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[~MakeBelieve~]

Name;;Paige Esenger
Age;;18
Sexuality;;Lesbian
Couple;;Same Love

Paige was never happy when things involved her having to leave her nest of blankets and pillows let alone before noon, but this summer Paige had gotten a job and subsequently promised herself that this was going to be a good summer and being late on the first day wasn't going to help. She rolled out of bed and onto the ground and blindly grabbed various bits of clothing since most all of her clothes matched each other since it was just a mix of black, grey, and dark red. She slipped on black tights, black denim shorts, a grey Columbus Zoo sweatshirt, and a large red flannel plus a black slouch beanie to cover her mess of hair. Paige grabbed her bag and slung it over her shoulder as she grabbed some money from the counter and her skateboard and made her way to work.

[P a n d a]

Logan Parker
Tags: Eli
Feeling: Conflicted

Logan saw that Eli was about to cry and that made him choke up a little bit. "No, well yes, but she's just a rebound. I am only with her because I was desperately trying to get over you. If I knew that you liked me I wouldn't dare date her. Why would I? You're all that I've ever wanted. You're perfect." At this point we were at the cafe. He turned and looked at her. "How do you feel about me?" He asked her. If she said she liked him he would call Lex and end things right then.

[Forever Dream]

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Eli Row
Outfit- ♥
Is Their Somewhere
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I listen to him and look down. Our song is stuck in my head, well, it was never claimed as our song, but it played when we were together. I don't know if he remembers when it played. The lyrics fit so perfectly to us that it hurt's. And I promised myself I wouldn't let you complete me. 'I'm trying not to let it show, that I don't want to let this go.'and it's true, I don't. I think about it for a few seconds, but it feels like forever. I finally look up at him. Those eyes staring back at me. I blow a few pieces of hair away from my eyes that were fly-away's from my bun. I remember his hands on my hair that night, pulling the loose strands that fell over my face behind my ears. My hair was down, I remember. I clear my throat, trying not to cry, but when i speak its raspy and soft, I usually sound like this before I break down. Thousands of questions raced in my mind 'Get over me?' what did he mean by that? "Wait, " I say. "You wanted me?" I look down, confused. Why would anyone want her? "I'm far from perfect Logan. I don't think you were paying attention that night if you thought that's what perfect is. If you thought I am what perfect it. " I take in a deep, shaky breath, my hands shaking. I had confidence that night, it's like we were old friends or something that night, I talked flawlessly. No anxiety, nothing. I remember us laying together, talking about the future, like we had a clue. 'Cause I clutched your arms like stairway railings. And you clutched my brain and eased my ailing. those lyrcis were true as-well. He eased all the pain, it felt like it was just against the world. second's not the same. I look at him "I don't know, if you are happy with your girlfriend, go ahead with her. Don't let me stop you from someone you love Logan" I say. It's not what I want to say. I want to tell him I have feelings for him. I just can't find the words to tell him. I wish i did, I wish I could.

[quitting<3]

astrid ♡ seventeen ♡ demi-homosexual ♡ paige

She sat up and looked out the window, to see her very close friend, Paige passing by. Her eyes lit up and she
jumped off of her couch and raced out the door. It was summer, and rather warm at the time, and she was
wearing a sweater so it was very likely that racing down the block would make her a bit sweaty. She smiled
realizing she hadn't been noticed "PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIGEEEEE" She called out happily as she
tried to keep up with her on her skate board.

[taehyung;]

name: Hadley Brooks
age: eighteen
tag(s): Calum
couple: Jet Black Heart

Hadley moved towards the table as he nodded his head in silent agreement. They sat down and she was surprised as he spoke up. What came out of his mouth though, wasn't a surprise. He was trying to direct the conversation from himself. She didn't want to push him, so she answered his question. "They've uh -" She stopped, lost for words. What could she say? I've been missing you a lot. I'm sorry I walked away from you I just couldn't handle being in a relationship. I think about you all the time. I haven't dated anyone since you left. She couldn't say those things. What would he think? That would be like begging him to take her back. She frowned ever so slightly and then continued to answer his question. "Alright I guess. School and work mostly." She shrugged. "What about you? What happened after you moved?"

[P a n d a]

Logan Parker
Tags: Eli
Feeling: Overwhelmed, Confused, In love

Logan listened to her as she talked. He could tell she was nervous. As she began to speak a new song came on the radio. Their song. As it played it brought back emotions from the first night he had met her. It had been a perfect night. Logan imagined thousands of perfect nights with her and then thought about thousands of nights with Lex and frowned slightly. Now that he was next to Eli, Lex seemed minimal. All "feelings" he had had for her were relinquished. "Don't you get it?" He said at last. "I don't love her. I love you. Every second I am with her I spend wishing it was with you. You may not be perfect, no one is, but you are perfect for me." Logan finished his small speech and looked into her eyes. As the chorus of the song, their song, played he couldn't handle it anymore. He reached out and placed his hand lightly on her chin, leaning in he kissed her, lightly and sweetly.

[Forever Dream]

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Eli Row
Outfit- ♥
Is Their Somewhere
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My cheeks go red and I smile but don't realize it, my dimples that I used to hate as a kid now showing. I look over at him, listening to out song. Yeah, our song. It's our song. But Why did he kiss me? Did he really love me? Does he really love me? I am wondering why, but secretly I loved it. I don't know what to do. I look down, feeling guilty, I guess I didn't get it. My voice shakes as I speak, "Logan," I start softly. "You have a girlfriend. You can't cheat on her" I say softly. I remember the morning after I met him. I took a sharpie to my ankle and wrote his name, then a 1 with a heart. Then, the next day, his name, with a 2 and a heart. I did it every single day, adding one to the number, every day he wasn't their, the writing was. The previous writing would wash off, and it would be accurate. Now, her ankle read 'Logan 94 ♥'. She didn't want to forget about him. Sure it was stupid, but it was like he was with her. Like i wanted him to be. "And, I like you, well, I more than just like you, but..." I sighed. "I think I came back at the wrong time" I said softly. "You have moved on, and I don't want to mess up you relationship or you life." I said. I paused and looked up at him "Can I ask you something Logan?" I asked softly.

[P a n d a]

Logan Parker
Tags: Eli
Feeling: Confused

This whole situation was too much for Logan. He was trying to do the right thing. "Of course you can." He said. Secretly he had already started to plan out how he would end things with Lex. He was done. All they ever did was fight. He felt bad, but he had stopped liking Lex long ago.

[Forever Dream]

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Eli Row
Outfit- ♥
Is Their Somewhere
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I nodded "So, did you ever love you girlfriend?" she asked and looked into his eyes. "You don't have to anwser, I get if it makes you uncomfortable and you don't want to" she said softly and looked at him. Her feelings started to come back, that night. Feeling safe around him, but most of all, loving him. She hoped he would say no, but their was nothing she could do if he did say yes. She looked at the radio, the song ending. She didn't really want to go to the cafe, she wanted to go to his place or something, hang out or something. Just lay together again, listen to his heartbeat again. She didn't want to think about that, in-case it didn't happen. But she just saw them together. She wanted them together. She always wrote about him too. She even dreamed about him. She crossed her feet, hoping he didn't see the writing on her foot. She forgot to put makeup over it today, or to wear longer socks. It was small, but it could be noticeable if he leaned forward or was looking for it.

[P a n d a]

Logan Parker
Tags: Lex, Eli
Feeling: Honest

Logan thought for a moment. Thinking back to the time spent with Lex. Finally, after he had formulated his answer he said "No, I don't think I ever was. I was in love with the thought of her, if that makes sense. I was in love with the idea of having a girlfriend and getting through the pain of you moving away, but not actually with Lex the person." As he sat there in the car going into the cafe seemed less and less desirable. "You know what, let's just go to my apartment and chill. I have coffee there and Netflix and a reclining couch. I mean, unless you're really set on the idea of going to Chesters.