by 111misc » Mon Dec 05, 2011 3:33 pm
"Sucks, I'm sorry about that," Nikita sighed, closing her eyes, trying to imagine it. She would never have done what he did, sure, but she doubted he ever imagined himself spending the rest of his under-18-year-old-life in this prison. Nikita'd never done drugs, there'd never be any way for her too, locked up in here; no one to bring them in, nothing for her pay for it with. So she really didn't understand, but she'd seen movies, read books. She wasn't totally blind to the world.
After a moment of silence, thinking, Nikita figured she owed Jax something too, because the way he spoke, it made it seem like he was ripping the words from his heart, and each one hurt like daggers as it cut across his throat. She'd never made a habit of sharing her past, but she owed him something, she told herself.
"I was born to teenagers. I was a mistake," she smiled at this, sardonic, "and they gave me up for this place. I was adopted when I first got here--you know how everyone always adopts the babies," she shrugged, "but then a year later the couple that got me had their own child, something they didn't think could happen, apparantly, and gave me back. I've been here ever since." She paused for a moment to let it sink in. She'd been in these walls basically her entire life. Not one memory did she have of the home where she lived for a year, or her real mother, whoever the heck she was. "fifteen years." She said after another second, closing her eyes so they wouldn't water on her. Fifteen years.
take me home
