That Little Word ::: Open

[vhenan.]

Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be, but with my eyes closed all I see
is the skyline, through the window, the moon above you and the streets below.

It's sad to think about, but you've had at least one major heartbreak like just about everybody... Some people can't get over their feelings even after the heartbreak. Sometimes, it comes back together. It's kind of hard when it doesn't and you realize how much you like somebody when you see them flirting or being flirted with.

Some time has passed with your last heartbreak, which was your most tragic. You fear of 'love' and don't want to risk being hurt again. But, what if you can get another chance? What if.... Just what if? It could happen to anybody, this silly little word we call love. Is it possible that you could oh-so easily slip back into 'love's' grasp?

Hold my breath as you're moving in, taste your lips and feel your skin.
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.

song claim;; kiss me slowly by parachute

[vhenan.]

r o l e p l a y e r s

troubled soul. || owner

|| co-owner

|| mini-mod

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r u l e s , r u l e s , r u l e s , r u l e s

I understand that not many like rules, so, I'll make this short and simple. ^^

\|/ follow all site rules, that includes Tess' and Nick's rules.

\|/ there is supposed to be drama, but not alot, okay? no gary/mary-sues...

\|/ you can play as a person who is quick to fall in love, but i prefer ones that suit the intro. because of this, you may have only one character that falls in love quickly.

\|/ characters can range from 13-22 years of age.

\|/ you may fade to black, well, you should, but i mean charries may do 'that stuff', but i would like it to not result in pregnancy. if you want there to be a pregnancy, pm me and the other charrie's owner, thanks! note;; this shouldn't happen for quite a while.

\|/ let's see how creative you can be; please make your own forms.

\|/ i have a serious pet peeve about incorrect literature and would prefer if you could type, punctuate, capitalize, and so on accurately. i may have a few slip ups here and there. yes, i'm a grammar nazi.

\|/ please type at least 3 sentences.

[vhenan.]

l o v e || r e l a t i o n s h i p s

thalia has a crush on mason

michael has a crush on damien

damien has a crush on marissa

c h a r a c t e r s

fallon lake caster || female || page 1 || troubled soul.

mason luke coppin || male || page 1 || troubled soul.

ezekiel william scott || male || page 1 || TheRatDogHater

alexandrea jane scott || female || page 1 || TheRatdogHater

marissa padilla || female || page 1 || Pixie Stix90

michael lamb || male || page 1 || Horsegirlmadison

thalia evans || female || page 1 || chris' girl.

damien jordan ramirez || male || page 1 || chris' girl.

maya jocelyn || female || page 3 || Maya,

tenek ralston || male || page 3 || raiku123

[vhenan.]

F a l l o n || L a k e || C a s t e r
girl ;; 18 ;; fun-loving soul ;; this world is mad

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls. It comes awake and I can't control it. Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head. Why won't somebody come and save me from this? Make it end!I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin. I must confess that I feel like a monster. I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun. I must confess that I feel like a monster. I, I feel like a monster. I, I feel like a monster.

name;; "My name is Fallon Lake Caster, but, you can call me Fall."

age;; "I'm 18 years young."

gender;; "My friend, I'm a female. Don't worry, I mean, I look like a guy sometimes."

body differences;; Fall stands at 5'3" and weighs around 139 pounds. She has pale skin, black hair, and pale blue eyes.

main outfit;; Fall wears stuff like this. Basically band merch, skinny jeans, a jacket and some converse. Definitely rubber bracelets with her favorite band names on them. {Pierce The Veil, Black Veil Brides, Skillet, Breaking Benjamin, etc.}

personality;; Outgoing, social, great people skills. Good at getting people to have fun. Physically affectionate. Attention seeking, loves crowds. Open, revealing, loving, empathetic, attachment prone. Enthusiastic, idealistic, and creative. Able to do almost anything that interests them. Excited by new ideas, but bored with details. Open-minded and flexible, with a broad range of interests and abilities. Needs to live life in accordance with their inner values. Disorganized. Prone to losing things. Irresponsible. Acts without thinking. Likely to have or want a tattoo. Rule breaker. Easily distracted. Comfortable in unfamiliar situations. Attracted to strange things and counterculture. Non-punctual. Likes to stand out. Prone to fantasy. Easily talked into doing silly things. Spontaneous. Wild and crazy. Pleasure seeking, risk taking, thrill seeking, fun seeking. Adventurous. Hyperactive. Irrational. Likes to try new things, unconventional, energetic, impulsive, dangerous.

psychological disorder;; Paranoid

love life;; nothing is new.

M a s o n || L u k e || C o p p i n
guy ;; 19 ;; playful spirit ;; i am who i am. Your approval isn't needed

Tell me what's the point of life. Is it material? Had everything I could ever want and probably more, when I lay in bed at night, all I do is think of you. So when all this is gone what do I have to come home to? This life goes by so fast, pretty soon I'll grow old. What would I have but some stories now that I have told, no one to share them with. And when it's all done, what am I left with? Tell me what's left. I don't want to be alone, I don't want to die alone. I could fall apart here and now, I don't want to die alone.

name;; "My name is Mason Luke Coppin."

age;; "I'm 19 years young."

gender;; "I'm a guy, why is this significant?"

body differences;; Mason stands at 5'9" and weighs 160 pounds. He has fair skin, green eyes and black hair.

main outfit;; Fall wears stuff like this. Basically band merch, jeans, beanies and vans.

personality;; riendly. Great people skills. Outgoing, social, group oriented. Does not like to be alone. Open. Likes to be the center of attention. Likes external praise. Likes crowds. Self-confident. Good at getting people to have fun. Adaptable and action-oriented. A doer, focused on immediate results. Disorganized, messy. Decisive. Finisher. Talented at presentation. Likes to lead. Likes sports. Tends to dominate conversations. Lives in the here-and-now. Fast-paced lifestyle. Impatient with long explanations. Extremely loyal to their peers, but not usually respectful of laws and rules if they get in the way of getting things done. Content, emotionally stable. Frequently joking. Adjusts easily. Neutral moods. Not easily annoyed. Enjoys crude jokes. More likely to come off as masculine. Risk taker, fearless, can handle criticism, hard to discourage.

psychological disorder;; none

love life;; nothing is new.

[adoxography]

{[Ezekiel William Scott]}

"I like to think the five-second-rule counts for girls too."

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"Just shoot for the
stars If it feels right
And aim for my heart
If you feel like.
And take me away
and make it okay.
I swear I'll behave."

иаме?{["Ezekiel William Scott. But I usually go by Zeke. Ezekiel sounds so cold and unwelcoming."]}
Аgе?{["17 years young."]}
Gейdег? {["I'm a guy! So not cool."]}
Sехцаl Ояiеиtаtiои? {["Straight! Sorry guys."]}
Шнеяе аяе уоц fяом? {["The concrete jungle."]}
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"You wanted control,
So we waited.
I put on a show,
Now I make it.
You say I'm a kid,
My ego is big,
I don't give a sh-t.
And it goes like this..."

Pеяsоиаlitу? {[Quiet. Artistic. Shifty. Just three words to describe the brick wall of a boy. Zeke has different sides to him; all expressed in somewhat "Bipolar art" as his sister comments.
Being the typical jock type; Zeke is often more interested in girls than anything else that goes on. He believes that first impressions are key; and dresses the part. He is typically found in carefully pressed clothes: loose jeans, a button up shirt, a vest, tie, and a fedora to top it all off.
Being the braun of the duo; Zeke has a very short temper; often changing his mood in the blink of an eye. Zeke is quick to jump on the defencive. Which is why its usually a good idea to stay out of his way. He isn't very tollerant of sarcasm, which as you can imagine makes up the reasoning of a huge percent of the fights and arguements between he and his sister. Zeke lives by the logic that if he can't hurt his problems; they're up to his sister. ]}
Нistояу? {[Same as Alex]}

"Take me by the
tongue, And I'll
know you.
Kiss me 'til you're
drunk, And I'll
show you..."

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Яеlаtiоиsнip Stаtцs?{["Playin' the feild."]}
сяцsн? {["Let's just assume all of 'em."]}
Exes? {["I can't count that high.]}
Шнаt dо уоц lоок fоя? {["As much as Alex would answer for me 'anything that moves' I really take particular interest in anyone who respects art."]}
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"All the moves l
ike Jagger.
I've got the moves
like Jagger.
I've got the moves
like Jagger"

fамilу? {["Alex, Aunt Sarah, And Uncle Zack."]}
Саяеея? {["I love street art. I spend just about all of my time in the park drawing with chalk or selling pastel drawings.]}
Stуlе? {["Dressed to impress."Zeke can normally be found in the typical wealthy-preppy clothes. A casual suit or button-up with a vest; topped all off with his lucky red tie and favorite black fedora."]}
Реts? {["Nah; animals hate me."]}
Сая? {["I don't drive yet. Its not really important in the city."]}
Оtнея? {["Nah."]}

{[Alexandrea Jane Scott]}

"You could call me a passifist, a peace-maker, or even a treehugger. But unfortunately you'd be wrong."

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"St. Jimmy's comin' down
across the alleyway
Up on the boulevard
like a zip gun on parade
Light of a silhouette
He's insubordinate
Coming at you on the
count of 1,2,1,2,3,4!"

иаме?{["Alexandrea Jane Scott. Quite the genaric mouthful; no? My grandparents used to say my father named me after Alexander The Great; claiming I inheirited my interest for history from him. Hell if I know where they got 'Jane' from...." ]}
Аgе?{["I've been in this place of mass stupidity and ignorance for 17 years. And no. I'm not "17 years young." I'm 17 years old. That is the phrase."]}
Gейdег? {[Yeah; bro. I'm totally a guy. I love making inappropriate comments on girls and ...not... Bathing. Insert ridiculous man-voice here." Female]}
Sехцаl Ояiеиtаtiои? {[ "Pansexual. I don't believe in falling in love with the contents of someone's pants."]}
Шнеяе аяе уоц fяом? {["Originally; just outside of Brooklyn, but I've spend most of my life in Manhattan. You instantly got 'This one's gotta be watched' singnals, didn't you? Thats alright, it's probably true."]}
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"My name is Jimmy and
you better not
wear it out
Suicide commando
that your momma
talked about
King of the
forty thieves
And I'm here to
represent
The needle in
the vein of the
establishment"

Pеяsоиаlitу? {[Straight out of New York city; Alex has as colorful a personality as her backround. Don't be put off by her rough exterior. She has her good and bad; just as the city itself. Her humor makes up a huge part of her personality to anyone that knows her; she's rarely serious. She's known for being sarcastic and cynical in conversation, and just all around loud. The only time she's serious is when she's annoied. Alex is known for getting into fights; to such an extent that she's locally known for it in her hometown; which is quiet a feat, not that she's proud of it. The last thing you want is to be on her badside; she can change from joking to screaming on a dime. Along with this, she won't be the first to throw a punch, but if she thinks she can make you, she will. Her sharp tounge and cynical outlook are often her downfall, though she expresses most of this comedicly. On a lighter note; she's also a musician and a survivalist - despite her innercity upbringing - in her freetime. This goes along with severe issues with speaking on behalf of her more inner thoughts. These usually come out in her music; which makes up a big part of her life. Ironically; Alex is a die-hard classic rock fanatic. That's one way to take back almost admitting emotions, huh?

The way I think?

Alex has severe OCD, which can come along with the strangest of idiosyncrasies. Alex is very particular in the positioning of things and following patterns of any sort. Some of these obsessive compulsive tendancies are appearant, and some are just in the way she 'organizes' thoughts, if you will. But its hard to explain this to someone whose never met her; So I suppose there are little things you'd find in time.

The way I act?

Alex has a tendancy to offend people. As you'd expect, she doesn't really mind this. Whenever she opens her mouth you can expect either sarcasm, or some potitically incorrect, steriotypical joke. She's rarely serious, unless you've managed to make her angry; of which isn't very hard, as she has very low tollerance for drama or 'stupidity.' In which case, she has a very sharp tounge that becomes even more deadly when directed at someone else.

My freetime?

Alex has plenty of interests to occupy her time. The upmost of these consist of reading literature and preforming. She spends alot of her time in either central park with her brother, or watching practice at a local preforming arts center. ]}

"I'm the patron saint
of the denial
With an angel
face and a taste
for suicidal

Cigarettes and
ramen and a little
bag of dope
I am the son
of a bitch
and
Edgar Allen Poe
Raised in the
city under a
halo of lights
The product
of war and fear
that we've
been victimized

I'm the patron
saint of the denial
With an angel
face and a
taste
for
suicidal."

Нistояу? {[Alex and her twin brother were born in a small town outside of New York. Born to a teacher and a resturaunt consultant; the twins led a perfectly normal life in their nook of the world until age 7. The duo wasn't personally introduced to the city until the death of their parents ten years ago after being shipped off to a small appartment in manhattan. Since then they've been bounced all over the city from relative to relative. In effect to living all over the city over the last 6 years; they know it like the backs of their hands. They consider the city their home; no matter where they end up. Of course, their place of origin isn't hard to guess with such heavy accents. They wouldn't dare leave their city until they were faced with jail time and forced to flea. Having dropped out at 16 - the second they could, Alex and Zeke left the city in search of a new home.]}

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Яеlаtiоиsнip Stаtцs?{["Deeply in love with sleep. Ah; 'love.' The most society-induced emotion; next to jealousy, of course. As much as I'm constantly looking for a muse in my writing; I find it to be a distraction. I'll let you in on a little secret though. Unfortunately, when I'm in a relationship, I'm a complete hopeless romantic." (Will edit) ]}
сяцsн? {[(Will edit)]}
Exes? {["We'll be leaving this one blank..." ]}
Шнаt уоц lоок fоя? {["Brain and personality?"]}
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"My name is
St. Jimmy I'm
a son of a gun
I'm the one
that's from
the way outside
I'm a teenage
assassin executing
some fun
In the cult
of the life
of crime.

I really hate
to say it but I
told you so
So shut your
mouth before
I shoot you down
ol' boy
Welcome to the
club and give me
some blood
And the resident
leader at the
lost and found

It's
comedy
and
tragedy
It's St. Jimmy
And that's
my name...
and don't wear
it out."

fамilу? {[Immediate family? Well there's Zeke; my brother, Aunt Sarah and Uncle Zack. Zeke and I moved out of their house just recently. So yes, I live with my brother. He spends along of his time drawing and doing ...guy stuff...? Well... I really don't know what he does... I doubt anything productive though."]}
Саяеея? {["Previously, I worked for my uncle at his pizzeria up on 53rd. Beside this; I'm a street musician in centeral park. This is where my brother and I spend most of our time. I haven't done anything serious with music though." Alex doesn't have many plans for her future, though she has plenty of her own dreams she dismisses as 'far fetched' including broadway. ]}
Stуlе? {["Clothes? If you're lucky." Typically, Alex wears just about the same thing every day. A worn-out pair of jeans; a tee-shirt, a leather jacket, hoodie, or an open button up shirt; sneakers; and a plain black baseball cap. Original, no? Though she denies it, her mood is often in the jacket she wears.]}
Реts? {["Despite the rules directly banning pets from our apartment building; I have an old Chocolate Lab named Toby and a baby Sugar Glider named Wifi. They're just about always with me. Where Toby usually just sticks by my side, you often wouldn't see Wifi, as he prefers to be in my hat or an inside pocket."]}
Сая? {["My car is deffinately one of my prized posessions; even though we only use it to leave the city. Its a '73 volkswagon superbeetle painted like herbie the lovebug. Yeah; its an old rolling hunk of metal crap, it's not the newest mustang or a charger, but it sure kicks the sh-t outta your car."]}
Оtнея? {["Nope."]}

[ethereal .]

The name is always the first question isn't it? Well anyways my name's Marissa Padilla. I guess I like it. I mean, it's not really unique but atleast it's something. My mom said she chose Marissa for my name because it apparently means "Of The Sea" and she always thought the sea was beautiful and mysterious in some way. So...she named me Marissa. Well now that I explain it that way I guess it really is kind of unique.

Actually I do have a nickname. It's a bit odd, you would think that with my name I wouldn't have one. But I do. It's Rissa. Well obviously really. I would feel awkward if someone called me Mar. So there ya have it. My nickname is Rissa.

Since you asked, I'm eighteen. Not seventeen, not nineteen. Eighteen. I was brought into the world on April 10th at 3:14 AM. I'm pretty sure you don't need all the details....Well I'm just not saying because I actually don't know the details!

Oh you didn't know? Oh well, I'm a guy.....Please tell me you didn't believe that. If you did I'm insulted and you are either gullible or need to go to and eye doctor. So to clear things up, I'm a total female. I was born that way and I'm going to stay that way.

Well, last time I checked, I was straight. Unless I'm pansexual. I honestly have no idea what pansexual even means. Does it mean that you love pans? I love cooking food on pans if that counts...If that isn't what pansexual means then I'm straight.

Well let's see. I guess we will start with my skin. You know the color of caramel? Well imagine a color just a little bit lighter than that and that is my skin color. My hair is a darker shade of brown and has little highlights of blonde here and there, and it reaches just above the middle of my torso. To match my hair I have a set of dark brown eyes with flecks of gold in them. I have clear skin and my lips are full and a pale pink. I guess you could say I'm small. I am 5 feet 5 inches and I weigh about 110 pounds. It's getting colder outside so you can find me wearing jeans, a long sleave shirt, a hoodie, my black vans, and a beanie. Yea I get cold easily. It's not fun at all.

Actually, I have exactly one tattoo and one piercing...well it's actually two but I'll explain that in a second. So, my tattoo is on my right shoulder and it says "Angie" in purple cursive letters with a blur halo over it. Once again I will explain the tattoo soon. Anyways. My piercings, I have snakebites. In case you don't know what those are it is when they pierce both side of your bottom lips. Yea that's what I have.

In all honestly, I'm kind of a loner. I don't talk much to really anyone and I like being alone. But I don't like when it's quiet. I have to be listening to music or something. In the words of Pink...The quiet scares me because it screams the truth. Anyway...I can also be understanding. If I know you then. Will help you in any way possible. I don't like seeing people suffer. I was in that place once. Heck, I still am. It's not a fun place to be. Well that's it. I don't like being around people but I will help them. I don't talk much but I need to hear noise. I'm your average loner.

I guess you could say that most of my life I have suffered. I've suffered from anxiety, dyslexia, claustrophobia, the lot. It all really started when I was eight I guess. That was when we found out I had dyslexia. It was so hard for me to learn I had emotional breakdowns..at eight. That really shouldn't be happening when I was that young. Then at eleven I started having anxiety and panic attacks every single day. I hated it. I was lliterally living in hell. I started getting scared of little things. Then to top it off, my little sister, Angie, who was two years younger than me died of leukemia. It was a hard time for my whole family. I know I shouldn't say this but I'm pretty sure I took it the hardest. Not only was she my sister but she was my best friend. I went to her for almost everything. You would think that she was actually the older sister. I'm still suffering to this day. I don't think it will ever stop.

I'm really not the type of girl to fall in love. Sure I've had a crush or two but I never really thought of dating anyone. It's just too much to handle for me. Besides, in the end all that happens is that someone gets hurt. I don't want to take my chances in something like that.

[vhenan.]

both accepted, will add when on comp. }}

[Horsegirlmadison]

Gender: Male the last time I checked
Sexual Orientation: Gay and not like the ones you would never know unless they told you, I mean I'm like a flaming gay.
Age: 17
Personality: I love hanging out with girls, I'm a girl's best friend! I also love to gossip A LOT.
Crush: Damien
History: My boyfriend died less than a year ago and I'm not sure I'll ever love again.

[vash the stampede.]

hi, I'm Thalia Evans. How you doin'?

I am Thaliana Mason Evans, but people call me Thalia. It's a weird name, I know. I honestly think my mother was drunk or high when I was born. But she wasn't. She said I "named" myself. I don't think so. I couldn't speak when I was born, lady.

I am 18 years old. I love being 18. It is amazing.

I am 100% straight. I'm a guy's best friend, sure, but I'm sorry ladies. I know I'm good looking, but no. Also. I like Mason *wink wink*

thalia is a bit of a rebel, but she does know right from wrong. if someone was hurt, let's say, she would help them and stuff like that. however, she is in a tight shell and has been ever since her dramatic breakup with her ex, mark. she has trust issues a little, but once she knows someone for the real them, then she considers them her best friend. right now? she doesn't have one. they're all dead. thalia grew up in a broken home. her dad was an alcoholic and her mom was dead. thalia had older brothers who mainly took care of her, but they eventually were gone because they couldn't just stay around forever. so they left her with the abusive dad she loathed.

Hi. I'm D-damien.

Damien Jordan Ramirez. My brother named me....

I'm 19 years old.

I'm bisexual... there are some guys that crush-worthy, but I like some girls too.. I have a crush on Marissa.

Damien is an emo. Well he looks like one anyways. He tends to be very timid and insecure about himself and he isn't really a people person. his best friend, thaliana, is the only friend he's got and he tell her everything. she's more like a bodyguard for him because ever since he was little, damien was bullied and constantly teased about his hair and the way he dressed. his mom died when he was born and he was practically raised by his only brother, ian, who died when he was 5. thalia's family took him in when they found him on the streets near their house.

[vhenan.]

accepted, we can start }}

Fallon || Girl || 18 || With nobody || Crushing on nobody
Fall softly hummed as she walked down by the forest to the lake, she loved it there. She fixed her jacket and looked back ahead of her. A soft smile played at her lips as she walked, enjoying the autumn breeze.

Mason || Guy || 19 || With nobody || Crushing on nobody
Mason sat on a swing in the empty park, slightly moving himself with his legs. He was completely bored and wanted to talk to somebody. He kicked the dirt lightly with one foot before continuing to half-swing.