
RELATIONSHIP GROUP:
Musical Lovers
NAME:
Nathaniel Asher Howard
NICKNAME:
Nate
AGE:
19
GENDER:
Male
SEXUALITY:
Straight
PERSONALITY:
"It really doesn't matter what you call me, I've got all sorts of nicknames, and most of them, aren't the good kinds. I'm nineteen, I was born on August 23rd, an average birthday. Unfortunately for me, I have a bad personality. I have a short temper, and often go off on the people I care about most, hurting them by accident. I'm known as a heartless person with no emotions at all, because of my outbursts, but really, I'm not that bad, I just have a bad temper. I'm not really some emotionless monster people make me out to be, I mean, I do have emotions, I just don't show them. I figure, that if you let anyone, and I mean, anyone, in, it'll backfire, making you the one to get hurt. I won't get hurt though, I've seen it happen many times, and once you show people who you really are, they're bound to hurt you. I guess it just feels better to have someone talk about the cover I put up, instead of the real me. Anyways, I'm usually outgoing, and I don't get shy. I may be quiet sometimes, but I'm never shy. I usually don't truly smile, just fake ones. I don't really know if I'm considered someone "Popular" per say, maybe just, well known, due to my temper."
HISTORY:
"I don't talk about my past, mainly because it upsets me, but I guess I could, for now. So, my parents split right after I was born. My dad got full custody, due to my mother's "Anger Issues", she had sever bipolar disorder, and tends to get violent, I guess that's where I got it from. She was allowed to visit me sometimes, but My mother's presence is nothing but a distant memory, she was around for awhile, but soon after my second birthday, she "Disappeared", or in other words, died. She was hit by a drunk driver, while she was out on a nightly jog she often went on. I could never tell if my father was devastated, or relived, but either way, he never shed a tear, nor cracked a smile. That's where I get the "No Emotions" thing from, my father. I guess I was around him for so long that I started to act like him. I don't have any siblings, for now, but I think Wendy, my dad's current girlfriend is planning on sinking her claws into him sometime another. Yeah, as you can tell, I don't like Wendy, at all. I don't like anyone who goes near my father, for some unknown reason, I find something I hate about them, and focus on it. Oh well. That's just how I am, I'll convince myself to like, or dislike something. So, anyways, as I said earlier, I don't know much about my father, for he was always working, dumping me on whoever would take me in, and leaving, sometimes even for days. This wasn't something a regular dad would do, and I knew that, but it was still something that was regular to me, for it happened all the time. I guess, since I was on my own for as long as I could remember, I shut myself out for good, not accepting any changes. It's an odd thing for someone to do, yet I still did it."
ANYTHING ELSE:
"I'm not the best at relationships. Alright, that may have been an understatement, I'm actually the worst. I can get overprotective, and that's usually annoying, and people just get fed up with me often, breaking off the relationship before it even begins. I guess that's just how it goes though, once you get nothing for your whole life, you're most likely not going to get anything special now."