey. Dream watched, face neautral, the sun dipping below the trees and casting a soft pink glow on them. "A bit. I don't know how you can fall so quickly...and for me. Unless he was a rank lover..I've dealt with them before." The fae hoped he didn't like her for her rank. It would hurt her deeply, even though she didn't feel the same.

[Cyphron]

White Fang

|Brute| Mood~ Modest| Relationship~ Doesn't believe in love|

White Fang exhaled sharply and looked down at his paws, not sure on how to answer on that. "The truth I don't know how to answer on that but I know for sure is that you shouldn't beat yourself up just because of that. Hold your head up high and keep on moving just don't keep on one thing a long time, because if you do you'll get lost and confused trust me I've been there and I never got answers. I for one have never believed in love so I don't know how it feels, when your a lone wolf you don't have time to think about having a mate or pups, just.....survival." He said truthfully and closed his eyes as he said this. He opened his eyes and stared at Dream. "Listen to your heart not your mind, because sometimes the heart is right. I don't really have the answers you just have to find out along the way. If he did like you for just your rank then forget him, you deserve someone who likes you for you. Just give it some time I know for sure that you'll find that special someone." He said softly and no lies, just pure truth. He told her from the heart and he believed what he said on the last part, everyone deserves someone who accepts them as who they are, it just all comes with patience.

[sultana]

[мσσ∂ ;; "I don't know.'' | Okay] [Ɯιтн ;; White Fang | Lilith, Dove, and Silver Moon. ] [яɛℓαтισиƨнιρ ;; Both crushless]

∂ я ɛ α м | Ѵ σ ι ∂



Dream smiled softly, but it grew faint. "I'm an alpha. I can't rely on my heart anymore. My mate would have to be a good leader, too." She swirled her paw in the water. What had she signed up for? She knew the curse of the land. No one else did, and it affected her most. The blessing was special, the abundance of prey round the seasons. Elk, caribou, deer, small game, etc. She didn't know what was worse! Having the curse or not having the blessing. It didn't affect her pack, which sat well with her. White Fang's words got her thinking, and their were so many things wrong with her.

[The Royal Mirage]

Lilith chuckled at Void, thinking to herself. Her mind flashed back to that fateful day, the day she had tried to forget everything. She was surrounded by water on all sides, eyes shut tight as she focused on forgetting. Focused on the feel of the water closing in on her, the feel of her lungs screaming for air, the feel of her mind telling them 'just a little longer'.

The feel of two strong arms wrapping around her torso. The feel of water rushing around her as she was dragged. The feel of cold air in her shriveling lungs as she broke the surface, being laid on the bank, shivering, heaving. An equally wet body laying next to her, engulfing her, warming her. She sighed. She wanted that body back, wanted it more than anything. She'd felt so cold ever since the warmth had left her, decided that she didn't need it.

But she did need it, she needed that gold-dusted pelt more than anyone knew, even herself. She needed the turbulent grey eyes that turned jay blue in the sweetest of times. Needed the low, smooth words that came from that perfect maw, warming her chilled heart.

((kinda ranted there...))

[sultana]

[мσσ∂ ;; "I don't know.'' | Okay] [Ɯιтн ;; White Fang | Lilith, Dove, and Silver Moon. ] [яɛℓαтισиƨнιρ ;; Both crushless]

∂ я ɛ α м | Ѵ σ ι ∂



Void watched her teal eyes glaze over in thought. He furrowed his brows and swam a bit farther out, catching a shiny rock in his teeth. He examined it, yet decided it wasn't special and threw it back. He noticed Dream leave, but knew she would be alright. The brute felt unwanted and uneeded, like he was just there. Dream didn't need him. The pack didn't need him, Lilith didn't need him. He sighed to himself, dissapearing under the clear glass of water, forest green eyes staring intently at the floor.

[The Royal Mirage]

She laid her own thin muzzle down on her forearms, closing her eyes. She knew that brute would never be hers, not again. He'd never cared for pups, something Lilith was glad for. She couldn't conceive, and most brutes wanted nothing to do with her after they found out. He had never shied away. But he was too desired, and when you're wanted by every fae in the pack, there wasn't much Lilith could offer. She felt the need to slip into the water again, to feel that suffocation, to forget about the brute who had made her forget even more painful memories.

Without a second thought, the fae's raven black fur was drenched through, Lilith simply hovering below the surface, eyes shut tight. The only difference between this time and the last, was the cracks in her armor, both mentally and literally.

[Cyphron]

White Fang

|Brute| Mood~ Calm| Relationship~ Doesn't believe in love|

White Fang gazed at Dream with his icy blue eyes, a mix of emotions flashed in them, content, assure, and worry. He was choosing over his words carefully but he knew it would take time to get through Dream. "Just think about what I said, you may end up making your pack happy but in the end it matters if you've made yourself happy as well during the process. Just give it time, it will all come clear to you soon." He said and smirked. He nudged her softly and stood up, signaling that he'll take his leave if she wants him to.

[sultana]

[мσσ∂ ;; "I don't know.'' | Okay] [Ɯιтн ;; White Fang | Lilith, Dove, and Silver Moon. ] [яɛℓαтισиƨнιρ ;; Both crushless]

∂ я ɛ α м | Ѵ σ ι ∂



"Stay?" Dream smiled softly, paw whisking him back down. "Not so fast, I haven't figured you out yet.'' The dame smirked, thinking as she gazed upon the sky. She stood up quietly, paw fluttering across his face. Gingerly, she pressed her paw-pad to his scar, frowning. "Is this part of the reason why you don't smile often?"