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A warning to the people,
The good and the evil,
This is war.

To the soldier, the civilian,
The martyr, the victim,
This is war.

It's the moment of truth,
and the moment to lie,
The moment to live
and the moment to die,
The moment to fight,
the moment to fight
To fight, to fight, to fight!

name ::"Um...My name is Jake Taylor Nights and as to why my name is that I-I can explain on how I got it so don't worry. The way I got the name Jake is because my Mom and Dad had always liked the name Jake and it reminded them of their first child who died, his name was Jacob and I feel like I'm just a replacement. Anyways they way I got the name Taylor is because my Moms Grandpa's name was Taylor and he died of cancer so they decided to put my middle name as Taylor. As for my last name it's my Dad's last name and he got married to my Mom, and they haven't gotten a divorce...yet. Well that's pretty much it for my name history."
age ::"Well, I was born on October 3rd as I was very unlucky because that was the day my Mom and Dad had lost there previous son which sucks and may be somewhat part of the reason they don't like to be around me much but there are other reasons too which you will find out later."
gender ::"Uh...I'm most likely a male as in my birth certificate says, I'd let you check personally but that would be very awkward and a very uncomfortable situation for me."
birthplace ::"Well I was born in California and that's pretty much all I know, I don't know what hospital because my Mom won't tell me nor' let me see the birth certificate which kind of upset me, but yeah. We also live in California."

body shape ::"I have a skinny body, skinny legs, arms, stomach. I guess you could say my chest is the shape of a rectangle, and to me I think I look okay although some of my bullies may not agree."
hair ::"Uh...Well I have light brown hair that can sometimes look like a dark brown in the right lightning, but it most likely looks like a light brown most of the time."
eyes ::"Well I guess you could say that I have hazel colored eyes but they are more close to a light brown, but whichever color they are most people compliment me on them. People who at least like me though."
body modifications ::"I do have a tattoo surprising, it's on my wrist and it says be strong, I also have small gauges too. That's pretty much all I have for body modifications but I might get more tattoos in the future."
skin tone ::"I have a light tan I guess you could say, although you could also say that I'm pale colored it doesn't really matter though does it?"
weight ::"I'm unsure, I don't really way myself because it might give me another insecurity that I have to worry about."
height ::"When I stand straight I am 5'11", but if I'm slouching then I'm usually 5'10" not much of a difference really but yeah, that is my height."

I’ve been walking this road of desire,
I’ve been begging for blood on the wall.
I don’t care if I’m playing with fire,
I’m aware that I’m frozen inside.
I have known all along.

So much more going on, no denying,
But I know I’m not standing alone

You’ve been playing
my mind through my wishes.
You can feel that we’re
haunting the truth.
Don’t know why, can’t hold on,
always losing control.

In the middle of the night,
I don’t understand what’s going on,
It’s a world gone astray.
In the middle of the night,
I can’t let it out.
Someone keeps searching
And shatters your life
It will never be in vain
In the middle of the night

personality ::"Oh, you want to know my personality well I probably can't tell you much since I don't really pay much attention, but I might be able to tell you a little bit about my personality. So I know one part about my personality is that I don't talk much to other for I'm afraid of what they'll think of me so I try to keep my mouth shut and be quiet especially at my house, so I guess you could say I'm a bit of a mute. Another thing that my Mom always points out is that I'm terrible at giving compliments to people, but that's not what best friend says he says I'm great at giving compliments so I guess you could say I try to be kind or I am kind, I'm unsure since they always confuse me. As for something I know is terrible for me is that I'm very insecure and I don't really like myself that much so I try to help other people to get my mind off of myself so I won't start hurting myself or anything relevant to that. As for something I know about myself or otherwise something I know about my personality is that I'm very generous and I give a lot of my things away to other people who might need it, that upsets my best friend even though I'm doing something that makes other happy. I guess that's all I really know for my personality I'm really sorry I had to bore you with such terrible facts about my personality."
history ::"Um...I don't really feel comfortable telling you my history but if you wish then I shall give you some of my history. I kept saying that my Mom and Dad had a boy named Jacob, well when he was around five he died from an illness and my Mom and Dad were very upset so they decided to have another son and name it Jake, I am adopted. My Mom didn't want to go through some hard time trying to get another boy so they decided to adopt a son and they chose me, I was just a baby at the time. As I grew older I started to adjust to the fact that they weren't related to me, especially since they expected so much out of me that they probably expected from their first son. Once I was around the age of fourteen I knew I didn't have a thing for girls as I thought they were annoying and well I didn't have an interest in having an intimate relationship with a female, so I was gay and I was 100% sure. I told my Mom and Dad, my Mom was upset but tried her best to get used to the fact I wasn't the son she dreamt of and so she is the one that I mostly go to because she is trying to accept me, as for my Dad he beats me up every time he is drunk. I guess you could say that everything went down hill from when I told my family I was gay, as of now my Parents are fighting so I wouldn't be surprised if they got a divorce. But another thing is that I always get bullied at school, one time I even came home all bloody my Mom was worried but my Dad said I deserved it for being a homo. That's all I really want to tell you for m personality so yeah."
likes ::"I like many things although I don't think I could list them all but I will list a few. So I like music of course because it sooths my soul and make me happy in a way. Another thing that I like is animals because they're cute and I they actually will love you, my favorite animal probably would have to be a dog. I actually have a dog named Rosey, anyways yeah I like animals. So um...something else I like is friendly people because well, they're friendly. I'd list more but I think I would just bore you with stupid things."
dislikes ::"I don't understand why you want to know my dislikes but I don't really like spiders because, well they're scary and they just seem to go wherever they want. I mean you could just be sitting on your bed, you turn your head and there is a spider. They act like they own the place, stupid insects. Another thing I don't like is being lost because it's pretty scary if you don't know where you're at and no one knows where you are at. One more thing that I don't really like is chocolate, yes a lot of people like candy but I don't really have a sweet tooth for chocolate. That's I'll I'm going to say for my dislikes, so yeah."
secret talent ::"Well I can sing good, or at least that's what my BFF says."

sexuality ::"I've said it before, I'm gay, sadly that doesn't make everyone happy."
crush ::"As of right now, no one."
relationship ::"I don't have a crush so I don't really have a relationship."
past ::"I've had two, one that made fun of me around the end and bullied me a lot. And the other one who always ignored me so I guess you could say I don't fall in love easy anymore."
songs ::This is War - 30 Seconds to Mars In the Middle of The Night - Within Temptaion


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Do you ever feel
like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind,
wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel,
feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards,
one blow from
caving in?

Do you ever feel
already buried deep?
Six feet under screams,
but no one seems to
hear a thing
Do you know that there's
still a chance
for you 'Cause there's a
spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the
light and let it shine
Just own the night like
the 4th of July

name ::"My name is Daemon Tyler Rivers, most people like to call me by my middle name but I hate when people call me that. So if you don't mind calling me Daemon, that way I won't get mad at you. Anyways if you'd like to know my history on my name then I'll go right ahead and tell you, so let's start with my first name and we'll work our way along. So I got my name Daemon because my Dad used to have a happy and cheerful dog named Daemon, so they named me after a dog. I don't really mind though because I personally love the name. Now as for my middle name, my Mom chose it. She was going to make it my first name but my Dad kept saying no, he just didn't like it. Anyways she chose that as my middle name because she had a great great Grandpa name Tyler, I'm glad I wasn't named after him no offense to him it's just I don't really like the name. And as for my last name, easy. My Mom married my Dad, haven't gotten a divorce and my Dads last name is Rivers. Yep I love my name."
age ::"Oh, so you want to know my age? That's a bit suspicious but alright then, I'm not afraid to tell. I am eighteen, I was born on November 5th. My Mom woke up one night and I was born, I won't go into details even I don't know the whole story, all they told me was that I was trouble which I can believe. Anyways hopefully that's I have to tell you any- you want me to tell you more?! Well um...okay then well since I was born in November which means I'm a scorpio. Is that what you wanted me to tell you?"
gender ::"I'm most likely a boy, you can even check! On my birth certificate of course because it's in my Moms keep safe, I can get it anytime you want me to tell you the truth about being a boy. But hopefully I won't have to because you should already agree that I'm a boy, right?"
birthplace ::"I was born in Salt Lake City, Utah my Mom and Dad was visiting there to see my Aunt and it was late in the night too. My Aunt Laura totally freaked out and almost fainted, at least that's what I've heard. Anyways they took my Mom to the nearest hospital, I don't remember what it was called. I think it was St. Mary's Hospital but I'm still not sure, I'd be lucky if I was right. Haha."

body shape ::"I have a skinny body, skinny legs, arms, stomach. I guess you could say my chest is the shape of a rectangle, and to me I think I look pretty good. I hope never to change my body shape hopefully."
hair ::"Well my hair color is a type of light brown, sometimes it looks darker and sometimes is looks lighter. Weird right? Yeah it's pretty weird. Anyways I have bangs and I wear one side usually on right side but sometimes on my left side of my head. I also sometimes use a brush to give it a better look."
eyes ::"Well I have beautiful dark green eyes that is like healthy grass in the summer. My Mom always compliments me on my eyes which I always am thankful for, and as for my Dad he doesn't care as long as I'm happy with what I got. If I wasn't he'd probably yell at me and such, terrible right? So good thing I'm happy"
body modifications ::"As of right now, nope and if you're wondering if I plan to get any in the future. Maybe, I'm still not sure because tattoos stay forever and I don't preferably like piercings on my own body. But go right ahead and put whatever you want on your body, I mean it's your property right?"
skin tone ::"I guess you could say I'm pale skinned, but once summer comes along I go a bit tan. I don't prefer either one because I think I look good either way. I can also go in the sun and I won't get a sunburn and turn into a lobster, the worst is probably a medium tan but I've never had that happen because I usually wear sunscreen.
weight ::"I think I'm around about 135 pounds maybe a bit more, but I'm unsure I haven't weighed myself in a while so yeah. But I'm pretty sure that's a good weight, or is that too skinny. I don't know."
height ::"I'm most likely to be the height of 6'0" maybe a bit more but somewhere around there that is all I know. I think that's a pretty good height."

Time waits for no one,
So do you want to waste
some time,
Oh, oh tonight?
Don't be afraid of tomorrow,
Just take my hand, I'll make it
feel so much better tonight.

Suddenly my eyes are open,
Everything comes into focus, oh.
We are all illuminated,
Lights are shining on our faces,
blinding.

Swing me these sorrows
And try delusion for a while.
It's such a beautiful lie.
You've got to lose inhibition -
Romance your ego for a while.
Come on, give it a try.

Suddenly my eyes are open,
Everything comes into focus, oh.
We are all illuminated,
Lights are shining on our faces,
blinding.
We are, we are, blinded,
We are, we are, blinded. [x2]

personality ::"Well you'd like to get to know my personality, now do you? Well I'll try to best describe some of my unique traits of my personality that I think stand out, I'll even point out a flaw for you so you don't feel like I'm bragging about myself. I might even point out a few flaws, anyways we should begin. One part of my personality is that I'm a very open person, I would tell things that a person wouldn't imagine telling someone else. I remember this one time this kid ever asked if I ever said creepy to a small child, and I told him yes. You should've seen his face, don't worry it was a nephew that I told something creepy to because he asked me a question. Anywho another thing, this is a flaw is that I seem that I'm very annoying to people, at least that's what my friends say to me so yeah. I probably am to sometimes I even annoy myself so don't worry if I annoy just tell me to stop and I'll try to but I must tell you to not hope for the best. Anyways on to the next part of my personality, I guess you could say that I like to help people, and I actually mean I love to help either if it's with suicide to helping them feel better I would love to do it because it makes me feel like a better person inside and I also make the other person happy. So I think I can tell you one more thing about my personality, another flaw maybe? Yeah another flaw, one part of my personality is that if I ever feel down or upset even if we're in a middle of a talk with each other I'll get up and leave. I'll usually go mope around, yeah I guess you could say I'm pretty selfish when I'm upset. Well that's all I plan to tell you about my personality, if you want to know more then come and meet me."
history ::"I'd like to keep to myself, but since I have nothing to hide I guess I can tell you some things. So I was born and I was a troublesome kid, I even broke my elbow one time which hurt a lot, are you laughing? You better not! Anyways other than that I broke a couple of more bones and that also hurt a lot. Anyways lets go back in time when I was about one, so I was probably in my room taking a nap or something although I was little so how would I remember. Anyways then my Mom suddenly started yelling "Jacob Help!" which is my fathers name and on that day my Mom and Dad totally forgot about me but don't worry it was for a good reason. That was the day my little sister Katie was born she had my mother hairs, which was light blonde. Very beautiful. Anyways I didn't really have a bad history besides my broken bones and sometimes I still get them, HA! Now you can laugh, anyways that's all for history if you really want to get deep then actually meet me silly."
likes ::"So now we're down to our likes now are we, so let's get started. Well I'd have to tell you I love to listen to music, I mean who wouldn't. I do have my favorite bands but I don't have time for that sadly, wish I could though. Now another thing I like is that I like to sleep, I mean one time I even fell asleep on a bench silly me right?! Anyways yeah another thing I would probably have to say that I like is sleeping. So this is my last thing I'm going to list, the last thing I'll tell you that I like is that I like Ice Cream a whole bunch, I like it a lot but I don't it everyday sadly but I get it sometimes which I'm happy about. Anyways those are some things I like, yep."
dislikes ::"Oh I'm getting tired of these questions but I guess I'll tell you some things I dislike. First of all I really don't like popular girls, they just seem so well into themselves which is a big turn off for me. I mean come on there's others out besides yourself. Anyways moving on another thing I don't like is classical music because it just doesn't suite my hearing I prefer dubstep or rock. Something other than classic music. Another thing I don't like would probably have to be reading, I know a lot of people who don't like to read and sadly I'm one of them although I still usually have a book just incase I'm bored. So yeah those are some things I don't like."
secret talent ::"None of your business."

sexuality ::"To tell you truth, well I'm gay and I'm not afraid to tell it. My Dad doesn't really care, weird huh? I mean wouldn't most Dads be angry. I'm glad I have him, anyways my Mom told me she loved me anyway so yeah."
crush ::"As of now, no one."
relationship ::"Nope."
past ::"I've had two past relationship, although they all ended bad."
songs ::Firework - Katy Perry Illuminated - Hurts


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Ash
With a glance around him, Ash left the store with a plastic bag hanging from three fingers. With a quick nod to himself, he started to walk on a sidewalk, a tad bored and a bit hungry for the junk food in his bag. Just receiving his paycheck earlier that day meant Ash was able to buy food for himself. He lifted the bag up a little and grinned once, it rustled in the movement along with the packages of ramen it contained and the bag of chips he would consume within the hour. He yawned and rubbed his eyes with the back of his free hand, later he would have to get some sleep.


Chance
Twirling an brown like black strand of hair, a small sigh escaped the lips of Chance. He lifted his eyes from the small book he was reading as he sat at the bus stop and looked up at clock on the other side of the street. It would still be some time until it bus 219 would be in front of him, taking him home. Un-interested in what was going on around him, Chance pressed his lips together and went back to reading the book. Tilting his head just a smidge, he concentrated on the images that flew in his mind, compelled by the words that filled his head.

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Jake Taylor Nights
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crush :: no one.
mood :: bored
tagged :: no one.

Jake had decided earlier this morning when he woke up he had to take his lovely golden retriever Rosey out for a walk since he hadn't spent time with her for awhile since he was busy doing things for his Dad. Jake watched as Rosey went up to random strangers and sniffed the heels of their legs and wagged her tail, most of the kids wanted to pet her since she was still a puppy and cute as a button. Jake continued to walk with Rosey, he was bored even with Rosey since she kept doing the same things over and over but he continued to walk with her and sighed maybe once or twice.

Daemon Tyler Rivers
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crush :: no one.
mood :: calm
tagged :: no one.

Daemon was walking around his neighborhood as he kept checking his phone to see if he had gotten any texts from his little sister Katie who was hanging out with a bunch of friends. He was worried that she could be worried, he always worried about her like that or really anyone he really loved a lot or cared about. He sighed knowing she wouldn't text him as she was probably annoyed of him checking up on her, he was still going to be worried though like a older brother should. Daemon had his head down not watching where he was going and hoped he wouldn't run into someone.

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"Mattie"

Mattie walks down the almost empty sidewalk. His guitar case hung from his right hand and his black backpack pulled at his shoulders. His backpack was filled with books, all of which he had just checked out of the library. He'd be at the beach tomorrow, reading them after swimming. That's what his days consisted of. Except Sundays. On Sunday, he would be searching through books at the library.
A car cut him off as he crossed the street. It was probably just one of the many horrible drivers that inhabited these streets. That's probably why he refused to drive a car. Driving in this world was too dangerous for him.

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luke was sat in the local pub, staring at the price of a large cider on the blackboard of prices for drinks absently. if one were to be quite frank, the young adult felt very out of place - his age had, so far, put off everybody he'd been offered to have a drink or dinner with. he was either too young or too old - never good enough.
blinking heavily as he was bought back into the real world of action as to just thoughts, luke jumped and turned around from his place at the counter. he gave a quizzical look towards the guy who'd somehow managed to get drunk at such an early hour and fall over a table. luke just sighed and stood up, ignoring the man that was glaring at his outfit. well, most likely his skinny jeans, but...
lucas walked out of the pub, alcohol still tickling his nose and stuffiness still clamping him. he yawned as he made his way down the pavement, putting his hands in his pockets and whistling to himself - he was whistling 'little dreams' by ellie goulding, and suddenly felt really bare without a hat or something to cover his head. luke planned to go to a shop to get some shopping, but the location was the problem.


( on my phone, sorry )

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Ash
Not caring about much, his mind was on only one thing, the food in the bag. Off to the side, Ash could see a stand containing drinks, junk food and magazines. He stopped there in line, only one person in front of him, and waited his turn. Then he bought a cool bottle of soda and opened it right away. There, he stood where he was next to the stand and drank half of the bottle in just a few gulps. He pulled it away from his lips and sighed with being refreshed.


Chance
When a screeching noise came from ahead of Chance, he looked up in time to watch the bus come and go, barely opening the door for him on. He blinked and jumped up, heading towards the bus in to strides before it was gone. His book had fallen on the pavement before and he was still trying to go after it. Although he tried, it was no use. Chance sighed and frowned and watched the bus leaving. He pressed his lips together, upset, then he remembered he dropped the book. He turned around and headed back to the busstop, disappointed and unsure about what to do.

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Jake Taylor Nights
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crush :: no one.
mood :: bored
tagged :: no one.

Jake continued walking Rosey, the dog started to get tired and Jake bent down and petted her. He talked to the dog like a weirdo and then stood back up and continued walking to try to find place to sit down for a couple of minutes since Rosey had been lazy for the past months this was sudden for a walk out of the blue. Jake continued walking around and then found a bench, as Rosey saw the bench she got up on it and laid down taking the whole space. Jake looked at her and said to her,"Really?" Jake sighed and just let her lay on the bench as he stood there looking like an idiot.

Daemon Tyler Rivers
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crush :: no one.
mood :: calm
tagged :: no one.

Daemon walked along the pavement in his neighborhood and was still continuously texting his sister who was probably annoyed to death when he received a text from her saying she was completely fine and he should stop bothering her. Daemon sighed put his phone in his back pocket and looked around at his surroundings noticing he was actually about to leave the small neighborhood he lived in, he didn't really care though he needed to get away from home as that's all he usually did. Stay home and be a couch potato as his lucky sister had more friends than him and hung out a lot.

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Chance
The book had fallen down on a page that Chance hadn't been on, and it seemed a page was half ripped. He sighed, bending over to grab it, before he looked up to a dog and its owner, at the bench he had been just before. He blinked, not expecting to see someone there, but he just looked away, ignoring them. While standing there, he hugged the book to his chest, and glanced back across the street at the clock, it would be even longer for another bus to arrive to take him even close to his home. Without realizing it, Chance started to bite the inner of his bottom lip, he was at a loss.