((YES now, if you don't mind. But it's going to be EVEN. MORE. DEPRESSING))
Blaine sat in the front row with Kurt, his hand on his knee. It had been almost a month, and with absolutely no word from Reed, he had been pronounced dead. All Shane did was cry. He hardly came out of his room, but at least he left it unlocked so he was easy to check on. Next to him, Kurt was crying softly. "Sh, Sh...Aw, honey..." Blaine murmured, taking Kurt in his arms. Virtually all of Windsor was there. Except...Shane. He had broken down and sobbed harder than he ever had before when Blaine told him the funeral was coming. And Blaine wasn't about to make him go through this. He hadn't harmed himself for weeks, so he had been left alone in his room.
Shane sat on his bed, staring at the table. There, the gun lie. Staring at him. Taunting him. One shot and it'd be over. All the pain. And he'd be with Reed. He picked up his pen and scrawled a quick note: I'm coming, baby. The tears ran down his cheeks softly, and he picked up the gun, smiling.
((FFF. That even hurt me to write. So much angst....))









