T A L I A
Elizabeth
N E W T O N
the musical girl
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general information -
name's talia elizabeth newton. i'm eighteen years old and loving life so far. obviously, i'm a girl, but if you are hard of sight, i understand.
personality -
you want me to describe myself? well i'd say i'm. . . a calm person. sure, i look for the thrills in life and i enjoy them, but overall my composure is just calm. some call me dangerously silent. i hide in the shadows and get away with doing illegal things. now, i'm not perfect. i don't always not get caught by the police, but i've learned to live through juvenile detentions and hours of community service. i'm a thrill seeker. i love the adrenaline rush, the sudden wave of excitement, the feeling of just losing the world. i absolutely love it. i'm also ambitious i guess. i won't be the girl giving up after one fall or one huge disappointment. i will play dirty and hard till i get what i was aiming for. another adjective to describe myself is clever. how do you think i get away with so many police chases? street smarts and cleverness. duh. if you didn't have those two things and tried rebelling you might as well be dead meat. as said before, i'm a quiet person. i sit in the back of classes, solitary, alone. the quiet never scares me. some people get paranoid in the silence or just get scared or lonely. not me. i enjoy it. for certain reasons that i myself don't understand, many find me heartless. don't ask how i know. i just know. i'm pretty musical i guess. i play the electric guitar on a daily basis and i've been told that i'm pretty good.
history -
i would say i didn't have the best child hood. i lived in an okay area, filled with random neighbors who i had no care of knowing. my mom wasn't a natural mother. she didn't know what to do with me at all and called me 'girl' instead of my name. everyday i would see random strangers coming into our house demanding for my mother and i would point towards a room in the house. sometimes i heard screaming and yelling other times i heard. . .stuff. but i instantly grew out of being that scared little girl who didn't know what to do. i just did what i had to do to survive even if it meant stealing, lying, fighting, etc. i became a solitary individual who found no comfort in others.
love life -
nonexistent. that's the only word to describe my love life. i don't care for anyone, i don't 'crush' on anyone, i don't like anyone and i certainly don't love anyone. it's just that simple. i always have people telling me that stupid a-- quote 'you don't choose love; love chooses you'. never happened before and probably never will. you want to know what i look for in a guy? of course you would want to know wouldn't you? well, i'd want someone like me. except no, that's never going to happen, so just forget it.
so this is me
ready to judge now ?
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