Summertime at last (New and accepting!)

[waitingforfreedom]

((So sorry I took so long- XD I love that post))

I continued to watch pumpkin and couldn't help but smile at the young feline, loving my new roommates laugh. My backstory, did I have one? I wondered, supposing that everyone did, though mine was nothing compared to his. "I guess my backstory is more self made than anything. I've spent most of my life alone, and I was kind of destructive to myself and things. I get bored and tired of everything too much y'know? I was always that weird kid everyone talked about from time to time but no one talked to. I guess that was a good thing a couple times when the cops didn't notice me, but still." I trailed off, annoyed at myself for talking this much about nothing that actually mattered, or that was even interesting. "Anyway," I laughed nervously and looked up at him, waiting for him to say anything to fill the small moment of silence that followed, the average time for a response that felt like forever in this case.

[divine.]

I try ^^)))

Aiden Thorns || 19 || Tags: Jae

Aiden nodded. "I guess we are the same in a way. That weird kid no one talked to.." His mind drifted off to his cats and smiled as he petted Cheeto. He was quite for a few moments. Someone knew what it was like. To be cast out and be be talked about behind your back.. Be the loser with only one friend or so.. It totally phased his mind that he mentioned the word 'cops.' But it wouldn't matter to him anyways. He always thought that he was put on this planet to die. He always thought he would die alone. He remembered the promise that he friend gave him. 'We'll grow old together. Start a family. Adopt a few kids. Be grandparents.'Aiden thought of his best friend, who now laid in the graveyard. "Damn I miss that idiot.." He hasn't realized that he said that outloud. All he wanted was his friend back. That was all he asked for. But in the end, he never got what he asked for.

[waitingforfreedom]

I felt a connection and relief that he understood what I was saying, petting Pumpkin’s soft fur, I felt comfortable in the silence. I had always thought that the point of life was to talk to other people and influence their thoughts in some way, and when people weren’t there, all that was left was a long life of nothingness and solitude. I looked up at him when he said that, Thorns sounded like he was speaking to himself, he must have been, but I couldn’t ignore the comment or the questions I had regarding it. “What idiot?” I asked quietly, so there was a chance he didn’t hear, feeling like that was a question that wasn’t supposed to be asked. I studied his features, the look on his face was similar to the one he wore at the cemetery, and it didn’t sound like he was talking about his parents. This was a man surrounded by death, I wanted to know everything he felt, and to help in some way. Like when there’s been a river out of control for hundreds of years then a random person comes along, feeling the urge to help it to be peaceful and calm, so they build a dam. Of course those people usually need the water for something, but I ignored that aspect of the metaphor.

[divine.]

Aiden Thorns || 19 || Tags: Jae

Aiden looked at one of the photos on the wall. "The idiot was my best friend growing up.. His name was Tyler. We were like two peas in a pod. Everything we did was together. We would go to movies, fails tests, mess with teachers.. Along the way, I found out his was bisexual and he had a crush on me so we dated. Then one day.." He went quiet and tried not to cry. "He went missing for a few hours and when he returned.. He had multiple wounds all over him.. He was bleeding badly.. He knew he was dying.. He went looking for me and when he found me.. He could barely stand.. I hugged him close to myself and then.. He whispered 'I loved you from the first day I met you.. Then he died in my arms.." A few tears fell down Aiden's cheek. "He promised me a few days before that.. That we would grow old together.. Start a family.." He couldn't help but to cry. All he had was gone in seconds. Every now and then when it got hard for him, he would go and sit by his grave and talk about his life. Aiden thought he was over his death. But the truth was, he would never get over it.

[JrB]

After about a four mile run, Jermaine stops at a bench sitting beneath a tree to cool off. He had been taking it easy recently, so he didn't want to jump right back into intense exercise, even though he needed to keep in tip top shape for the upcoming college football season.

[waitingforfreedom]

I felt my heartbeat quicken as his story went on, my eyes welled up with tears so I quickly drew my hand back away from the cat and wiped the back of it across my eyes so he wouldn’t notice. Biting my lip, I had to do something. I stood and moved to face him, brushing the back of my fingers across his cheek to catch the tears, I forgot my boundaries. I wasn’t sure if he would want me to stay away, to be alone, but I had to try to help him. I looked at his face once more, my eyes filled with concern, before I wrapped my arms around him. Trying to give him comfort, and to avoid showing my own shaken state, I held the older male like that, resting my chin on his shoulder. “I’m so sorry.” I whispered.

[taehyung.]

nineteen // single // tags; none

Jared woke up all on his own time, not needing to wake up at a certain time or hear the blaring of his alarm clock. It was finally summer, and he was free from high school...that would be until he went off to college. He got up and changed his clothes, putting on a nay v-neck, black jeans, and black, hightop Converse. The fact that he could do anything he wanted made his day start off amazingly well. He hummed to himself as he walked downstairs, seeing that no one was home. The sunlight shined in through the large windows on the wall across from the kitchen, beating down on the hardwood floor. He never ate breakfast; he's just one of those people who aren't too hungry in the morning. Jared shoved his phone into his pocket before leaving his house.

Jared's open if anyone is interested c:))

[divine.]

Aiden Thorns || 19 || Tags: Jae

Aiden stiffened in his grasp. He wasn't sure what to do so he stayed in his grasp for a few moments, before pulling back. "Thanks.. I guess I kinda needed that.. Still not over his death I suppose.." Aiden trailed off as he thought about the hug. It made him feel.. Happy inside.. Aiden wished that he could have another hug and be in his arms a little longer. But in the end it never happened. All Aiden ever wanted was to be happy with someone. Maybe Jae would allow the happiness back in his life. He wasn't sure. But he did know he had the slightest crush on him. The thing was.. Aiden wasn't sure if Jae had that feeling back to him..

[waitingforfreedom]

I withdrew my arms and clasped my hands close to myself, "Anytime," I replied about the hug, in this sort of situation it may not be right to say, but I liked the feeling of being with him like that. "I'm not sure if that's something you're supposed to get over, not this quickly at least." I lifted one hand to brush the hair out of the man's face, softly and quickly, then wiped my eyes again so he wouldn't notice the bit of moisture that lingered there, putting my hand back down.

((sry i dont think ill be online for most of the rest of the day, maybe ill be on at 8 or 9? i joined this stupid pageant thing, me and my impulses ))

[divine.]

Aiden Thorns || 19 || Tags: Jae

Aiden nodded. "Yea.." He looked off to the side. He petted Cheeto again and he smiled again. "I don't think I'll ever be able to get over his death. He kinda was like.. The only friend I had growing up." He laughed nervously to himself. A few moments later an alarm went off, then he walked into the kitchen and grabbed a few pills and he sighed. Oh how he wished that his cancer would go away. He hated it with all his heart. He wanted to just live a normal life.. Wanted to grow a family with his friend.. He wanted to do so many things with his life.. He hated how he had to take so many pills.. He hated how his friend died.. His parents.. He hated most everything. He did find happiness in life, but it never lasted for long. It was just a matter of time until Jae left or died.. He was just counting down the days now.

Have fun I guess xD?)))