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Names Cheshire I don't share my real name...I guess I just learned a long time ago that my old name linked me back to my old life and I didn't like that. I have a new one so why not make a new name for myself am I right? Anyways my real name is Valentine Emery Rose, but only a few people like my friend Andy know that so yeah you can tell I don't like it too much. ۞
Do I look 18 eh maybe but I am and loving it too. Loving my freedom. I guess that's kinda expected though after what I've been through. I'm not exactly happy about it either needless to say living on my own is a drag.۞
Yes I am a female...is that not obvious enough for you? Did your parents raise you in a hole?۞
I like guys but I swing both ways too. I guess the term is Pansexual, but what do I care? I like someone based on personality so I guess I care a lot about it. Though if I had to choose I'd say I'm more into guys then girls. Not that it really means anything people shouldn't judge in the first place. •||•||•||•||•||•||•||•||•||•||•
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I have black hair and blue eyes. ۞
My hair is usually kept in a bun that falls down into a ponytail either that or just down around my shoulders. ۞
well I'm barely five foot four and only weigh 100pounds. I have my ears pierced two in left and five in my right. I can't say I really care if people don't like my style, I am who I am for a reason and that reason is my own. You can call me emo, cutter, or anything but you know what atleast I have a heart and confidence. I have three tattoos one is of black wings one on each of my hips because I like to think maybe one day ill be free of my past. I have the Japanese symbol for hope on my chest over my heart because everyone needs hope and some of us need a reminder of that. The last one is a corset tattooed down my spine making it look like my skin is being stitched together.
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I have it to represent that I have scars and my scars are my armor and my skin. My eyes are grey but I like to wear colored contacts to freak people out since its fun! I love a good pair of skinny jeans, but who can resist a good leather jacket! Honestly who can? I'm emo and proud of it!×
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I was born 6/11 or June 11th as most would say though to me its kind of irrelevant as to when I was born. I used to live with both of my parents up until I was five. Then my mom got sick. The doctors said she had cancer and that she wouldnt live much longer. I remember visiting her in the hospital as she told me old stories about knights and demons. I loved my mom she was beautiful with long braided hair she always kept in a bun, but she always looked beautiful even laying in that bed. The day she died my dad had to drag me out of her room so I'd stop telling her to not leave...she left anyways. My dad works a lot as a lawyer and is never really home so I pretty much raised myself cooking and cleaning as I went to school. It wasn't a really good way to grow up seeing as I got bullied by girls even had someone spray paint die on my locker. So yeah not fun. When I was fourteen I was put in a bad situation where my ex abused me and hurt me. I still have scars from then and panic attacks too. It hurt me a lot to deal with that for two years only to have my dad start to abuse me too when I turned sixteen he just started to change he was stressed by work and he started to hurt me. So three years of abuse does its damage to a person especially their mind. I'm not mental or anything I just can't remember and certain things set off panic attacks that only my bestie can pull me out of really. I met Misaki when I turned sixteen and since then he has been my shining gay knight. Even though he's not fully gay. After I did meet Misaki though I came to my senses. That's when I emancipated myself and since then I've been on my own of course then I just ended up here instead...۞
I'm perky and hyper! I'm just fun to be around and I can talk about anything it won't bother me! I just like to talk about things except my life. That I try to forget for obvious reasons. Just don't ask about my scars please. I'm very strong hearted and I like to be left alone when I'm writing music mainly because people just distract me either that or a single word they say could send me into a panic attack... And yes I play guitar, base, and piano and a tad bit of violin. I'm distrustful of men because of my past it seems guys are just out to dominate women if we don't agree. So yeah I have a really poor look on guys or people in general. I'm afraid to get hurt and I guess I fall a little to easily, but that has changed with time. I do try to keep a smile on my face, but its hard when you feel alone and have felt that way since your mom died and she was the only one who made you see life the only way a mother can. Well that's enough about me!!!
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*I am 17 now thank you. Yes I get away with 18, but I couldn't care any less as long as I have a pack of cigarettes in my pocket. Age really is just a number really and that whole yolo stuff is stupid. Really guys? You only live once? Well sorry to burst your bubble but according to reincarnation you have multiple lives as do some other religions believe that is the case as well, but I'll stop making you feel small now.
*Male! Please did you lose your eyes? I have male parts and I look like a guy since I'm not all lanky like most of them. Atleast you can tell I'm a guy when I wear a pair of skinny jeans too.
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••.•´¯`•.••.•´¯`•.••.•´¯`•.••.•´¯`•.*My hair is white and my eyes are green, but I often use contacts and dye my hair every month so it gets confusing atleast it must be for you I suppose. Here let me use more terms you'll likely understand. I use red, white, silver and black contacts because I hate green it reminds me of puke so there. As for my hair I hate the brunette color I was born with, but I keep it white, red or black normally.
*I prefer not to wear a shirt...other then that I do wear pants. When I do wear clothes I guess I prefer tank tops in any weather rain or snow it doesn't bother me at all. Pants I'm pretty sure you can guess I wear skinny jeans or occasionally I like to wear leather pants.
*I have a tattoo of a willow on my back as well as snake bites and my ceptum pierced. Yes it's not normal that I have my bridge pierced too, but who cares? I have another tattoo of a few band icons that I like making a sleeve down my arm linking them in cobwebs and spiders, but that's about it. Yes I'm a freak so what?
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••.•´¯`•.••.•´¯`•.••.•´¯`•.••.•´¯`•.*I was born into a rich family. You know the ones that sneer at everything they can just because their rich? Yeah that's my family. Not too fun though when its plastered all over the news that your dad was found lying naked in a ditch after another night of drinking. I can't even have a relationship with someone without them getting hounded by paparazzi and then them leaving me because they will get a bad rep...so whatever boo hoo for me right?
*I'm very sarcastic and can be very rude if you give me a reason to be... Of course I couldn't care about anything except this girl I can't get off my mind, but I'm not telling you anything. I do have a soft side, but I don't show it too eagerly since I hate all that sweet lovey dicey crud. So we established I'm not the most charming guy, but who cares. I'm vain and handsome so yeah have fun staring at me... Not Ill hit you if you look at me weird. Guess that's why her dad likes me. Because ill defend my girl until the earth ends!
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★×★×★×★×★×★×★×★×★×★פAndrew Biersack that or Andy, Sixx, or Anny. Though please stick with Andy I feel like a girl if someone calls me Anny. Then I just have to burst out into "tomorrow" from Annie. Gets people to laugh, but I'd prefer a guys name.
¤Male pretty sure of it even if I do have long hair and a feminine shape I am still male. Trust me I can prove it. Thank you now that that's settled shall we move on?
¤I just turned 18 WOOT! Which means I'm finally free to enjoy my art as I please. And be who I want, but guess that's kinda hard when I've had to hide my entire life from my parents.
¤Straight...ok I'm secretly bisexual... I just don't think my art would sell if people knew. I mean guys get death threats for being gay! I just want to be left alone and under the radar.
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paint or play guitar I wear it up in a pony tail to keep it out of my
face. My eyes are a vivid blue that has hints of white that you can't
really see so don't try looking because it took me years to notice.
Yes I wear eyeliner and so yeah get over it.
¤I'm 6ft3in and only 125ilbs and I could not
care any less. I look like a skeleton but so what? Britney Spears
lost weight and got clean and people still called her a bad mom.
So what?
¤I love leather and anything black. Of
course I love a good pair of boots or converse too. I usually wear
black tanktops and skinny jeans if I decide not to wear leather.
That or a great shirt works too.
¤I have my left ear pierced and my left
lip. I love tattoos so I'm not even gonna start on the ones I
have just feel safe in the fact that I have a lot of them.
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¤I was born into a talented family where we could all play instruments and sing which meant that there was no real room for anything else in any of our lives. I didn't want to follow everyone else and started learning to draw and paint and it turned out I had a good talent for it too. I became an amazing artist at sixteen entering contest and placing first in many of them. My family wasn't too thrilled with that and we got in lots of fights over it. I finally got tired of them and left sleeping at friends houses that is until I joined a band and met the love of my life. He was the violinist in the band and secretly gay like me except well he was fully gay. We spent a lot of time arguing, but that never stopped us from loving eachother. One day he just up and left without a word. One day i found a note stuck to the only painting He had left me that I had painted for him. Turned out he had a bone disease and died from it. After that i reclused myself to Italy to get away taking time to paint and get my head straight. My past came back to bite me and now I'm active in both the music and art worlds just so I can remember him. After that I met Valentine who quickly became like a sister to me when I met her. I saw what she was going through and helped her out of a bad situation and since then I've been protective of her like she was my own sister.
¤I'm very fun to be around and just wild in general like doing dares and
partying even if Val...I mean Cheshire doesn't like it. I'm no Prince
Charming either, I can be kinda rude at first but that's a just me
being grumpy from losing the love of my life. I do not tolerate many
things like guys who cheat or steal I think it's stupid that you betray
the person you care about for some fling. If you don't want a
relationship don't be in one. I'm loyal to my friends and people I love
like Cheshire who is like my sister to me. I'm upfront and truthful so
if you don't like the truth don't ask trust me I don't hold back
especially if you made me angry. I'm a known flirt too I like to make
people laugh its nice to brighten a persons day I guess even if it
means humiliating myself. I'm very protective of the people in my
life and would take any secret to the grave even if it meant lying,
but I guess that makes me a hypocrite. Oh well!
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