Ɖσи'т ℓσσκ αт мɛ. Accepting!!

[ft.guccimane]

You are different. You are an outcast. No one wants you. You are always thinking about how everyone hates you and no one will ever like you. No one will ever love you, everyone hates you just as you hate yourself. You think you are useless. Then, you meet someone who is like you. You become friends and things go on from their or it was an instant relationship.

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[ft.guccimane]

.:I Please make a male and female character.
.:I Dont join and leave. Even though people dont listen to that part anyway...
.:I Be nice to other people.
.:I Give recaps to the best of your ability when needed.
.:I I would like this to be at least semi-lit. Two-three or more lines with good grammar and spelling. I understand if you have writers block, just say so but dont use that excuse all of the time.
.:I if you read this, put 'Drummers rock' at the top of your forms.
.:I I would encourage straight relationships but i wont stop otherwise.
.:I Star out swearing and fade to black when needed.
.:I If you will not be on for a while, pm me please.
.:I Be active.
.:I i may add more rules later on.
.:I if you read all of the rules, add 'CC is an awesome drummer' at the bottom of your form.

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[ft.guccimane]

1. Amara Merrel; 18; Single; .~βѴβ. Ɩи Ƭнɛ Єи∂~.
2. Samantha Rivka; 18; Single; .[lullaby]
3. Sapphire Brooks; 16; Single; m i s t y p e l t
4. Avery Dragon; 17; Single; S A M M I•D O L L
5. Jenny Carter; 18; Single; PoisonXRiddler
6. Tessa Nevison; 18; Single; Maya,
7. Hayden Grace Tash; 16; Single; Oswin Oswald

1. Andy Merrel; 18; Single; .~βѴβ. Ɩи Ƭнɛ Єи∂~.
2. Shane Carn; 18; Single; .[lullaby]
3. Skylar Kellinger; 17; Single; m i s t y p e l t
4. Luke Blakely; 18; Single; S A M M I•D O L L
5. Harry Johnson; 18; Single; PoisonXRiddler
6. William Castairs; 18; Single; Maya,
7. Cooper Macdonald ; 17; Oswin Oswald

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[ft.guccimane]

.:I Remember, this is an emo love rp. Dont like it, dont join it.

[ft.guccimane]

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I am eighteen years old.

I am a pretty talkative person. I tend to be on the calmer side but there are times when i am not calm. At all. I can get kinda nervous talking to a person that i like. I am a pretty caring person. I have my days where i am just in a sad, angry sort of mood, but i mostly seem happy and stuff to other people.

Likes:
.:I Rock music ~~ Literally, just name a rock band and i will probably know them and possibly like them. Post-hardcore, whatever you want to call it.
.:I Skateboarding ~~ I have a skateboard that looks just like this.
.:I Dogs ~~ Not little dogs though
.:I Singing/Screaming ~~ Pretty self explanatory
.:I Hanging out with friends ~~ but, doesnt every teen?
.:I Going to parties ~~ Another thing that basically all teens like
.:I Batman ~~ I like Batman. Deal with it
.:I Seagulls ~~ Seagulls Seagulls Seagulls

Dislikes:
.:X Bees ~~ or any stinging insect
.:X Perky people ~~ They just, can kinda freak me out
.:X Normal ~~ Being normal. Its just, boring if everyone was normal, therefore they are all the same
.:X Camels ~~ They just look funny
.:X BOTDF ~~ Blood On The Dance Floor. Its just, weird.

Nope. No one yet for me.

You want to now about me? Well, here it goes. My parents got a divorce when Amara and i were ten years old. She was depressed and i was too, but i stayed strong for her. The year after the divorce, my mom died, leaving us to stay with our dad. He was an alcoholic so it was hard. One day, he was arrested so we had to live with our grandparents who were kind, but hated our music and basically overall look. We didnt change of course. Then, when we were old enough, we moved out. We share an apartment as of now.

I have a black male Cane Corso named Dex.

Well, i have some tattoos. First one. I have one like this on my left shoulder blade. And then i have this tattoo on my right shoulder blade.

Ƴσʋ ƨαι∂ тнιƨ ιƨ ƨʋιcι∂ɛ,
Ɩ ƨαι∂ тнιƨ ιƨ α ωαя.

amara marrel

>> I am eighteen years old people.

>> Oh. You want to know my personality. Gosh, i dont know. I really depends on when you catch me. I am normally talkative and social, when i am pretty happy, or at least just act happy. Other times, i am quiet and i tend to keep to myself. Then i am in my depressed mood, which i tend to listen to music then. Before, my friend could cheer me up, but he moved. Now, i just have my music. I also have this, very crazy sort of mood. I am willing to do almost anything and i kinda go crazy. I become very daring and i do things that are not safe in a lot of peoples way of thinking. I have got used to people looking down on me, as if they are better than me. A lot of people think that im basically useless.

>> Likes:
.:I Rock music ~~ Punk rock, Post hardcore, whatever you call it.
.:I Black Veil Brides ~~ My favorite band. CC is amazing. Just so you all know that.
.:I Pitbulls ~~ I love pitbulls.
.:I Dogs ~~ Big dogs
.:I Drawing ~~ I like to draw stuff. I tend to draw people from my favorite bands.
.:I Skateboarding ~~ My skateboard.

>> Dislikes:
.:X Pop ~~ Pop music.
.:X Spiders ~~ They are very ugly
.:X Bugs ~~ Basically any bug
.:X Silver Ductape ~~ Its boring
.:X One direction and directioners ~~ I have my reason to not like them
.:X Losing people ~~ Being told they wont leave but they end up leaving anyway? Yup, that happens to me.

>> My crush? Oli, Ronnie, CC, Ashley, Tony, Austin, Mitch, many people. But, i know. I guess i like... People. I dont know. Just people.

>> My past is not the best. My parents got a divorce, my mom died, then we had to live with my dad, then my grandparents. Alright. My parents got divorced when i was ten. My mom died, making Andy and I living with my dad who was an alcoholic. I became depressed. Then our dad got arrested and went to jail so we lived with our grandparents. I knew that my grandparents were disappointed in my, even though they tried to hide it. They finally started saying things that i shouldnt do that and it wasnt good for me. What am i talking about? My wrists. Covered in scars. Yes, i cut. I still do occasionally. I just cant help it though. I have said enough.

>> I have a blue merle female pitbull named CC. She is my baby. I dont have any other pets.

>> Well, as i said, i have scars on my wrists because i cut. I have this tattoo on my side. I also have this tattoo on my shoulder. I have a tattoo with this design on my lower back.

Иɛʌɛя ɢιʌɛ ιи, Иɛʌɛя вαcκ ∂σωи

[mydadleftme]

Drummers Rock

Name}}
Shane Malachi Carn
Age}}
18
Gender}}
Male
Personality}}
I'm a sarcastic person who loves to spend time making other people either annoyed or miserable. Perferibly both. I am very confident in myself and sometimes just a little too confident. Something else you might want to know is that I am very iindependat as well. I don't like asking for help from other people because I believe I can do anything that needs done with out help ftom anyone. This is also majorly because I have trust issues. Yep, I don't like trusting people. I'm sorry, it's just I've been hurt too many times to want to go through and do it again. Some people say I can be pretty heartless and sadistic. But my response is that I am heartless because my heart has been ripped and stomped on so many times it just isn't there any more. So, obviously compassion or caring or tenderness really aren't my thing. I tend to be quite blunt. What can I say? I hate playing games. If you're going to say something, say it. Stop waiting for me to guess or to just magically know what you're about to say. It doesn't work like that sweet cheeks.My temper is something else I need to work on. When I get mad it's usually really bad and something you don't want to mess with. When I get in a rage I could literally kill somebody sometimes. I try to fight it or control it, but it just feels so good to let go and give into the anger and the hate sometimes, you know? I'm also kinda danger prone. Hehe. Yeah, see, I like to switch around the words 'dangerous' and 'fun'. Sorry, but I live for the rush of adrenaline you get when you're about to do something that could result in your death. I know it sounds weird, but you're just going to have to go for it, ok? So as you can tell I'm not all that normal. But normal is boring and I am proud to be abnormal. to be abnormal means that I haven't conformed to the world's standards. I still love to have fun and joke around, but my 'fun' is just a little bit more dangerous and different than what your's is. Oh, and let's get one more thing straight. Just because I do stupid sh*t sometimes does not mean I scream 'YOLO!!!' right before I do it. In fact, I kinda hate that phrase. But, despite all of this, I do have the fun, goofy, and wacky side that most everybody loves. It just takes a while to get it out of me.
History}}
I grew up in a small town in Indiana. I really loved it there, living with my mother, father, and little brother. I guess you could say I was living the dream. We had all the money we needed, not enough to be rich, but enough to be comfortable. We had a rather large house, plenty of friends, people who loved us, and most importantly, we had each other. Life was golden. That is, until tradegy struck. When I was 12 my father got into a car crash, and died a few days later due to the wounds he had suffered. . That was when everything really hit rock bottom. I fell into depression, Timothy my little brother hardly even spoke to anyone anymore, and though mom tried to hide it we could all see she was struggling alot too.
Eventually we did lose the house and had to move here to live with my grandmother. It made things a little easier, having her around the house with her cheerful ways, but it didn't fix all the pain. Not by far. When I turned fifteen depression had really taken quite a toll on me, but I kept it hidden because I didn't want to hurt Timmy anymore than he was already.
Now life isn't so hard. We still live with my grandmother and Timmy and Mom seem to be doing better. Maybe time does heal.
Family}}
Father - Benjamin Carn/deceased
Mother- Laura Carn
Brother- Timothy Carn
Sexual Orientation}}
straight
Crush}}
nope
Girlfriend}}
single
Other}}
nope

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➸ n a m e ] Names, names, names ... Such a strange thing when you think about it. A name is just a short word that generally has a longer meaning to it and the only purpose for this is to identify you, when, in reality, more than one person has this name, so you are given to other names to clearly seperate you from the other people of this world who own the same name you do. So what is the actual importance of a name other than identification purposes? Oh alright, if you insist then I shall give you my name. My name is Samantha. It means, as I have been told, 'listener.' My middle name? Haha. Dear one, I have no middle name. I have only my first and last name, no middle name. My last name happens to be Rivka, which means 'to tie, to bind, to snare.' It also means, 'beautiful, captivating.' In my mind, I find these to be quite accurate, do you not agree?
➸ n i c k n a m e ] Nicknames. If I have a name, then I suppose it is traditional to also have a shortened version of this name, as that is how this society of today seems to work. But alas, I do prefer my nickname over my full name, so I suppose that it doesn't really matter much to me. My nickname would be that of Sammy, or Sam - though Sam is much more commonly used when referring to me, and that is also the one I prefer over the rest. You know, I really am very fond of my nickname, much more so than my first one. And I know I've expressed this already, but it's hard to tell just how much I'm happy for nicknames at the current moment.
➸ g e n d e r ] Ah, is it really that hard to tell? Does my long hair and feminine form really not give to you the thought that I am indeed a female? Well, alright, I guess I'll play along, but I've just given you the answer to your question. I am indeed a girl, a member of the female species and quite proud to be one actually. I know it's common for girls to say this, but really I cannot see myself being anything other than a girl - which is good, since I am one. But seriously, I'm a perfect female, why would I want to be a male and risk messing up my Mary Poppins vibe. "Practically perfect in every way."
➸ a g e ] I have reached the age of eighteen, my love. I am legally able to do whatever I wish without the authority of a parent or legal guardian getting in the way and stopping me from doing what I wish to do. It's a nice feeling, being truly free. So many people will go on and on about how you might think like that now, but when you are actually put out there on your own and are made to deal with the responsibilities of being an adult that you'll think differently. Well, guess what. I'm out on my own and would you like to know something? I have never felt better, nor have I ever felt so alive and so free, even with these responsibilities of which they spoke.
➸ b i r t h d a y ] Yes, if you wanted to know my age I suppose that the birthday question would be coming around here soon as well. Okay my lovelies, I shall entertain you even longer. I was born on a beautifully cool, though stormy, October night on the twenty-ninth day. That sounded so poetic, didn't it? So I guess that this makes me a Scorpio for my zodiac sigh, huh? I didn't know if you neccesarily wanted the zodiac sign part, but, just to save myself of having to go back through later and tell you it, I shall just tell you now. I think that my sign is actually really rather fitting for me as the personality traits and basically just everything are extremely fitting to my person.
➸ h e i g h t ] Height, what an interesting thing. I'm not short, though I wouldn't say I'm taller. I mean, I am definitely on the shorter side, but y'know, I'm not like, a midget or anything. Standing a 5'5, I do feel most comfortable at this height at which I stand because I feel like, though I do get called short fairly often, I really do feel this is the satisfactory height. Actually, the average woman stands anywhere from 5'0-5'6, so technically I'm right in there, which is good enough for me. Actually, why would you want to be short? You can't reach things as much, you're always having to look up at people, and you can easily get mistaken for being younger than you are. But then there are also disadvantages to being tall and I think those are more obvious.
➸ w e i g h t ] Didn't you know it is impolite to ask a lady her weight? It's actually a very silly thing really, as weight is merely the measure of the pull of gravity upon an object, but if you would like, I will consent and tell you my weight anyway. I weigh in at about ninety-five to ninety-seven pounds. Yes yes, don't give me your comments, you can be assured I don't care enough to listen. I've always been built quite light, which makes sense since I'm more agile and flexible than most, so the lesser weight is quite useful I've found.
➸ h a i r ] Oh, this shall be interesting ... My hair is blue. Mhm, blue. Okay, so I dye it blue, though my real hair color is actually a very dark brown, though I just have it dyed blue. Anyway, I quite prefer it as blue just because, well, I really like it blue. Blue would be my second favorite color after black and since I didn't quite see the point in dying my hair black since it was already so dark, I instead chose to dye it a dark blue color.
➸ e y e s ] My eyes? Well if you can't tell by that top picture there at, well, the top, then my eyes are quite ... different than most. They're they that beautifully bright blue with the oval pupils that come to a point. But if you'll search through those other pictures, you'll find the deep blue with the green mixed in near the pupil. .
➸ s k i n ] Ah, now my skin. Now we're getting a little farther along, aren't we dear one? Well my skin is quite pale. Actually, it's been described as 'whiter than snow' before, which is quite alright with me because I prefer the pale skin over the tanned skin. I don't think I could pull off the tanned skin correctly, but the paleness fits my features much better. Besides, I've always found pale skin to speak more of elegance than any other skin tone, so I am more than happy to stick with the pale skin that I have had since birth. I'm quite lucky because, no matter what I do or how long I spend in the sun, my skin never seems willing to tan at all; not even the slightest bit. Again, I'm okay with this, but since you asked I will answer.
➸ b o d y . m o d s ] Body mods, you mean body modifications as in tattoos or piercings, correct? Well why would I need any of those? I mean, have you seen me? I am as perfect as they come, why should I need anything else? Okay, I'm merely joking with you. As for tattoos, I do have a few tattoos, which are on display in the beginning of this post below the initial picture. And as for piercings I have one lip ring and a nose ring. The lip ring is positioned on the left side of my bottom lip and my nose ring is positioned on my right nostril.

➸ p e r s o n a l i t y ] Oh yay, we've come to the part I've been anticipating this entire time. The personality part. Yes, I do find that this shall be quite the trip down the rabbit hole.
[ the . cunning . trickster ] mhm, I'm quite the cunning little girl, which I'm sure is something you will find out about quite soon. you have no idea how easy it is for me to wrap people around my finger and get them to dance for me like a puppet on my strings. I can spin tales and lies like you've never heard better than a spider spins its own web. It's an easy task for me to get anyone to believe anything should I really decide that this is what I want. Now, just because I have this ability or talent, as I like to call it, does not mean I use it often, only when I feel it is necessary, and how often I count it as necessary depends on what kind of person you are and how I feel towards you.
[ the . confusing . jokester ] I'm a cheshire cat. What did you expect from me? I don't mean confusing jokester as in I will tell a joke so badly it confuses you, but as in I can say a joke that is so well that it will confuse you, if that makes any sense. you know how some people are so good at dropping digs that some people don't even understand them so they just walk away thinking you're dumb till two weeks later they just start randomly crying at breakfast because what you said just came through and they finally realize just how badly you insulted their intelluctual abilities? Yes, I'm that good.
[ the . rebellious . troublemaker ] I cannot stand authority, and that's especially when it's been handed to the wrong person. And believe me when I say that I will make it very clear to you if you are in a position of authority that I think you should not be in. This expression will be given across to you more clearly than Mountain Springs drinking water, got it? I won't go do petty things like putting a tack in your seat, as that trick's been worn out a long time ago, but I can cause you alot of trouble with pranks and such. I'm good with things like that and I'm very learned in that department, so don't think I won't know what I'm doing or that I don't have any experience because believe me, if I want to torment you through trickery and pranks, then I will.
[ the . stubborn . tempest ] though being stubborn can be a good thing, I will be the first to admit it does have its time and place where it belongs and it also has its places where it is better left at home. My problem is that my stubborn streak seems to be attached to me because it is never left at home and thus I've gotten myself into some pretty bad situations thanks to being so stubborn. I won't give up on a project if it isn't done, so that's where it comes in as a good thing. I also won't back down even if I, for some bizarre reason, have lost a fight. That's a bad thing. Also, I do have a temper that is always there, always ready to ignite, even if for the most part I seem like a completely mellow person. I can put on the facade of a person who couldn't care less and is really laid-back, but really I'm a stick of dynamite just waiting to be lit.
[ loyal . protector ] Where I'm normally rather indifferent to people I just met, if I call you my friend and you call my your friend, then I am immediately protective of you and I'll be loyal to you till the bitter end, despite all my other character flaws. If anyone tries to hurt you then you can bet on my stepping in and laying down the law. No one, and I mean no one, hurts or threatens anyone that I care about because there will be hell to pay for doing such a thing. I like seeing my friends happy, and it is certainly something I strive to maintain, that is, your - if you happen to be a friend - happiness because only then will I be content with myself and everything else.
[ observant . shadow ] I do indeed tend to stick to the shadows when faced with a particularly intimidating scenario. It isn't so much that I'm scared, just that I would prefer to sit back and watch to make sure that I and anyone around whom I care about, will be okay and that I don't have to worry about taking any enormous steps to keeping us safe. And besides, people are who they are when no one is watching. So if I'm always watching, I have a better chance at figuring out who someoen truly is, despite what their words might suggest.

➸ h i s t o r y ]My history isn't really all that bad or all that great. I suppose you could say that it's actually pretty normal. I grew up in a small town with a small family in a little cottage-like home. I couldn't have been happier and neither could my parents. I had them, and they had me. We also eventually had another little girl. She was my little sister, three years younger than I. Her name was Josephine but we all called her Jo or Joey. Anyway, so life presumed as normal for a happy family like ours. That is, until one day when I was fifteen and little Jo was twelve. You see, my sister had finally reached the stage in life where this cruel world starts to lay expectations on you. At school she was bullied for being 'weird' even if the only real reason was because she was smart. Not only that, buy my little sister wasn't exactly the skinniest girl in her grade, but she was still the most radiant. But in this world of cruelty that doesn't matter. The pure goodness in that golden heart of my little sister was over-looked because of the outward appearance. Jo would come home crying everyday from the torment put on her by the other kids at school. Dad and Mom tried to put a stop to it, but it just didn't work apparently. We thought it had for Joey seemed to be getting better and wasn't so sad anymore. We were overjoyed....Until the day that my little sister killed herself. By then she was fourteen, only a year ago. Jo had been covering up all the pain for a year just to make us happy thinking that things had gotten better for her. But really, things had only gotten worse and we just didn't know. My family was devastated. I can't help but feel like it was my fault that my little defenseless sister was hurt so bad she killed herself. We were so close I should have known that she was just hiding these things from us. But I was blind to the fact, only wanting to believe that things had gotten better for her and thus shutting away the possibilty that Jo was lying about it. I came to believe that fake smile she put on everyday wasn't actually fake. . . A few months after Jo's death we moved to a different house, sticking close to where we were before though. We just couldn't stand to be in that house where we watched my beautiful sister grow up...Or to see the spot where we found her lifeless body limp on her bedroom floor.... Anyway, so afterwards my father became a complete drunk and my mother threw him out when he began physical abuse on her. Now we own a small hotel.

➸ h o b b i e s ] In my spare time I do enjoy turning to the more artistic ways of relieving stress and boredrom while expressing yourself in ways that words normally can't. That is, I like drawing, or writing even. I find solice in lyrics and music, which is why I play guitar. I also sing some, another trick of mind. I really do quite like going out for walks, something I actually have to do or I'll get frantic being cooped up all day. I am the proud owner of a '77 Black Trans Am, so I do go for joy rides every now and again, and have been known to get into some street races, though so far no one has ever called the cops up on us, thankfully. By the way, I prefer doing this all at night mostly, as I am a more nocturnal being. And if it's raining? Well then it's all the better.

➸ p e t s ] I do have one pet - an Utonagan. It's a mixture of a German Shepherd, a Husky, and an Alaskan Malamute. Her name is Eden

CC is an awesome drummer

[natures-daughter]

Drummers rock.

ѕαppнιre lyɴɴ вrooĸѕ
x x x

There was a time when the sky
Held the answers for the things I couldn’t find,
But what happens when you’re blind?
Breaking and Entering - Tonight Alive

тell υѕ α вιт αвoυт yoυ.
Well, I guess I'll start with my name.
My full name is Sapphire Lynn Brooks.
No, do not call me Saph, or Fire. I hate
nick names. As you can see, they
obviously don't work for my weird name.
Well I love music, so much to be honest.
It's basically my life. I've got a brother, he's
pretty cool. We've been through a lot together.
I'm sixteen years old and my birthday is September
11th. Not something important. I'm obviously a
female if you couldn't already tell. And I'm straight.
If it mattered.I don't really know what else to tell
you except the fact that I have weird hair.

A shooting star once said to me
That nothing’s really what it seems
‘You must make up your own mind’
Well I’ll try this time.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive

eхplαιɴ yoυr perѕoɴαlιтy.

My personality? That train wreak? I
guess I'm kind of a loner above all else.
I don't have too many friends, and the
ones I do have will be friends for life.
I'm picky when it comes to people.
I don't exactly like them. Even
to my close friends I can be distant.
I'd rather be by myself, and enjoy the
quiet but I can't stand being lonely.
Sometimes I'm pretty depressed
and don't want anything to do with
society but hey, it'll get to you anyways.

So I look to the world outside oh
All of a sudden, I’m eating my insides
The tiny words that break your heart,
They’re breaking and entering.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight alive.

αɴy мeɴтαl proвleмѕ?

Isn't that kind of personal? This is
the first time I'm talking to you and
you're asking about that? Wow, that's
crazy. But what does it matter anyway?
Might as well know what you're getting
yourself into. I have social anxiety. I
hate having to go out in public
Every move I make is carefully planned
ahead of time just to make sure I don't
make a fool out of myself. And I hate
talking to people. I either bore them
with what I'm talking about and i sound
like I just learned how to talk two hours
ago. I have depression, pretty bad too.
I've given up on ever being a success
and just let my grades drop down low.
It's gotten so bad that I've actually taken
a blade to my own skin. I have regular
anxiety. I will have panic attacks if I
over think about bad things. It's
especially bad when I'm stressed. I'm
developing an eating disorder. I just
feel so fat all the time. Some days I'll
eat normally and others I'll hardly eat at
all. I'm pretty messed up.

So I look but you’re not by my side
Whatever happened to ‘I would rather die’?
The things that make you fall apart
They’re breaking and entering.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr ғαмιly lιғe?

That? Well it kind of sucks. I live
in a foster home with my biological
brother, Luke. Whenever we say we're from
foster care people automatically think
we're not actually related because most
siblings get split up. Not us, we stuck
together. My foster mom hates me
and I can tell. She hates dealing with
me. She was hoping for a lovely
daughter who would love to go
shopping with her. I highly doubt
a lady like her would like Hot Topic.
She idolizes my brother. He's the
star son. Great in sports, good
looking, obeys curfew and respects
the adults unless the she devil is being
terrible to me. Then he will stand up to
her. My foster dad is hardly ever even
here. Always away for work. He hardly
acknowledges my existence and is
a proud father to Luke.

And I never said I was right
Well I’m probably the one in the wrong
The voices are telling me I just can’t
always be this strong.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive

wнαт do yoυ looĸ lιĸe?

Are you being serious? You're looking
right at me. Whatever. Well, I have
weird hair. They say girls change
their hair when they go through
something bad. Obviously I've
been through a lot. It's red. Not
like a ginger, they have no souls,
but like crimson red. If I don't
straighten it it can get pretty
wavy but I usually always have
it straightened and teased up.
I have side swept bangs too.
I've got dark blue eyes, nothing
pretty. Sometimes their grey
and boring. For my figure, I
think I'm pretty dang fat but
people say I'm "curvy?" What
does that even mean? I'm only 5'6
so I'm not tall. My "style" is pretty
different. Most of my outfits look
like this.
You know, if it mattered.

And nothing feels right not right now
Like I’ve lost my mind somehow
I’m scaring myself.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

вody мodιғιcαтιoɴѕ?

What like tattoos and piercings?
Sure. I've got my fair share of 'em.
I've got gauges, not big ones though.
But does it matter? They're still gauges.
I also have a nose piercing. Usually it's
a ring but sometimes I just have a stud
in there. I used to have snake bites in
hoops but I just took them out and never
wear them anymore. They got annoying.
Now for my tattoo's, I have two so far.
One on my sideand
one behind my ear.I'm so
hardcore, haha.

I don’t know the girl in the mirror now
I’m burning up, I’m burning up
I don’t know the girl in the mirror now
I’m burning up, I’m burning up,
Well I’m burning up.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr нιѕтory?

Well, this came up. I knew it would.
Well, I had a pretty normal life up
until I was eleven. I've had anxiety
since I was five, I worried about
everything. One night my parents
went out on a date night leaving me
with my Luke who was thirteen at
the time. On the way home a drunk
hit them. Head on collision. The
impact kill my mom instantly and my
dad was rushed to the hospital in
critical condition. He was on life
support for a whole week until his
heart finally gave up. Me and my
brother were left alone and broken.
They left us all the money but we
were so young they had to make
us bank account and we couldn't
access it until one of us was eighteen.
We didn't have any other family. My dad
was an only child. My mom had a brother
and a sister but her sister committed
suicide and her brother was in jail. Both
grandparents either dead or too old to care
for us. That's how we ended up in foster care.
We had been in and out of foster homes.
Mostly because of me. When I was fourteen
I tried committing suicide but failed which
got us kicked out. We've been in this one for
a whole year. Yay us. I've moved schools a lot.
And in everyone I was bullied because I was
different. I still cry sometimes because my
parents death. I miss them so much. Now I'm
just alone.

Well how can you know?
How can you stay in control
when all that you know is
Falling apart? Falling apart.
How can you know?
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr love lιғe lιĸe?

Love life? I have one? Where did
it go? I never knew. No seriously,
I'm single as a pringle. I really don't get
that saying. Pringle's are not single. They
all come together.... Sorry. But I've only
had one other boyfriend and that ended
terribly. He didn't want to be seen with
a girl who had scars all over body.

How can you stay in control
when all that you know is
Falling apart? Falling apart.
I’m burning up, I’m burning up
I don’t know the girl in the mirror now.
I’m burning up, I’m burning up,
Well I’m burning up.
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

lιĸeѕ? dιѕlιĸeѕ?

Well, for my likes, I love music.
I play acoustic guitar, piano, and
electric guitar. I sing a little but
I don't think I'm that good. I do
it anyways. Some of my favorite
bands are Sleeping with Sirens,
Pierce the Veil, Black Veil Brides,
A Day to Remember and plenty
more, just look at my CD collection.
I like to skate board but mind you
I can do no tricks. Just ride.
For my dislikes I'd have to say
the new Disney Channel, BOTDF,
just ew oh my gosh. Homophobics
sucks. School, people, my foster
mom who is a homophobic. And
when kids complain that they hate
their parents because they didn't
get something. At least you got
'em.

So I look to the world outside oh
All of a sudden, I’m eating my insides
The tiny words that break your heart,
They’re breaking and entering
So I look but you’re not by my side
Whatever happened to ‘I would rather die’?
Breaking and Entering -
Tonight Alive.

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• • •

ѕкуℓαя тнσмαѕ кєℓℓιηgєя

x x x

I never knew what I would
do if anybody tried to take you away
And your beautiful boy won't
wait for you, because he's busy
with stars and the fame.
Cemetery Weather - Isles and Glaciers

тell υѕ α вιт αвoυт yoυ.
Okay. My name is Skylar, I've
always liked my name. It's cool.
But if we'regetting technical then
my full name is Skylar Thomas Kellinger.
I've had only one other nickname in my
life and that would be Skye. I really don't
mind it but I do prefer Skylar. I'm
seventeen, my birthday is January
14th. Now, I am bi but I've always
leaned more towards girls than guys.
And no boys, that doesn't automatically
made me attracted to you. I hate when
people say that. I also have a baby sister
andan older brother who's going to
college next year.

And I don't know why I breathe
It's taking to long for me
Can we speed up the process please?
But show me the one I need.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

eхplαιɴ yoυr perѕoɴαlιтy.

I swear a lot. Seriously.
I can be a very angry person.
Usually I try to be as nice
as I can,except to people
I don't like.I'll be pretty terrible
to them. I'm not boring, I can
be pretty fun. Not like I get invited
to many parties but me and my friends
will just crash 'em and mess with
everybody there. I can be pretty
depressing sometimes because I
get bullied a lot. I guess people
just don't understand how much
words hurt sometimes.

I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
"I will love you until we.."
(I will love you until..)
Until we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

αɴy мeɴтαl proвleмѕ?

Really? We're getting that personal n
ow? Well, I have mild depression
because of these people. I try not
to show it so much around people.
Fake a smile it fools them every time.
I really want to pity from others so
I just act happy. Not many people
even know. Anywho, I also am
bipolar. One moment I'll be pretty
dang happy and then BOOM, hello
depression, welcome back. You were
not missed one bit. I kind of have
social anxiety. I'm really awkward
around people I don't really know.

I never knew what I would
do if anybody tried to speak you name
I would tear down their house, and
I'd burn my way around the brightest
memory of your face'Cause I would
do anything (anything, anything)
This love is a selfish thing
(don't care what you think)
It'll feed off the wounds that bleed
Then tear you away from me.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr ғαмιly lιғe?

Like I said earlier, I have a baby
sister. Katrina's her name. She's almost
one and she's a cutie. She sleeps a lot
which is a blessing for me because I
usually get stuck baby sitting her. My
brother's name is is Darren. He's
eighteen and will be going off to
college in a few months. He got
a football scholarship. It will be
harder on me because it will be
just me taking care of Katrina.
We all live with our mom. She's
sweet and cares so much but ever
since dad left she became a
workaholic and can barely get
anytime off. I help her as much as
I can.

I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
"I will love you until we.."
I will love you until we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

wнαт do yoυ looĸ lιĸe?

Oh cool, you're nosy and blind.
Well, I have dark brown hair.
sometimes it looks just black
but whatever, same thing. It's
pretty long, down to my shoulders.
I let it just grow out. It's usually a
mess but it's pretty straight and
the "bangs" if you will brim right
over my eyes. About those,
they are really nothing special.
Just plain chocolate brown.
I bet you were expecting
something extravagant, huh?
Yeah, me too. Anyways, I have
a lanky built. No muscle, just
bones. Don't get excited. I'm
a very tall guy though. I'm 5'9
and most likely will grow a bit
more. My choice in clothing is
quite different from other guys.
I dress like this.

Violent delight
We'll live as if we died
Violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight, violent delight.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

вody мodιғιcαтιoɴѕ?

Oh sure. As you can see, I have
snake bites. I got those when I was
fifteen. I've got my left earlobe
pierced. As for tattoos I have
one on my shoulderand one
across my chest. And trust me,
those two will not be the last.
Now that my brother has a I.D.
he can take me to get some
more.

So come on, come on
I won't leave without you
If we die, then we die
And I'll sing this buried with you.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr нιѕтory?

Well, that's kind of a touchy
subject for me. My family had
always moved around for my
dads job. So I've never had
many friends because I was
never at one school for more than
a year. When I was fourteen my
mom caught my dad cheating on
her. He was having an affair with
some lady from the office. I was so
pissed at him for hurting mom like
that. He ran off with his mistress
to Las Vegas and took all of his
money with him. He's living large now
while we have nothing. He tries to call
me but I ignore his calls. He tries to
write me but I rip up the letter before I
can read his apology and excuses. We
almost got kicked out on the streets
because of that dirt bag but mom got a job
and was able to pay the bills. She ended up
getting a boyfriend last year. I don't like him
but he's Katrina's dad. I don't trust him a bit
but he's good to my mom and helps us out
when we're tight on cash. I guess he's
cool.

Violent delight
Live as if we died
My violent delight, violent delight.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

wнαт'ѕ yoυr love lιғe lιĸe?

Well, at the moment I'm single but
I'm kinda hoping to change that sometime
soon? No? Okay, forever alone. I have had
a few girlfriends and one boyfriend but
basically just to try it. We didn't even
last that long and we didn't love each
other so nothing big. My last relationship
I ended up getting cheated on. That girl
had two other guys she was leading on.
I kinda gave up on love for awhile but
it would be nice to have a princess to
spoil.

I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
"I will love you until we.."
I will love you until we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

lιĸeѕ? dιѕlιĸeѕ?

I guess for my likes, one thing
would have to be music. I love the
bands Get Scared, Asking Alexandria,
and Suicide Silence. People think because
I listen to metal music I'm a Satanist. Um,
no. I like to read a lot. I love books. It's
like you're in another world. I also like
to draw. I have been since fifth grade.
I usually draw things out of nightmares
but I could draw normal stuff like people
if I really wanted to.
As for dislikes, I'd have to say bullies.
I hate people who put others down just
to make their ego bigger. Homophobics
are in that category. I don't know why
they even call it "homophobic". Being a
jerk to people isn't a phobia. I don't
really like sports because I suck at them.
And I hate society.

I
I never knew what I would if
anybody tried to take you away.
Cemetery Weather -
Isles and Glaciers.

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