ѕαppнιre lyɴɴ вrooĸѕx x x
There was a time when the sky
Held the answers for the things I couldn’t find,
But what happens when you’re blind?
Breaking and Entering - Tonight Alive
тell υѕ α вιт αвoυт yoυ.Well, I guess I'll start with my name.
My full name is Sapphire Lynn Brooks.
No, do not call me Saph, or Fire. I hate
nick names. As you can see, they
obviously don't work for my weird name.
Well I love music, so much to be honest.
It's basically my life. I've got a brother, he's
pretty cool. We've been through a lot together.
I'm eighteen years old and my birthday is September
11th. Not something important. I'm obviously a
female if you couldn't already tell. And I'm straight.
If it mattered.I don't really know what else to tell
you except the fact that I have weird hair. A shooting star once said to me
That nothing’s really what it seems
‘You must make up your own mind’
Well I’ll try this time.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive
eхplαιɴ yoυr perѕoɴαlιтy.
My personality? That train wreak? I
guess I'm kind of a loner above all else.
I don't have too many friends, and the
ones I do have will be friends for life.
I'm picky when it comes to people.
I don't exactly like them. Even
to my close friends I can be distant.
I'd rather be by myself, and enjoy the
quiet but I can't stand being lonely.
Sometimes I'm pretty depressed
and don't want anything to do with
society but hey, it'll get to you anyways.
So I look to the world outside oh
All of a sudden, I’m eating my insides
The tiny words that break your heart,
They’re breaking and entering.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight alive.
αɴy мeɴтαl proвleмѕ?
Isn't that kind of personal? This is
the first time I'm talking to you and
you're asking about that? Wow, that's
crazy. But what does it matter anyway?
Might as well know what you're getting
yourself into. I have social anxiety. I
hate having to go out in public
Every move I make is carefully planned
ahead of time just to make sure I don't
make a fool out of myself. And I hate
talking to people. I either bore them
with what I'm talking about and i sound
like I just learned how to talk two hours
ago. I have depression, pretty bad too.
I've given up on ever being a success
and just let my grades drop down low.
It's gotten so bad that I've actually taken
a blade to my own skin. I have regular
anxiety. I will have panic attacks if I
over think about bad things. It's
especially bad when I'm stressed. I'm
developing an eating disorder. I just
feel so fat all the time. Some days I'll
eat normally and others I'll hardly eat at
all. I'm pretty messed up.
So I look but you’re not by my side
Whatever happened to ‘I would rather die’?
The things that make you fall apart
They’re breaking and entering.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.
wнαт'ѕ yoυr ғαмιly lιғe?
That? Well it kind of sucks. I live
in a foster home with my biological
brother, Luke. Whenever we say we're from
foster care people automatically think
we're not actually related because most
siblings get split up. Not us, we stuck
together. My foster mom hates me
and I can tell. She hates dealing with
me. She was hoping for a lovely
daughter who would love to go
shopping with her. I highly doubt
a lady like her would like Hot Topic.
She idolizes my brother. He's the
star son. Great in sports, good
looking, obeys curfew and respects
the adults unless the she devil is being
terrible to me. Then he will stand up to
her. My foster dad is hardly ever even
here. Always away for work. He hardly
acknowledges my existence and is
a proud father to Luke.
And I never said I was right
Well I’m probably the one in the wrong
The voices are telling me I just can’t
always be this strong.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive
wнαт do yoυ looĸ lιĸe?
Are you being serious? You're looking
right at me. Whatever. Well, I have
weird hair. They say girls change
their hair when they go through
something bad. Obviously I've
been through a lot. It's red. Not
like a ginger, they have no souls,
but like crimson red. If I don't
straighten it it can get pretty
wavy but I usually always have
it straightened and teased up.
I have side swept bangs too.
I've got dark blue eyes, nothing
pretty. Sometimes their grey
and boring. For my figure, I
think I'm pretty dang fat but
people say I'm "curvy?" What
does that even mean? I'm only 5'6
so I'm not tall. My "style" is pretty
different. Most of my outfits look
like this.
You know, if it mattered. And nothing feels right not right now
Like I’ve lost my mind somehow
I’m scaring myself.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.
вody мodιғιcαтιoɴѕ?
What like tattoos and piercings?
Sure. I've got my fair share of 'em.
I've got gauges, not big ones though.
But does it matter? They're still gauges.
I also have a nose piercing. Usually it's
a ring but sometimes I just have a stud
in there. I used to have snake bites in
hoops but I just took them out and never
wear them anymore. They got annoying.
Now for my tattoo's, I have two so far.
One on my sideand
one behind my ear.I'm so
hardcore, haha. I don’t know the girl in the mirror now
I’m burning up, I’m burning up
I don’t know the girl in the mirror now
I’m burning up, I’m burning up,
Well I’m burning up.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.
wнαт'ѕ yoυr нιѕтory?
Well, this came up. I knew it would.
Well, I had a pretty normal life up
until I was eleven. I've had anxiety
since I was five, I worried about
everything. One night my parents
went out on a date night leaving me
with my Luke who was thirteen at
the time. On the way home a drunk
hit them. Head on collision. The
impact kill my mom instantly and my
dad was rushed to the hospital in
critical condition. He was on life
support for a whole week until his
heart finally gave up. Me and my
brother were left alone and broken.
They left us all the money but we
were so young they had to make
us bank account and we couldn't
access it until one of us was eighteen.
We didn't have any other family. My dad
was an only child. My mom had a brother
and a sister but her sister committed
suicide and her brother was in jail. Both
grandparents either dead or too old to care
for us. That's how we ended up in foster care.
We had been in and out of foster homes.
Mostly because of me. When I was fourteen
I tried committing suicide but failed which
got us kicked out. We've been in this one for
a whole year. Yay us. I've moved schools a lot.
And in everyone I was bullied because I was
different. I still cry sometimes because my
parents death. I miss them so much. Now I'm
just alone.
Well how can you know?
How can you stay in control
when all that you know is
Falling apart? Falling apart.
How can you know?
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.
wнαт'ѕ yoυr love lιғe lιĸe?
Love life? I have one? Where did
it go? I never knew. No seriously,
I'm single as a pringle. I really don't get
that saying. Pringle's are not single. They
all come together.... Sorry. But I've only
had one other boyfriend and that ended
terribly. He didn't want to be seen with
a girl who had scars all over body.
How can you stay in control
when all that you know is
Falling apart? Falling apart.
I’m burning up, I’m burning up
I don’t know the girl in the mirror now.
I’m burning up, I’m burning up,
Well I’m burning up.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.
lιĸeѕ? dιѕlιĸeѕ?
Well, for my likes, I love music.
I play acoustic guitar, piano, and
electric guitar. I sing a little but
I don't think I'm that good. I do
it anyways. Some of my favorite
bands are Sleeping with Sirens,
Pierce the Veil, Black Veil Brides,
A Day to Remember and plenty
more, just look at my CD collection.
I like to skate board but mind you
I can do no tricks. Just ride.
For my dislikes I'd have to say
the new Disney Channel, BOTDF,
just ew oh my gosh. Homophobics
sucks. School, people, my foster
mom who is a homophobic. And
when kids complain that they hate
their parents because they didn't
get something. At least you got
'em.
So I look to the world outside oh
All of a sudden, I’m eating my insides
The tiny words that break your heart,
They’re breaking and entering
So I look but you’re not by my side
Whatever happened to ‘I would rather die’?
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.
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ѕкуℓαя тнσмαѕ кєℓℓιηgєя
I never knew what I would
do if anybody tried to take you away
And your beautiful boy won't
wait for you, because he's busy
with stars and the fame.
Cemetery Weather - Isles and Glaciers
тell υѕ α вιт αвoυт yoυ.Okay. My name is Skylar, I've
always liked my name. It's cool.
But if we'regetting technical then
my full name is Skylar Thomas Kellinger.
I've had only one other nickname in my
life and that would be Skye. I really don't
mind it but I do prefer Skylar. I'm
seventeen, my birthday is January
14th. Now, I am bi but I've always
leaned more towards girls than guys.
And no boys, that doesn't automatically
made me attracted to you. I hate when
people say that. I also have a baby sister
andan older brother who's going to
college next year.And I don't know why I breathe
It's taking to long for me
Can we speed up the process please?
But show me the one I need.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.
eхplαιɴ yoυr perѕoɴαlιтy.
I swear a lot. Seriously.
I can be a very angry person.
Usually I try to be as nice
as I can,except to people
I don't like.I'll be pretty terrible
to them. I'm not boring, I can
be pretty fun. Not like I get invited
to many parties but me and my friends
will just crash 'em and mess with
everybody there. I can be pretty
depressing sometimes because I
get bullied a lot. I guess people
just don't understand how much
words hurt sometimes.
I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
"I will love you until we.."
(I will love you until..)
Until we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.
αɴy мeɴтαl proвleмѕ?
Really? We're getting that personal n
ow? Well, I have mild depression
because of these people. I try not
to show it so much around people.
Fake a smile it fools them every time.
I really want to pity from others so
I just act happy. Not many people
even know. Anywho, I also am
bipolar. One moment I'll be pretty
dang happy and then BOOM, hello
depression, welcome back. You were
not missed one bit. I kind of have
social anxiety. I'm really awkward
around people I don't really know.
I never knew what I would
do if anybody tried to speak you name
I would tear down their house, and
I'd burn my way around the brightest
memory of your face'Cause I would
do anything (anything, anything)
This love is a selfish thing
(don't care what you think)
It'll feed off the wounds that bleed
Then tear you away from me.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.
wнαт'ѕ yoυr ғαмιly lιғe?
Like I said earlier, I have a baby
sister. Katrina's her name. She's almost
one and she's a cutie. She sleeps a lot
which is a blessing for me because I
usually get stuck baby sitting her. My
brother's name is is Darren. He's
eighteen and will be going off to
college in a few months. He got
a football scholarship. It will be
harder on me because it will be
just me taking care of Katrina.
We all live with our mom. She's
sweet and cares so much but ever
since dad left she became a
workaholic and can barely get
anytime off. I help her as much as
I can.
I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
"I will love you until we.."
I will love you until we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.
wнαт do yoυ looĸ lιĸe?
Oh cool, you're nosy and blind.
Well, I have dark brown hair.
sometimes it looks just black
but whatever, same thing. It's
pretty long, down to my shoulders.
I let it just grow out. It's usually a
mess but it's pretty straight and
the "bangs" if you will brim right
over my eyes. About those,
they are really nothing special.
Just plain chocolate brown.
I bet you were expecting
something extravagant, huh?
Yeah, me too. Anyways, I have
a lanky built. No muscle, just
bones. Don't get excited. I'm
a very tall guy though. I'm 5'9
and most likely will grow a bit
more. My choice in clothing is
quite different from other guys.
I dress like this. Violent delight
We'll live as if we died
Violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight, violent delight.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.
вody мodιғιcαтιoɴѕ?
Oh sure. As you can see, I have
snake bites. I got those when I was
fifteen. I've got my left earlobe
pierced. As for tattoos I have
one on my shoulderand one
across my chest. And trust me,
those two will not be the last.
Now that my brother has a I.D.
he can take me to get some
more. So come on, come on
I won't leave without you
If we die, then we die
And I'll sing this buried with you.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.
wнαт'ѕ yoυr нιѕтory?
Well, that's kind of a touchy
subject for me. My family had
always moved around for my
dads job. So I've never had
many friends because I was
never at one school for more than
a year. When I was fourteen my
mom caught my dad cheating on
her. He was having an affair with
some lady from the office. I was so
pissed at him for hurting mom like
that. He ran off with his mistress
to Las Vegas and took all of his
money with him. He's living large now
while we have nothing. He tries to call
me but I ignore his calls. He tries to
write me but I rip up the letter before I
can read his apology and excuses. We
almost got kicked out on the streets
because of that dirt bag but mom got a job
and was able to pay the bills. She ended up
getting a boyfriend last year. I don't like him
but he's Katrina's dad. I don't trust him a bit
but he's good to my mom and helps us out
when we're tight on cash. I guess he's
cool.
Violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight, violent delight.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.
wнαт'ѕ yoυr love lιғe lιĸe?
Well, at the moment I'm single but
I'm kinda hoping to change that sometime
soon? No? Okay, forever alone. I have had
a few girlfriends and one boyfriend but
basically just to try it. We didn't even
last that long and we didn't love each
other so nothing big. My last relationship
I ended up getting cheated on. That girl
had two other guys she was leading on.
I kinda gave up on love for awhile but
it would be nice to have a princess to
spoil.
I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
"I will love you until we.."
I will love you until we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.
lιĸeѕ? dιѕlιĸeѕ?
I guess for my likes, one thing
would have to be music. I love the
bands Get Scared, Asking Alexandria,
and Suicide Silence. People think because
I listen to metal music I'm a Satanist. Um,
no. I like to read a lot. I love books. It's
like you're in another world. I also like
to draw. I have been since fifth grade.
I usually draw things out of nightmares
but I could draw normal stuff like people
if I really wanted to.
As for dislikes, I'd have to say bullies.
I hate people who put others down just
to make their ego bigger. Homophobics
are in that category. I don't know why
they even call it "homophobic". Being a
jerk to people isn't a phobia. I don't
really like sports because I suck at them.
And I hate society.
I
I never knew what I would if
anybody tried to take you away.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.
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