by pappuppy » Fri Oct 07, 2011 1:44 pm
Taylor sighed,"I ain't ever had no easy life.... Now you know how that feels.. Life isnt easy... It ain't fair.." She dismounted Romeo and led him to the pond to drink, she smiled at the refletion and said,"If you dont belive me..I'll tell why you should...." She looked back at him and made a motion with her hand, to signal him to come over. she then pointed across the creek and there was amare birthing across from them and she smiled,"Things die in life.. And its always a tragedy to someone... But we need to understand that there's more than death... That there is life to help it.... No matter how much you blame someone, or something, or yourself... It won't change whats fate..." She frowned then and clenched her fist into a tight fist, her cheek puffy as she tried to hold her tears back, it stung with pain but she didnt flinch,"I lost everyone I ever loved when I was only ten years old... My pa got killed.. On a cattle run... His body was never found, and he never came back.... My ma and little brother... Both died of the same ilness... I couldnt do anything to stop it from happening... I knew it was a part of life..." She smiled lightly then said,"That day I remember crying so hard, I remember going out to my barn.. Talking to Romeo... He... Was the only thing left I had to cling to.... So listen, and listen good..... No matter what happens.... You just... You have to tear throuh that pain... Otherwise it'll swallow you up..." She then stopped, hearing her voice was choked, it swelled with oncoming tears and she quickly wiped them aay and found that she had been squeezing that locket so hard that it cut her hand, it bled down it... "I had to learn... really hard.... And I still am... My hole... I dug it deeper and deeper... Never really "Talked" to others so..... I still need to escape that pain.... But its reall hard.... So dont do it.... Dont let it swallow you up..... Dont you ever let it do that to you Austin.." she stared at the locket, she hadn't loosened her grip and blood fled down the palms of her hands and pain flooded through her and she eased her grip barely and stared at the blood with a pained face,"Dont make the same mistake, when you can leanr from mine..."
Russel shook and fized his shirt nervously then saw a girl on horse back.. He then thought of Austin again and growled angerily, D*** him... What the H*** was his problm.... He walked out then sighed exhausted and yawned,"So where do we find the 5 star restiuraunt round this place?" H asked to anyone who would listen as he glanced around lazily.

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