ɪᴛ's ᴀʟʟ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ | not accepting

[natures-daughter]

αɴd oυт oғ αll тнeѕe тнιɴɢѕ ι've doɴe...

ι тнιɴĸ ι love yoυ вeттer ɴow.

[natures-daughter]

ᴘʟᴏᴛ

You are totally in love with this person. Sometimes they feel like your whole world. But, as all stories are, something seems to always get in the way of you two having your happily ever after. The real question is, will you end up staying together even with all these obstacles? Even if you are the most perfect couple in the world, something seems off. All you need to really do, try and stay with each other.

[natures-daughter]

sᴘᴏᴛs

тнe "ѕoυl мαтeѕ"

For three years these two have been together, and have been friends for ten. Everyone knew they would get together one way or another. And in the beginning, neither could be happier. But now, the girl is having doubts about the relationship. Maybe all this was too good to be true?
Boy: Ashton James Jones | Page three
Girl: Melody Annabel Ferris | Page two

"ғrιeɴdѕ"

Two years ago, these two started hooking up. They can get what they want and not be tied down to that one person. But now all the boy wants is for her to love him. He wants to be tied down to her. He wont stop trying to convince her until she's his.
Boy: Skylar Thomas Kellinger | Page one
Girl: Lillian Lynn Phillips | Page three

ѕαмe ѕeх coυple

These two have only dreamed of going public for the one year they've been secretly dating. The problem is, their both in the closet and the second boy is on the football team. They both love each other but they just don't want to break their reputation. Will they ever go public like they had in their dreams?
Boy: Bear Joey Ryder | Page two
2Boy: Finnckle Maine Tucker | Page three

тнe reвelѕ

He is a star football player from a rich family. She is the exact opposite. His mother warned him to stay away from her, she was a bad influence. Yet she found them together and forbid their love. But, being the rebels they are, still haven't given up on each other.
Boy: Matthew Cristopher Chase | Page one
Girl: Sapphire Lynn Brooks | Page one

love тrιαɴɢle

He loves her one day, her the next. This boy just can't make up his mind about these two. They're both beautiful, and he has feelings for both. But how long will it be until one figures it out?
Boy: Scott Byron Chamberlain | Page two
Girl: Marina Blythe Parker | Page one
Girl: Lucy Woods | Page two

[natures-daughter]

ʀᴜʟᴇs

1 | All of Tess's rules apply.
This one's a no brainier. If you don't know Tess's rules however, they should be at the top of this forum for you to read. I really don't want anyone getting kicked off because they didn't know.

2 | Keep it PG13.
There are kids on this site so I do not want to see any very intimate scenes while you role play. Also, for cussing, I don't mind it as long as you put a star by the vowel. Ex: Sh*t, *ss. Some words I don't mind you using like hell and damn.

3 | Reservations held for 48 hours.
Okay, the reason you only have two days to get your form up is because I don't want you to reserve and then never post it so we're all waiting on you.

4 | No Mary Sues/ Gary Sues.
No ones perfect in real life so why should they be here? I mean, come one. Let's be reasonable here.

5 | Stick to the plot.
You reserved the spot for a reason. For example, if your the "friends" girl, then I don't expect your character to fall madly in love with the boy right away. I really don't want to see any pregnancy's, that wasn't in the plot either.

6 | Make your own forms.
As you can see, I haven't provided a form. Your acceptance will be judged on your form, so please put some effort into it.

7 | Pretty posts please.
I would like to see some nice posts here. I understand that sometimes we're on our phones but I would like to see at least something different and creative.

8 | Semi Literate.
I hate one liners. I really do not want to see them here. I would like a good paragraph. No, you don't need a whole book for when your characters waking up, just 5-6 sentences would be good. I know everyone gets writers block so a minimum of three sentences. But I don't want that to be your excuse for every post.

9 | Frequency.
I would like to see at the very least one post a day. It's not just you but the other person is waiting for you to make a post too. If you won't have access to the internet tell me so I won't kick you off. And if you've been grounded for your computer's broken, I'll keep your spot for about three days before I need to give it up.

10 | Two characters per person.
I want everyone to play two characters so we can start the role play faster than we would if everyone just did one. Basically that's all the explaining I need for this one.

11 | No being your own crush or couple.
That whole thing right there kind of defeats the purpose for the role play, doesn't it? Why would you join to role play with yourself?

[natures-daughter]

[natures-daughter]

ѕαppнιre lyɴɴ вrooĸѕ
x x x

There was a time when the sky
Held the answers for the things I couldn’t find,
But what happens when you’re blind?
Breaking and Entering - Tonight Alive

тell υѕ α вιт αвoυт yoυ.
Well, I guess I'll start with my name.
My full name is Sapphire Lynn Brooks.
No, do not call me Saph, or Fire. I hate
nick names. As you can see, they
obviously don't work for my weird name.
Well I love music, so much to be honest.
It's basically my life. I've got a brother, he's
pretty cool. We've been through a lot together.
I'm sixteen years old and my birthday is September
11th. Not something important. I'm obviously a
female if you couldn't already tell. And I'm straight.
If it mattered.I don't really know what else to tell
you except the fact that I have weird hair.

A shooting star once said to me
That nothing’s really what it seems
‘You must make up your own mind’
Well I’ll try this time.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive

eхplαιɴ yoυr perѕoɴαlιтy.

My personality? That train wreak? I
guess I'm kind of a loner above all else.
I don't have too many friends, and the
ones I do have will be friends for life.
I'm picky when it comes to people.
I don't exactly like them. Even
to my close friends I can be distant.
I'd rather be by myself, and enjoy the
quiet but I can't stand being lonely.
Sometimes I'm pretty depressed
and don't want anything to do with
society but hey, it'll get to you anyways.

So I look to the world outside oh
All of a sudden, I’m eating my insides
The tiny words that break your heart,
They’re breaking and entering.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight alive.

αɴy мeɴтαl proвleмѕ?

Isn't that kind of personal? This is
the first time I'm talking to you and
you're asking about that? Wow, that's
crazy. But what does it matter anyway?
Might as well know what you're getting
yourself into. I have social anxiety. I
hate having to go out in public
Every move I make is carefully planned
ahead of time just to make sure I don't
make a fool out of myself. And I hate
talking to people. I either bore them
with what I'm talking about and i sound
like I just learned how to talk two hours
ago. I have depression, pretty bad too.
I've given up on ever being a success
and just let my grades drop down low.
It's gotten so bad that I've actually taken
a blade to my own skin. I have regular
anxiety. I will have panic attacks if I
over think about bad things. It's
especially bad when I'm stressed. I'm
developing an eating disorder. I just
feel so fat all the time. Some days I'll
eat normally and others I'll hardly eat at
all. I'm pretty messed up.

So I look but you’re not by my side
Whatever happened to ‘I would rather die’?
The things that make you fall apart
They’re breaking and entering.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr ғαмιly lιғe?

That? Well it kind of sucks. I live
in a foster home with my biological
brother, Luke. Whenever we say we're from
foster care people automatically think
we're not actually related because most
siblings get split up. Not us, we stuck
together. My foster mom hates me
and I can tell. She hates dealing with
me. She was hoping for a lovely
daughter who would love to go
shopping with her. I highly doubt
a lady like her would like Hot Topic.
She idolizes my brother. He's the
star son. Great in sports, good
looking, obeys curfew and respects
the adults unless the she devil is being
terrible to me. Then he will stand up to
her. My foster dad is hardly ever even
here. Always away for work. He hardly
acknowledges my existence and is
a proud father to Luke.

And I never said I was right
Well I’m probably the one in the wrong
The voices are telling me I just can’t
always be this strong.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive

wнαт do yoυ looĸ lιĸe?

Are you being serious? You're looking
right at me. Whatever. Well, I have
weird hair. They say girls change
their hair when they go through
something bad. Obviously I've
been through a lot. It's red. Not
like a ginger, they have no souls,
but like crimson red. If I don't
straighten it it can get pretty
wavy but I usually always have
it straightened and teased up.
I have side swept bangs too.
I've got dark blue eyes, nothing
pretty. Sometimes their grey
and boring. For my figure, I
think I'm pretty dang fat but
people say I'm "curvy?" What
does that even mean? I'm only 5'6
so I'm not tall. My "style" is pretty
different. Most of my outfits look
like this.
You know, if it mattered.

And nothing feels right not right now
Like I’ve lost my mind somehow
I’m scaring myself.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

вody мodιғιcαтιoɴѕ?

What like tattoos and piercings?
Sure. I've got my fair share of 'em.
I've got gauges, not big ones though.
But does it matter? They're still gauges.
I also have a nose piercing. Usually it's
a ring but sometimes I just have a stud
in there. I used to have snake bites in
hoops but I just took them out and never
wear them anymore. They got annoying.
Now for my tattoo's, I have two so far.
One on my sideand
one behind my ear.I'm so
hardcore, haha.

I don’t know the girl in the mirror now
I’m burning up, I’m burning up
I don’t know the girl in the mirror now
I’m burning up, I’m burning up,
Well I’m burning up.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr нιѕтory?

Well, this came up. I knew it would.
Well, I had a pretty normal life up
until I was eleven. I've had anxiety
since I was five, I worried about
everything. One night my parents
went out on a date night leaving me
with my Luke who was thirteen at
the time. On the way home a drunk
hit them. Head on collision. The
impact kill my mom instantly and my
dad was rushed to the hospital in
critical condition. He was on life
support for a whole week until his
heart finally gave up. Me and my
brother were left alone and broken.
They left us all the money but we
were so young they had to make
us bank account and we couldn't
access it until one of us was eighteen.
We didn't have any other family. My dad
was an only child. My mom had a brother
and a sister but her sister committed
suicide and her brother was in jail. Both
grandparents either dead or too old to care
for us. That's how we ended up in foster care.
We had been in and out of foster homes.
Mostly because of me. When I was fourteen
I tried committing suicide but failed which
got us kicked out. We've been in this one for
a whole year. Yay us. I've moved schools a lot.
And in everyone I was bullied because I was
different. I still cry sometimes because my
parents death. I miss them so much. Now I'm
just alone.

Well how can you know?
How can you stay in control
when all that you know is
Falling apart? Falling apart.
How can you know?
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr love lιғe lιĸe?

Love life? I have one? Where did
it go? I never knew. No seriously,
I'm single as a pringle. I really don't get
that saying. Pringle's are not single. They
all come together.... Sorry. But I've only
had one other boyfriend and that ended
terribly. He didn't want to be seen with
a girl who had scars all over body.

How can you stay in control
when all that you know is
Falling apart? Falling apart.
I’m burning up, I’m burning up
I don’t know the girl in the mirror now.
I’m burning up, I’m burning up,
Well I’m burning up.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

lιĸeѕ? dιѕlιĸeѕ?

Well, for my likes, I love music.
I play acoustic guitar, piano, and
electric guitar. I sing a little but
I don't think I'm that good. I do
it anyways. Some of my favorite
bands are Sleeping with Sirens,
Pierce the Veil, Black Veil Brides,
A Day to Remember and plenty
more, just look at my CD collection.
I like to skate board but mind you
I can do no tricks. Just ride.
For my dislikes I'd have to say
the new Disney Channel, BOTDF,
just ew oh my gosh. Homophobics
sucks. School, people, my foster
mom who is a homophobic. And
when kids complain that they hate
their parents because they didn't
get something. At least you got
'em.

So I look to the world outside oh
All of a sudden, I’m eating my insides
The tiny words that break your heart,
They’re breaking and entering
So I look but you’re not by my side
Whatever happened to ‘I would rather die’?
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

oтнer?

The rebels girl

ѕкуℓαя тнσмαѕ кєℓℓιηgєя

x x x

I never knew what I would
do if anybody tried to take you away
And your beautiful boy won't
wait for you, because he's busy
with stars and the fame.
Cemetery Weather - Isles and Glaciers

тell υѕ α вιт αвoυт yoυ.
Okay. My name is Skylar, I've
always liked my name. It's cool.
But if we'regetting technical then
my full name is Skylar Thomas Kellinger.
I've had only one other nickname in my
life and that would be Skye. I really don't
mind it but I do prefer Skylar. I'm
seventeen, my birthday is January
14th. Now, I am bi but I've always
leaned more towards girls than guys.
And no boys, that doesn't automatically
made me attracted to you. I hate when
people say that. I also have a baby sister
andan older brother who's going to
college next year.

And I don't know why I breathe
It's taking to long for me
Can we speed up the process please?
But show me the one I need.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

eхplαιɴ yoυr perѕoɴαlιтy.

I swear a lot. Seriously.
I can be a very angry person.
Usually I try to be as nice
as I can,except to people
I don't like.I'll be pretty terrible
to them. I'm not boring, I can
be pretty fun. Not like I get invited
to many parties but me and my friends
will just crash 'em and mess with
everybody there. I can be pretty
depressing sometimes because I
get bullied a lot. I guess people
just don't understand how much
words hurt sometimes.

I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
"I will love you until we.."
(I will love you until..)
Until we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

αɴy мeɴтαl proвleмѕ?

Really? We're getting that personal n
ow? Well, I have mild depression
because of these people. I try not
to show it so much around people.
Fake a smile it fools them every time.
I really want to pity from others so
I just act happy. Not many people
even know. Anywho, I also am
bipolar. One moment I'll be pretty
dang happy and then BOOM, hello
depression, welcome back. You were
not missed one bit. I kind of have
social anxiety. I'm really awkward
around people I don't really know.

I never knew what I would
do if anybody tried to speak you name
I would tear down their house, and
I'd burn my way around the brightest
memory of your face'Cause I would
do anything (anything, anything)
This love is a selfish thing
(don't care what you think)
It'll feed off the wounds that bleed
Then tear you away from me.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr ғαмιly lιғe?

Like I said earlier, I have a baby
sister. Katrina's her name. She's almost
one and she's a cutie. She sleeps a lot
which is a blessing for me because I
usually get stuck baby sitting her. My
brother's name is is Darren. He's
eighteen and will be going off to
college in a few months. He got
a football scholarship. It will be
harder on me because it will be
just me taking care of Katrina.
We all live with our mom. She's
sweet and cares so much but ever
since dad left she became a
workaholic and can barely get
anytime off. I help her as much as
I can.

I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
"I will love you until we.."
I will love you until we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

wнαт do yoυ looĸ lιĸe?

Oh cool, you're nosy and blind.
Well, I have dark brown hair.
sometimes it looks just black
but whatever, same thing. It's
pretty long, down to my shoulders.
I let it just grow out. It's usually a
mess but it's pretty straight and
the "bangs" if you will brim right
over my eyes. About those,
they are really nothing special.
Just plain chocolate brown.
I bet you were expecting
something extravagant, huh?
Yeah, me too. Anyways, I have
a lanky built. No muscle, just
bones. Don't get excited. I'm
a very tall guy though. I'm 5'9
and most likely will grow a bit
more. My choice in clothing is
quite different from other guys.
I dress like this.

Violent delight
We'll live as if we died
Violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight, violent delight.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

вody мodιғιcαтιoɴѕ?

Oh sure. As you can see, I have
snake bites. I got those when I was
fifteen. I've got my left earlobe
pierced. As for tattoos I have
one on my shoulderand one
across my chest. And trust me,
those two will not be the last.
Now that my brother has a I.D.
he can take me to get some
more.

So come on, come on
I won't leave without you
If we die, then we die
And I'll sing this buried with you.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr нιѕтory?

Well, that's kind of a touchy
subject for me. My family had
always moved around for my
dads job. So I've never had
many friends because I was
never at one school for more than
a year. When I was fourteen my
mom caught my dad cheating on
her. He was having an affair with
some lady from the office. I was so
pissed at him for hurting mom like
that. He ran off with his mistress
to Las Vegas and took all of his
money with him. He's living large now
while we have nothing. He tries to call
me but I ignore his calls. He tries to
write me but I rip up the letter before I
can read his apology and excuses. We
almost got kicked out on the streets
because of that dirt bag but mom got a job
and was able to pay the bills. She ended up
getting a boyfriend last year. I don't like him
but he's Katrina's dad. I don't trust him a bit
but he's good to my mom and helps us out
when we're tight on cash. I guess he's
cool.

Violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight, violent delight.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr love lιғe lιĸe?

Well, at the moment I'm single but
I'm kinda hoping to change that sometime
soon? No? Okay, forever alone. I have had
a few girlfriends and one boyfriend but
basically just to try it. We didn't even
last that long and we didn't love each
other so nothing big. My last relationship
I ended up getting cheated on. That girl
had two other guys she was leading on.
I kinda gave up on love for awhile but
it would be nice to have a princess to
spoil.

I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
"I will love you until we.."
I will love you until we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

lιĸeѕ? dιѕlιĸeѕ?

I guess for my likes, one thing
would have to be music. I love the
bands Get Scared, Asking Alexandria,
and Suicide Silence. People think because
I listen to metal music I'm a Satanist. Um,
no. I like to read a lot. I love books. It's
like you're in another world. I also like
to draw. I have been since fifth grade.
I usually draw things out of nightmares
but I could draw normal stuff like people
if I really wanted to.
As for dislikes, I'd have to say bullies.
I hate people who put others down just
to make their ego bigger. Homophobics
are in that category. I don't know why
they even call it "homophobic". Being a
jerk to people isn't a phobia. I don't
really like sports because I suck at them.
And I hate society.

I
I never knew what I would if
anybody tried to take you away.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

oтнer?

"Friends" boy.

[natures-daughter]

Bump!

[chagrin]

the rebel and one of the love triangle

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name: matthew cristopher chase
age: eighteen ; 08.09.1994
gender: male
sexuality: heterosexual
relationship status: single
birth place: new york

general personality:
he is cheeky, charming and irresistibly clumsy and awkward. always hungry and never tired. matthew is a handful to handle and is almost impossible to please. he is very easy going and laid back and doesn't get caught up in things if he is not interested. he is really weird and funny and doesn't even try for people to like him. he is quick to make friends and sometimes quicker to lose them. he can't stand the company of people that do not share his view of life. he can be rather arrogant and self centered at times, having long lasting and difficult stubborn frenzies, but he is a fine mate to have around.

general aptitudes and hobbies: matthew enjoys the occasional game of soccer as well as anything related with extreme sports, especially mountain biking and rock climbing. he has been a scout since his earliest years and still finds pleasure in the outdoors.
phobias/allergies/health problems/eating preferences: yes, for a matter of fact he has a peanut allergy, and a difficult one indeed. if not acted upon immediately he can die.

short physical description: matthew is a sturdy tall young man, approximately standing at 6'0" and weighting somewhere around 158 lbs. his hair is curly or wavy (depending on how he slept the previous night), ebony in color matching the same dark shade of brown that reflect the sunlight from his iris.
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"Marina Blythe Parker. That is my name. Simple, elegant and.. stuff. Marina means 'of the sea' but I wasn't named for my sea blue eyes. My first name was driven from Shakespear's play "Pericles". My mother was in love with the play and the character likewise. In "Pericles" Marina was the daughter of prince of Tyre, Pericles. She was pure and honest; smart and resourceful; beautiful and feminine. Everything my mother wanted me to be. Also, not accidentally, "Pericles" was the play my parents met at. Yeah, sure, my father had a girlfriend at that time, but I was told it was love at first sight. Also, my mother's grandmother was named Marina. She never got to know her but she was told she was a beautiful woman, inside and out. Blythe was chosen just because it had a flow with the name and it really does sound good, doesn't it? Anyways, the surname Parker has run in the family for generations from my father's side."

"I come from different parts of the globe and hence I am not sure where my heritage lies. My mother was born in a small village in France. But her parents weren't and raised there, rather in a small country in southeast Europe, Macedonia. They fled from there during the Balkan wars and came to Gargilesse where my mother was born. My father on the other hand was brought up in Boston. But his mother came from Sydney while his father came to the USA from Oxford in England. That's the parts I've been told. But to avoid complications and misunderstandings I simply introduce myself as an American. I speak English and French fluently. I've studied Spanish for a few years but I'm not really good at it. Also, my mother started teaching me Macedonian but she never really... you know, got to teach me. I don't like to talk about it. "

"Born on the eighth of December, 1993. I am turning nineteen soon, that's going to be fun. I was told that on the night of my birth there was a terrible snow storm raging outside, and my mother had to give birth to me at home, for what she wasn't really prepared. I came sooner than expected, and my mother always said that I didn't have the patience not then, not ever. Before my parents chose a name for me, which apparently was a month after my birth, everyone called me 'martian' because I had a really pale complexion, no hair, a barely visible nose and large rich blue eyes."

"Trough the years I've developed a simple surviving policy. 'Don't get attached.' It has been working perfectly fine until now. Never been hurt, never shed a tear. Well, yes. I am much stronger than people think at times. I can cope with physical and emotional pain as I have done so far. It takes a strong mind and body to remain sane in this world, and luckily I am proud to own both. My fears are next to nonexistent which explains some of the stupid and often idiotic challenges I take on. My father tells me that I am stubborn as an ox with which I firmly disagree. Yes, I want things my way, but it's not my fault that my way is the right one. I have absolutely no patience what so ever, I'm always in a rush to get things done and can't spend a moment waiting for something. 'Haste makes waste' is not something I agree with, it makes no sense... no sense at all."

"I believe in myself, seeing as I am the only person I can trust. I want to see myself as smart and intelligent and I have nothing to prove myself otherwise. I am quick to catch up on everything of my concern and have my own way around things. I usually get everything I want and am pretty resourceful when it comes to it. I've learned to use my abilities and skills in my advantage. I have to admit that I trust in being a hard shell to crack. I am not easily amused, quite the contrary there are not a lot of things that spark my attention. But when something does I am a deeply passionate person. I rarely leave things unfinished, nor do I often stop half way trough something. When I want something to happen, when I want to keep something I am willing to put all my effort and all my will into that."

"I must say that I don't easily open up to people. Most of them don't care anyway. I am good at keeping other people's secrets but I a even better at protecting mine. I am secretive and closed around people I don't really know or trust. I may come off as mysterious which well, isn't very far from what I am. I am pretty good at lying, but I try to avoid telling untruths to anyone, it can get pretty addicting. I am skillful in hiding my feelings and most of the time almost no one knows what am I actually thinking. I am a loyal friend though, and I rarely lie to someone close to me, after finding out just how delicate trust can be. I often want to be left alone with it being the only time I can actually think trough and think straight everything that's been going around. I am perfectly find left alone and am in no need of no one."

"Music is what I am good at, what I am passionate about, what I love. I know this might sound a bit too cliche or I don't know what, but music really helped me get trough everything. I can't imagine where I would be now if I couldn't run away from the reality I'm facing, just by striking the chords of my guitar. You might not be able to understand what I am saying but music is my safe haven. The only place where I can not worry about anything. It is beautiful and astonishing, pure and innocent."

"Born in Gargilesse to Yvonne Rose Parker(maiden Yordan) and Julian Mitchell Parker. I have heard too many stories about the first years of my life, but it's not something I wish to go back to. It brings memories back, and memories are better off left in the past. But I'll tell you this, we were a happy family. I loved my parents and they me even more. But maybe that was the thing we were to happy to be left alone."

"A few days have passed since my eighth birthday. My father was at work and me and my mom were alone in the house. I woke up at around ten o'clock and it was strange that my mother didn't wake me up earlier. She never left me sleep in that late. I got down stairs and peeked in the kitchen but she wasn't there. I walked in the living room and walked past the armchair where she usually read a book or crochet. I glanced over to the bookshelf over the fireplace, I would do anything to peek inside those books but she never let me. I wished that I wanted to take one then and there, but something was wrong. I walked past the piano and pressed a few keys as the melody of the music echoed in the empty house. Desperately, I thought that she was playing hide-n-seek. We usually did that, the both of us. Soon every corner of the house was checked and looked into but my mother was nowhere to be found. Well almost every corner. She always told me not to go in their room. But where could she be if not there. I was sure that she would forgive me this time. It was for the sake of the game, wasn't it? I slowly opened the doorknob wanting to scare her when I came in. I heard a 'click' from the door and pushed the door inside. "I sneaked inside and quietly closed the door behind me. I looked around trying to spot my mother's grinning face, or a glimpse of her purple sleeping gown. But I only saw the unmade bed and thought it was strange, she never left the bed unmade. And as I neared closer to it I saw my mother sleeping under the blankets. I jumped on her bed laughing on the top of my lungs. I landed next to her and placed my small hand over her waist. But she was cold. Quickly taking back my arm to myself as if a strange creature tried to grab it I pulled the blanket off her. Her red hair fell over her face, and she seemed peaceful almost a if she was sleeping. I felt a tear run down my cheek, then another, and another. Soon I was kneeling over her body my face in her robes before they became wet from my tears. I don't remember how long I stood there, nor what was I thinking. I don't remember having any feelings at all. Just a vast infinity of emptiness. I felt my world be destroyed, and I saw myself crash and burn. She was dead. They took her from me. She is dead."

"I didn't hear my father come home. Nor did I hear his footsteps along the stairs. He came in prepared for what he saw, and I couldn't but wonder, did they expect it? Did they expect my mother's death? He took me in his arms and began to cry. The funeral was as she would have wanted. She was buried in Gargilesse, the place of her birth and life. Everyone she ever loved was there. And it rained terribly, so we all had these big black umbrellas. I wore a plain black dress, but it was cold so at the end of the ceremony I had my dad's large jacket. It was black as well. I didn't understand why we all had to wear black. Mother didn't like black. She wouldn't want us to cry. But we did. We all did."

"After that many things changed. I stopped trusting people and quit asking questions. Along the way I find out that she had cancer for a year before her death. But she refused to take chemo, she refused to take medication, she refused to tell me. I felt guilty for her death. I'm not sure why but I still do. I stopped playing piano afterwards. My teacher was gone, and I couldn't handle the pain. I had to get into public school, since mother wasn't there to homeschool me anymore. I went trough hell from there. I don't remember a day waking up and not thinking 'boy, I wish I didn't wake up today.' or 'god, I hope I won't come to see the sun tomorrow.'"

"When I was twelve my father gave me a guitar for Christmas. It stayed in a corner for most of the year, I couldn't get myself to hear myself make music again. I don't remember what happened but one day I took the guitar out and began pulling the chords. I felt as if I was lost and now I was being lured back to my path again. I felt as if I knew what I was doing (when in reality I had absolutely no idea). The guitar became my connection with my mother. And I can't say that the pain went away, and I don't think of her everyday but, it's not the same anymore."

"The first thing you see when you look at me is most likely the ginger hair, or the blue-ish eyes. I've been told that I am beautiful one too many times so don't bother, I don't trust anyone. I am of normal height for girls of my age, I'm not sure how tall am I actually but pretty sure somewhere at the 5' 6" mark. Last time I checked I weighted exactly 115 pounds. You can say I'm pretty thin, well maybe I am. But I eat healthily and exercise a lot. My complexion is rather pale, and am not rarely mistaken for sick. I have a decent amount of freckles on my face, but they usually come out only during the summer, while the rest of the year I don't have any. Someone ones told me that I have the classic man described female body. Maybe I do, maybe I don't, and honestly I don't care."

"My hair is well orange honestly, and people often ask me if I dye it. But no, I got it from my mom. It is pretty long, going to the end of my rib cage. It tends to be unruly, sometimes coming out wavy, sometimes straight. I usually leave it untied but sometimes I make a messy bun or a loose ponytail. My eyes are an uncertain color. A bit blue, a bit green a bit grey. It depends on the light mostly. But they are the only thing I like in my appearance. They are bold and pretty."

"I dress pretty casual. But if I have to choose a style it might be soft grunge and something. I'm not sure really. I love band tees and most of the time you will see me in them. If the weather is colder expect a loose sweatshirt and a pair of jeans. I have a few pair of DocMartins which I love to bits, and a few converse sneakers for summer days. I rarely wear valuable jewelry mostly things that mean something to me or remind me of something. Now and then I know to put on something more stylish but not that often."

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[natures-daughter]

Accepted! And it's perfectly fine.

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May I reserve "Friend" girl? And "Soul Mates" boy?