The Ghost of You|couples| v.2| boys and girls needed|

[Stay Gold]

It has been some time since you have seem
each other.
They say you and your significant other will
stay together.
Y'all say 'I will never leave you for the world'
Or was that just
a lie?
You have left your lover for a
year.
When you finally reunited with them,
Have they
moved on, or waited for
your arrival?

[Stay Gold]

-All of the cs rules apply

-No power playing or god-modding

-You will be accepted by PM

-Fade to black when necessary

-Please use proper spelling!

-No text talk! not even in OOC

-Two characters is the max (can't be same gender)

-I expect you to make your own forms

-drama is encouraged!

-Use [ ] {} >><< <<>> (()) ( ) When ooc!

-You MUST Have a picture when applying for the role-play!

-Please make sure your form is literate because that will be your ticket in

-Each post must be at least 2-4 lines long

-PM FOR RESERVATIONS

-If you have questions please PM me, I will not like this RP to get full of junk

- You will be accepted through PM

[Stay Gold]

Dynamic Duo
This couple has been together since the start of time.
You can never get them to separate. If you take one of them away the other soon follows. Do they start to have feelings for each other? Or do they blow each other off when they reunite?
Boy: open
Girl: Savvy-Marie|.Stay Gold.

Cinderella and Prince Charming
This couple is perfect. Everything they do is unbelievable like when he asked her to prom. How perfect with they be after they find out what they did after they parted?
Boy: open
Girl: Kasey Carelli | Kyyweb

We Never Change

Everyone wonders why this couple got together. They always fight and seem to disagree on anything and everything. Will they finally break it off will they realized what they have done? Or keep doing the same things and get back together?
Boy: Do Kyungsoo | Kim Jongdae
Girl: Celine Marie | ~Mist~

I Just Cant Get Enough Of You
This couple shows to much public affection, they always seem to miss each other after three minutes. Will they continue to show this love when they find out they are just using each other?
Boy: Blaze Mendelssohn| Stay Gold
Girl: Sophie Elsiabeth Parker| I refuse to sink

You are Just a Secret
This couple is secretive, they dont show as much public affection unless they are behind closed doors. Nobody knows about this relationship. Will they finally come out when they meet?
Boy: open
Girl: open

Do I really Love you?
This couple is very unsure about their feelings for each other. They say they love each other, but do they actually know what love is.
Boy: open
Girl: Jessica Cho | Kim Jongdae

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[Stay Gold]

________________________

❝ Savvy- Marie
Rose Walker❞

______Eh...__________________

Ｈｅｌｌｏ!

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ｎａｍｅ.
Well, as you can see my name is Savvy-Marie Rose Walker, for short you can call me Savvy!
ａｇｅ.
Im 17 years old going on 18, hope that doesn't seem to old! My birthdate is June 24.When I was born it was a very unusual day, it was raining so happy happy joy joy for me. I was born in Neath, Wales in the United Kingdom.
ｇｅｎｄｅｒ.
Since you are clearly blind, or stupid, I will gladly tell you that I am a girl. Luckily, I am not usually confused with a guy, and I would be freaked out if someone came up to me, like you, and ask what my gender was. Well let's just hope the doctor wasn't blind as well. I have long natural curly, brown hair, so like 0% of boys have that... I'm not sure if boys wear make up, well I haven't seen one wear some yet... so yeah. To make everything more simple for your poor brain, I'm a female, girl, woman, etc.
ｐｅｒｓｏｎａｌｉｔｙ.
Everyone calls me quiet, everyone. I honestly do not know why... Okay, I know why. I was never really
born as a loud and outgoing girl unlike most of my girl in my grade. Not being able to keep conversations
going is another fault of mine, too. I guess you would call me awkward, I'm just not that socially convenient.
I would rather be winning my soccer games than picking a fight with some nitty girl half my size, I just savior my time.
Although I am not proud of my cowardlyness, I do have the courage to stand up for myself. However, I have no
problem standing up for others, and I can have a sharp tongue in that case. Overall, I am a quiet girl, who can
be loud, boisterous, or angry when necessary. Plus, being shy and reserved defines me in a way, so if you cannot
accept that, then just stop reading

Um, I can be carefree and fun at times, but that is usually rare. Anyway, sometimes, I can be spirited and laugh a
lot. Things rarely get to me, and it is actually quite hard to make me unhappy. It is almost impossible to see me
not relaxed since I love to just lay back and just enjoy the joyous adventure of life without regrets. I guess, that
could be considered being lazy, but I prefer to think of that as being more laid-back. Plus, I can be a little careless
at times by not worrying about a lot of things. When I was younger, I remember touching a blazing flame from my
fireplace because the thought of the fire being able to harm me did not even occur. On the upside, there is the
benefit of not being scared of many things such as rollercoasters and being able to laugh and smile whenever I
want.
ａｐｐｅａｒａｎｃｅ.
I am 5'7, which is the average height of a normal girl, but I am not satisfied with my height. I wish I could be a little taller, you know, just incase... As for my weight... I am not sure.
The last time I checked was at school a couple weeks ago, during a health screaning, and it was calculated to be about 145 pounds. I am skinny, my mom thinks that I am either starving myself, or one of those girls who just DON'T gain anything...

For my hair, it is a milky brown that is shiny, because I take care of it and never have dyed it. But depending on the lighting and
if my hair is wet, it can be a bit darker. Under the sunlight, though, it appears to be a mixture of gold and a really light chocolate brown, which could be considered an ambrose effect, but I am a brunette. Besides the color, it is curly, my friend almost hate me for it, haha, which I like to often tease them. Fortunately, it is low maintenance that I do not take for granted... Anyway, I really like my eyes though, alot of people think they're contacts, but they're not. The reason why is because there an olive green mixed a little with brown.
ｈｉｓｔｏｒｙ.
After Savvy was born her father got sick. Really sick, the doctors couldn’t help him and he died. Savvy doesn’t remember anything about him and she only knows what her father looks like because of the pictures in their house. Sometimes she thinks that her mother misses her father…too much, she still hasn’t cleaned out his clothes and there’s still a beauty table bursting full of her father’s make-up (actor at local plays). Every time she suggests that they get rid of her father’ stuff she says “Yeah honey, we’ll do it this weekend.” and it never happens.
Her mother is a business woman, does consulting work for companies. Sometimes this takes her far away from home, but Savvy really doesn’t mind, she always calls every night to make sure that Savvy is safe and to let her know that she's safe. She’s only gone for at most two weeks and then she is usually home. Savvy was born in Neath,Wales but they moved down here when she was three so that her mother could expand her consulting business and yes. All the father stuff followed them
here only know it’s in boxes in the garage.

"After this move, I met a boy who soon became my best friend and I think I might be growing feelings for him"

ｆｏｒｕｍ © .Stay Gold.
ｃｈａｒａｃｔｅｒ © Savvy-Marie Rose Walker

[Stay Gold]

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❝ Blaze
Julian Mendelssohn❞

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Ｈｅｌｌｏ!

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ｎａｍｅ.
Hey, my name is Blaze Julian Mendelssohn. For some reason I have no idea where the name Blaze came from, but i was told I was named after my great granddad. Now, just hearing Julian... no comment. Then, Mendelssohn... isn't it interesting??
Nobody I mean NOBODY can pronounce it, then right after they notice it and after I tell them how its pronounce I suddenly get asked a bunch of questions like Where are you from, what are your parents, and ect.
ａｇｅ.
Im currently eighteen years old. Couple more year till... um.. what is it called when your parents don't have to hover over your back? Oh, yeah freedom!!
For some reason I feel younger, but I once read a poem and it said that I'm still one? Ok don't have no idea whatsoever the meaning of the poem
ｇｅｎｄｅｒ.
Apparently as you can see I'm a boy. I usually don't get asked full man 0% girl unless of course some trace from my mom, but full boy!
ｐｅｒｓｏｎａｌｉｔｙ.
Well, just putting it out there iam kinda... casanova. Okay, I am really romantic... when I want to. I love getting girls things. even if there my best friends, Also i hate hugs, i'm not a hugger. I love being funny, I like to tell a lot of jokes and make people laugh at times... but thats only what you get if you get really close to me which I hate. I get called a 'rebel' constantly and do not try to ruin that. Sometimes, I get in trouble.. just cause, im not and never will be the teachers favourite as you can say. But on the outside you see a rebel... get to close you see a nice person... get to close I'll be the last person youll see.

OK! I am really ahletic. Football is my thing! I like running, but sometimes I just can't get off my lazy bum! I'm a caring person I dont like seeing somebody cry, so if they need to talk to someone they can come to me, also when someone is down I'll give them a push literally a push so, be careful!

I sometimes think I'm a vampire... yes a vampire. Because sometimes I'm scared to go outside just because my hair is messy or because people are out there. But mainly because I rather stay inside and play Minecraft or something! Iam your average teenager with the addiction of a computer, phone, instagram, and xbox, or whatever.



ａｐｐｅａｒａｎｃｅ.
I am 6'2, which is hard for me because, going through doorways can be difficult, I wish I could be a little taller, you know, just incase... As for my weight... I am not sure.
The last time I checked was at school a couple weeks ago, during a health screaning, and it was calculated to be about 205 pounds. I am really strong and my coach always says I can run to Africa without a problem.

For my hair, it is black period! I take care of it and never have dyed it kinda vain about my hair. But depending on the lighting,
if my hair is wet, it can be a bit darker. Under the sunlight, though, it appears to be a mixture of gold and a really light chocolate brown, which could be considered an ambrose effect. Anyway, I really like my eyes though, a lot they are a hazel, brown.
ｈｉｓｔｏｒｙ.
Well, nothing to tragic, but, I was born deaf in one ear so I'm fluent in sign language,spanish, and of course english.
I came from Gloucester, Virginia,
lived there my whole life. I was happy, living with a bible on my bedside table
and a deer head on my wall. Why would I leave? Well, I left to see something
new, I will always keep my past, and remember my family. But, I wanted a
new future. so, I came here. I'm fully Mexican, well not sure about fully because I'm kinda Caucasian. I know one time when i was around 6 years old, I used the worst pick up line on this 18 year old girl. Just if you were wondering I'm straight!



ｆｏｒｕｍ © .Stay Gold.
ｃｈａｒａｃｔｅｒ © Blaze Julian Mendelssohn
ｐｉｃｔｕｒｅｓ © We Heart It

[connor.]

ɬɧɛ ცąʂıƈʂ-
ｎａｍｅ:
нello тнere, тнe naмeѕ ѕopнιe elιѕaвeтн parĸer. deeper? wнy oĸay. ѕтarтιng wιтн мy ғιrѕт naмe, ѕopнιe. orιgιnaтιng вacĸ ιn 1852 мy greaт greaт grandмoтнer waѕ вeιng вorn, we can ѕĸιp тнe deтaιlѕ, ι ѕυppoѕe yoυ ĸnow нow and wнy тнιѕ нappened. ѕo нer мoм, olιve waѕ ιn laвor and ғιnally вιrтнed a вeaυтιғυl вaвy gιrl. тryιng тo тнιnĸ oғ a naмe qυιcĸly, ѕнe тнoυgнт oғ нer daυgнтer-ιn-lawѕ naмe, ѕopнιe. нence тнaтѕ wнaт ѕнe called нer. тнen мany мany yearѕ laтer, мy мoм waѕ a мere age oғ 16 yearѕ old. тryιng тo тнιng oғ a qυιcĸ naмe ғor мe ѕнe тнoυgнт oғ olιve'ѕ daυgнтer, ѕopнιe qυιcĸly вeғore gιvιng мe υp ғor adopтιon wнere ι нad no мιddle naмe. ι waѕ adopтed recenтly вy none oтнer тнan тнe parĸerѕ. wнιcн waѕ weιrdly enoυgн, мy мoтнerѕ мaιden naмe. тнere ι waѕ granтed тнe мιddle naмe elιѕaвeтн oυт oғ тнe тop oғ тнeιr нead aғтer ι ιnғorмed тнeм ι dιdnт нave a мιddle naмe. ѕo тнere yoυ are, тнanĸѕ ғor yoυr тιмe.

ｎｉｃｋｎａｍｅ:
oн goѕн, we нave тo do тнιѕ agaιn, ιғ yoυ ιnѕιѕт. ι go вy ѕopнιe, or вy мy cloѕe ғrιendѕ, lιz. тнereѕ really no вacĸѕтory on тнιѕ, ѕorry тo leт yoυ down.

ａｇｅ:
oĸay ѕo ι нave never, lιĸe ⓔⓥⓔⓡ вeen good aт мaтн, вυт ι aм 17, мeanιng тнaт...ι waѕ вorn ιn... 1997? ι donт ĸnow, aѕĸ мт вιrтн cerтιғιcaтe. do ι looĸ lιĸe a calcυlaтor тo yoυ? oĸay, ιғ yoυ plannιng on anѕwerιng тнaт мeanly, jυѕт ĸeep yoυr тrap ѕнυт. вυт ι waѕ вorn aт a нoѕpιтal jυѕт oғғ тнe вeacн oғ нonolυlυ, нawaιι. ѕo ιғ ι aм вy any cнaвcr calcυlaтιng correcтly, ι waѕ вorn jυne 17тн, 1997 ιn нonolυlυ нawaιι. ғanтaвυloυѕ.

ｇｅｎｄｅｒ:
ι aм ѕo very ѕorry, dιd ι jυѕт ѕo нappen caтcн yoυ on yoυr way тo тнe eye docтor? вecaυѕe ιғ ι dιd yoυ donт need a docтor тo тell yoυ yoυr вlιnd aѕ a вaт. ѕo тo anѕwer yoυr dυмв нalғwιттed qυeѕтιon, тнe laѕт тιмe ι cнecĸed, ι aм a 101% ғeмale. yeaн мe!!

ıŋ ɬɧɛ ɱıཞཞıơཞ:
ｈａｉｒ ｃｏｌｏｒ:
ѕo aѕ yoυ can тell, ι нave really lιgнтιѕн вlonde вrown нaιr. мy нaιr ιѕ..well υѕυally really ғrιzzy, and ѕтraιт. ι acтυally geт мy нaιr color ғroм мy dad, мy real dad oғ coυrѕe. вυт ι ғorgoт тo мenтιon, ι нave dιed мy нaιr вeғore, ѕo тнe тeхтυre ғeelѕ really weιrd. and alѕo, ιтѕ really тнιcĸ. ι geт тнaт ғroм мy мoм тнoυgн, ѕнe waѕ jυѕт lιĸe мe ιn a way, ι мean aѕ ιn мy perѕonalιтy, ι acтυally looĸ a loт lιĸe мy dad. вυт conтιnυιng, yeaн тнaтѕ мy нaιr.

ｅｙｅ ｃｏｌｏｒ:
мy eyeѕ, мy вeaυтιғυl eyeѕ. мy вeaυтιғυl green eyeѕ. yeѕ тнaтѕ rιgнт, ι нave green eyeѕ. jυѕт lιĸe мy dad тнoυgн wнen ι wear cerтaon color ѕнιrтѕ, тнey тυrn вlυe. ι aм very ғorтυnaтe тo нave мy adopтιve parenтѕ вecaυѕe мy dad ιѕ noт a very reѕpecтιve мan, нe ιѕ acтυally a 43 year old waιтor, and нe нad a ĸιd wιтн мy 16 year old мoтнer. real nιce gυy нυн? nope. and тнereѕ мy мoм wнo ι looĸ noтнιng alιĸe вυт ѕнe ιѕ very aттracтιve. υnғorтυnaтely ι looĸ lιĸe мy dad ιnѕтead.

ｂｏｄｙ ｂｕｉｌｄ:
тнιѕ parт oғ мe ι looĸ lιĸe мy мoм, ι нave a very тнιn вυιld. тнe only тнιng ιѕ, ιѕ тнaт мy мoм нad anorхιa and тнe docтorѕ really dιdnт тнιnĸ ι woυld ѕυrvιve, вυт нere ι aм тoday...aм ι rιgнт? вυт anyway, ι aм very...ғlaт cнeѕтed, ι gυeѕѕ yoυ coυld ѕay. ι aм very ѕнorт aѕ well... ι мean ι gυeѕѕ ιм ѕorтa jυѕт ѕмall all aroυnd...eхѕpecιally мy ғeeт.

ｈｅｉｇｈｔ:
ι donт even ĸnow wнere ι ιnнerιтed тнιѕ, вυт ι aм aroυnd 5'1. ι ĸnow ι ĸnow тнaтѕ really ѕнorт ғor a ѕevenтeen year old. ι've нeard ιт all вeoғre, ѕнorтιe, ѕнrιмp, ѕнorтιeмcѕнorтĸιnz. and ιтѕ ѕтιll a ѕore ѕυвjecт, ѕo donт вrιng ιт υp.

ｗｅｉｇｈｔ:
ι acтυally weιgнт aвoυт 94, тнaтѕ really only вecaυѕe ι aм noт very тall, and ι нave a preттy ѕĸιnny вody вυιld. ι donт ѕтarve мyѕelғ, ι ѕwear.вυт anywнoo...ι weιgнт roυgнly aroυnd тнere, ι нave conѕυмed aвoυт тнree cнocolaтe caĸeѕ ѕo ғar ѕιnce ι weιgнed мyѕelғ...ѕo yoυ ĸnow ιт coυld нave cнanged. ѕo тнe preттy нoneѕт anѕwer тo тнιѕ qυeѕтιon ιѕ ι really donт ĸnow (oн and вy тe way, jυѕт тнrowιng тнιѕ oυт тнere вυт yoυ ѕнoυld never aѕĸ a lady нer weιgнт, and ιn caѕe yoυ dιdnт ĸnow ι waѕ a lady, donт ғeel вad, ιтѕ нappened вeғore.

ｍｏｓｔ ｄｉｓｔｉｃｔｉｖｅ ｆｅａｕｔｕｒｅ:
ι woυld ѕay eιтнer мy eyeѕ, вecaυѕe ι jυѕт wυv мy eyeѕ. ecѕcυze мy ѕpellιng, and тнe wυv ιn тнaт ѕenтence. or ιт woυld нave тo вe мy dιмpleѕ. ι waѕ вorn wιтн very very noтιcaвle dιмpleѕ. ѕoo ι woυld нave тo ѕay ι lιĸe тнoѕe qυιтe a вιт.

ɖıɠɠıŋɠ ɖɛɛ℘ɛཞ: ơŋ ɬɧɛ ıŋʂıɖɛ:

ｐｅｒｓｏｎａｌｉｔｙ:
popυlar and ѕenѕιтιve, wιтн oυтѕтandιng people ѕĸιllѕ. eхтernally ғocυѕed, wιтн real concern ғor нow oтнerѕ тнιnĸ and ғeel. υѕυally dιѕlιĸe вeιng alone. ѕee everyтнιng ғroм тнe нυмan angle, and dιѕlιĸe ιмperѕonal analyѕιѕ. very eғғecтιve aт мanagιng people ιѕѕυeѕ, and leadιng groυp dιѕcυѕѕιonѕ. ιnтereѕтed ιn ѕervιng oтнerѕ, and proвaвly place тнe needѕ oғ oтнerѕ over тнeιr own needѕ. wow, ιм a loт lιĸe мy мoммa.

ｆｅａｒｓ:
тнιѕ мιgнт ѕoυnd a lιттle ѕтrange, вυт ι aм deeply aғraιd oғ ғeeт, lιĸe ι cannoт ⓢⓣⓐⓝⓓ ғeeт. eхcpecιally people wιтн υgly ғeeт lιĸe eww geт yo ғeeт away ғroм мeн. ι jυѕт υgн. ι нaтe ғeeт. alѕo ι нave вeen ĸnown тo нave a ѕevere caѕe oғ claυѕтropнoвιa. lιĸe one тιмe ιn claѕѕ ѕoмe ĸιd нad a нυge crυѕн on мe and нe leaned ιnтo ĸιѕѕ мe and lιтerally ι ѕlappe нιм and нad a ғreaĸιn' panιcĸ aттacĸ, тнaт ĸιd never cane near мe agaιn. noвody нaѕ lιĸed мe ѕιnce. alѕo ι really canт ѕтand ĸιѕѕιng lιĸe wнaтѕ тнe вιg wнoop? yoυr pυттιng yoυr naѕтy lιpѕ тнaт ι нave no clυe wнere тнey нave вeen, all over мe, and тнen eхpecт мe тo enjoy ιт? тoo вad вecaυѕe ι dιdnт enjoy ιт. нυgѕ are nιce, and a good way oғ ѕнowιng aғғeтιon. тнιnĸ aвoυт тнaт вrғore yoυ pυт тнoѕe naѕтy тнιngѕ on мe agaιn. тнanĸ yoυ, and нave a nιce day.

ｌｉｋｅｓ:
yoυ wanт тo ĸnow wнaт ι lιĸe? ⓗⓤⓖⓢ тнere nce and warм and ι jυѕт really love нυgѕ. cola, ι jυѕт love cola. ιғ yoυ are мy вoyғreιnd, ι woυld love yoυ ғorever ιғ yoυ вroυgнт мe cola and gave мe a nιce old aмorυѕ нυg. тнaтѕ jυѕт тнe ѕweeтeѕт тнιng anyone coυld ever do ғor мe.

Ɩơ۷ɛ Ɩıʄɛ:
oĸay now were geттιng perѕonal...ⓖⓡⓔⓐⓣ

ｔｕｒｎ-ｏｎｓ:
ι love a gυy wнoѕ ѕweeт and jυѕт noт aғraιd тo вe тнeмѕelveѕ, yoυ ĸnow. мayвe a good ѕenѕe oғ нυмor, a lιттle proтecтιve. тнe ĸιnd oғ gυy тнaт woυlғ wrιтe love noтeѕ тo мe, aғтer all...ι aм a lιттle ғlιrтy. вυт very aмвιтoυѕ, plannιng on pυrѕυιng ιn a career... мayвe opтιмιѕтιc вecaυѕe ι ѕeeм тo alwayѕ вe a downer, and нe ѕнoυld deғιnaтely love нυgѕ!!

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Kasey Faith Carelli




Name:
My full name is Kasey Faith Carelli but you can just call me Kasey.I guess my parents thought it would be funny to make my initials K.C. and my name Kasey hah, get it? Hilarious.

Gender:
I'm allll woman.


Age:
18


Personality:
I'm very outgoing and I LOVE to talk.I guess you could call me a social butterfly? I am just very bubbly and happy and sweet to everyone I meet. Even if I don't like someone, I always manage to be civil. I've always been a party girl and a big flirt which is why I've never really been with anyone. I love my friends more than anything in the world and I will never turn my back on anyone who needs me. I'm not shy...at all. I hate fighting but if I need to stand up for what I believe in, I will. I love having fun and being wild. I can never have too many friends so I'm usually nice to everyone. I am quite the sweet heart but I do have a bit of a temper. I can hold grudges for a very long time and I'm usually too stubborn to apologize, so I guess that is a flaw. I have never been a self-centered person and I never will be. The thought of someone being so conceited just drives me crazy. I'm very open minded and honestly enjoy helping people with their problems. I'm usually very preppy and positive, so sorry if that annoys you..

Sexual Orientation:


Straight!


History
Well, same as everyone else. I have a mom and a dad, but I grew up with 6 other sisters that look exactly like me.Oh and I'm the second youngest by the way, so I'm not even the baby of the family. Care to know my sisters names? Well, theres Kelly, Kali, Kristen, Katie, Katrina, Kasey(me), and Kaylee. If you couldn't tell there is a theme going on with the names. ANYWAYS, I never got anything new just the hand-me-downs of all my older siblings and anything that I did get that was new went straight to the youngest. It got to the point where I didn't even feel like I had my own name or personality. All of my sisters had something great about them that stood out and got them remembered. I felt like I was competing in my own home. I got out of there as fast as I could because I was afraid of spending the rest of my life as part of a matched set. I'm not even sure if my parents noticed I left. Now I'm living in a very small apartment in a terrible neighborhood. But hey, at least I've got my own name.

Deep Down:


Well, I don't really see them as issues that hold me back at all, but I do have pretty severe anxiety and depression. I take medicine for it, so that helps a lot..I would be lost without that and would definitely go down hill. I tend to have anxiety about feeling alone or feeling like I don't matter. Growing up in my house with all my sisters being better than me is probably what caused that. Oddly enough, I am not very competitive. You would think I would be super competitive and always have to win, but that's just not how I am. I don't like being the center of attention at all. Another issue that I have is a huge fear of drowning. When I was about twelve my friend, Kat, and I went on her grandparents boat. We were messing around with the anchor and next thing I know I am fall off the side, looking up at the surface of the water and Kat's face thinking "I am going to die." When I woke up, I was in a hospital room with Kat and her grandparents. I haven't gone in the water since.


Appearance:

I have dyed my hair so many times I dont even remember it's natural color. Right now I have long brown/blonde hair that is usually curly or up in a ponytail. I dont go all out with my makeup but I usually wear some eyeliner and mascara just to feel like I'm trying. I have deep green eyes and I'm pretty tan since I'm italian. I have nice straight teeth thanks to two and a half years of braces and I love smiling so I guess that was a good thing. I am 5' 2" and about 125. I could lose a few pounds but I'm mainly muscle. I really enjoy working out. I know that sounds crazy but I love all the machines and feeling sore. I run almost every day with my rottweiler, Bear, so that helps too. I love piercings! I have piercings all the way up my ears and I have my belly button pierced!

[soshi]

иαмє:
Err..well my full name is Celine May Marie, I never really liked the name "Celine" so you can call me Cel if you want, because mostly everyone calls me that.


gєи∂єя:
I am a Female of course.


αgє:
I am 17 years old.. So I was born in 1997.


αρρєαяαи¢є:
Err.. im a ginger, of course. My hair is naturally straight but has some little waves. I would usually wear my hair up in messy buns or down if I feel like it.
I'm kind of short for my age but it doesn't bother me at all! I'm 5'3. My eyes are a hazel color I guess you could say... But whenever I'm outside they look like a lighter brown which doesn't really suit me but its fine because i like my eyes.
I weigh about 123 pounds and I'm lightly tanned. I'm skinny but and fit but not too fit, I was pretty active in my hometown because I always went on bike rides, but now I don't really have the opportunity to do it anymore, I just don't know why.


ρєяѕσиαℓιту:
Oh great... Here comes the long part well, all my life I haven't been very social but I really want to make friends! On a scale of 1-10.. 1,000,000! I know it might sound crazy bit it's true. I just feel like I can be really awkward sometimes, I kinda' get held back from my horrible memories. I hate fighting.. It just ugh.. Annoys me so much. I will Stand up even though people might think I'm shy and all of that, I still have feelings. When I meet someone for the first time I always think I'm going to mess up on what I say, but I'm very kind and gentle. It's kind of hard for me to forgive someone on what they did because allot of things will hurt my feelings.. It just feels like too much to handle. I'll always be by your side when problems occur, I kind of say this allot but I think I'm pretty good at solving problems, but if its too much for me.. Then it's a nope.


нιѕтσяу:
I don't actually talk about my history... But here it goes.. So, I was practically the youngest in my family which annoyed me, and I only had one brother who is 5 years older than me. But I didn't really care because I knew I was going to have some big ideas for the future. I was about 7 years old... So my brother was 12, almost 13 at the time, my parents passed away because they got in a horrible cat accident.. It was a tragedy for me. I couldn't stop thinking of that day... Me and my brother had to love with our aunt but as we grew older my brother was on his own.. He moved out. So I decided to live on my own too, knowing that maybe it would get better.. maybe.

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[Kim Jongdae]

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