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Shane Spire Castel
Moments after my added comment I heard footsteps coming towards me no doubt Kait's as she was the only other person here I lifted my gaze to see her standing there she said hat I probably wasn't a worthless fool but no offense but what does she know she didn't even know me till less than ten minutes ago and anyway I don't lie I always tell the truth. I lowered my gaze to the ground again listening to the words that came from Kait's lips.
So she was suicidal, depressed and had a cutting problem? People try to say that I am depressed sometimes but I am not I am just quiet and don't always like the comapny of others honesty. I lifted my head to look her in the eye to show that I meant what was coming out of my lips "I'm sorry" I said knowing the pain of cutting yourself, I use to do it myself but I managed to get control of it somehow. I shook my head "All Esther said was that I need to start thinking good about myself that if I keep thinking bad things it is not going to lead to good things" I said quietly

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Kait looked at him when he said the words and she gave a little shrug "eh, Why? It's my choice" she said then listened to his last sentence. Who was Esther? It couldn't be his mother or father, if it was he would most likely call them that. Unless it was a step-mother of father. You never know. And start thinking good about himself? Does he bring himself down all the time like he just did? man, that's harsh. "So, self hate?" Kait asked. He didn't know what his problem was so maybe that was it. Kait then asked "Who is Esther?" she felt like she was being really noisy, but she was spending a month with this guy. She would rather know about him, And wouldn't mind if he asked some questions every once in a while. She would understand. Spend a month with someone you know nothing about. yeah, that's a little weird. It was good to get things off her chest. it felt nice not to keep it in all the time and let it build up in her until she decided to cut again. Which was everyday. She cut this morning before she left. So the marks are fresh, She always has her sweatshirt on covering her arms and wrists. So nobody knows she cuts most the time. People think she stops because they don't see them, but they get worse.

[Self Destruction]

Shane Spire Castel
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mr. self hate | Male | Eighteen
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I brought myself up and despite wearing shoes I moved not just so I was further away from Kait but so I felt more comfortable, I moved so my back was leaning against the wall as I lay on what would be my bed for the month, pretty comfy at least it was comfier than the mattress back at the care home maybe there would be some perks to staying here but yeah I didn't really like being to close to people it meant them hurting me and that was I think I couldn't afford for to happen but I guess I was going to be staying with this girl for a whole month so I will have to try and at least make an effort whether I like it or not plus it would be rude to ignore her and I like being polite I'm not much of a rude person really.
I shrugged maybe there was something wrong with me like this girl said 'self hate' and I do always put myself down which slowly puts me into a pit of despair hm, maybe, no it can't be telling nothing but the truth can't be self hate it is not my fault I'm such an idiot . This girl seemed to be asking a lot of questions I wonder why but I just ignored the thought and watched her "Esther is" I wondered whether to tell Kait or not that I was in care I have told many people that I was and most of them had decided to avoid me but why what is wrong with orphans ? I bit my lip and stared at her probably making her a bit uncomfortable but I needed to study her to choose whether she was someone I could tell or not, it was not as if we were ever going to meet again after this, this month would probably be the only time we ever meet so why care if she likes me or not and if she doesn't well her loss I guess. I took in a big breath before speaking "My carer, Esther is my carer" I said

[aura-]

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Kait watched him as he said Esther was hi carer. And she decided to stop asking questions and to stop making him uncomfortable. He probably didn't want to tell her things but he did. She put him in an awkward position. Kait's stomach the growled. She hadn't eaten anything today and was pretty hungry. She wanted to know if there was some where to eat in the mansion or if they could leave and eat somewhere. I'm sure she could always ask. So Kait stood up from sitting on the bed and grabbed her phone from her pocket and looked at it. She had a missed call and 4 messages all from her brother. geez, he really was worried. She glanced up from her phone and at Shane and said "I probably should call my brother" she looked at him awaiting an answer. He really was interesting. Where were his mother and father? Does he have and siblings? Thsese are questions she wanted to ask but she didn't want to nosey and rude by asking. He seemed like he wanted to keep those things to himself, which was fine with Kait. It didn't bother her

[rhiannon.]

▸ christopher 'chris' elliott
▸ 18
▸ wearing

Chris laughed. "Yes, everything. That's why I'm saying sorry. Don't apologize for the joke, I need a laugh sometimes; when I'm sober." He smirked lightly, and sat up. "Yes, you did hurt them. I'm not gonna sugar coat that. Honestly though, you have to think of yourself living here. Not just this Mossy Mansion or whatever, Earth in general. So don't think like that. You did what made you feel comfortable and that's that, alright? Alright." He offered her a light smile, and turned his body so he could face her completely. "Well yeah, I'd probably be a little shaken if my roommate died too." He laughed a smart-alic laugh. "I didn't promise anyone anything, I just offered to 'lighten up' a bit. Basically I don't smoke the green three times a day anymore." He laughed a little. "I never promised anyone I would stop." He reached under the bed, and grabbed his special box. He placed it on the bed, and stood up. He walked to the door, and locked it. He didn't need some adult walking in on him looking through his forbidden box. He walked back to the bed, and plopped down on his butt with a sigh. He brought the box to his lap, and opened it. He carefully pulled the tissue paper out, and placed it next to him. Metal clanked together as the box moved. It contained a flask, a small pipe, a large pipe that was twisted and rainbow colored, about four lighters, and he placed his pack of cigarettes in it. "This is probably a safer place for these babies." He smiled, and looked up at her. He wondered if she was uncomfortable; oh well, she'd get used to it, living with the addict. "Hmm... Which to use tonight, eh?" He thought aloud, smiling lightly. He'd probably do it while she slept unless she wanted to try it too, which he doubted.

[B r o k e n;]

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Ｈａｚｅｌ Ｗｉｎｔｅｒｓ

◄Haze|Ms. Anxious|Seventeen|Female|Wearing►

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Hazel felt a wave of relief wash over her as Chris laughed. She watched him smirk and bit the inside of her bottom lip. She really should stop biting her lip so much, it might end up bleeding and that wouldn't be good at all. "So I'm guessing you're not that much of a fun guy when you're under the influence of whatever it is that you take or smoke or I don't know. Drink?" she didn't really know that much about drugs so she was pretty much clueless when it came to the subject.
She listened to him state his opinion, his honest opinion. Not many people gave her that, mainly because they thought just because she was quiet and just because she self-harmed it meant that she was a very sensitive person. And that was true, on certain topics only though, but seriously can you imagine how annoying it was when people fake everything around you just to make you 'feel better' when actually it really just p*ssed her off. In short, she appreciated the fact that Chris was being honest, so she liked that about him.
"You know what? Thanks. For being honest and nice at the same time. I don't get that alot." she said, looking at the ceiling for a bit then back at him.

"It's good that you didn't promise. I mean.. say you fail, then you end up feeling like sh*t" did she just swear out loud? well that felt surprisingly good and weird "and like you've let everyone down. Which sucks." she finished her sentence and sighed loudly. When she heard the lock to the door click she blinked and sat up, watching Chris do whatever he was doing. She saw him reach under his bed and get the box with his little 'addictions' in it. She sort of tried to see what caused the metal clanking in the box but then just gave up knowing there was no way she would be able to see what was inside from where she was. She heard him talk and as soon as she saw him looking at her she looked away. She didn't want to make eye-contact with him, because for some reason that scared her. A lot. Way too much, actually. Was that weird? Yes, ye sit was. Well everything about her was weird anyway.
She sort of glanced at him when he heard his voice again, but this time it seemed as if he was thinking out loud. At least she wasn't the only one that did that.
"Say Chris... what's it like to be uh.. high?" she asked, looking at him again, well more like at the box but oh well. She didn't know if the question she asked was stupid or not, but she was really quite curious of what it felt like. Did it feel good? Probably did. Why else would he do it? Obviously because it felt good, she decided, but still awaited for an answer.

[rhiannon.]

▸ christopher 'chris' elliott
▸ 18
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Chris thought for a minute. "Well, I'm just less uptight with people when I'm influenced I think." He didn't really know, that was a tough question. He didn't think of himself as a really fun guy in general, so that added to the difficulty of the question. He nodded a 'you're welcome' to her when she thanked him for being honest. "You don't have to thank me, it's just something that I think should come fairly easily is all." He was contradicting himself big time; usually the only time he was ever honest was when he was drunk to the point of crying and spilling his mind to a wall. He didn't even think of it when she cussed, he did it all the time so he didn't care much. Her question sort of struck him as a bit funny; He remembered asking the same one to his friend who introduced him years ago. He chuckled a little and pulled a pipe from the box. He held it in his hands, and admired the marbled design as he spoke. "It's different for everyone I guess, but for me it's relaxing. I just forget about everything for a few hours." He nodded, twisting the pipe. "If you want to try it, I'll be up later. You can just walk over here because chances are I'll be up and quite able to help." He smirked lightly, and then put the box to the side. He would have to wait until it was really late.

[haadez_]

marcus lightmon

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m o o d;
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t a g g e d ;
ryleigh
d o i n g ;
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marcus laughs and shakes his head. I'm not deaf, I can hear you just fine. but if you start begging me to talk I'll block you out like i did with everyone else.' he scribbles down on the paper. As she says he has a great fashion sense, he looks down before looking back at her. Shaking his head he grabs his phone, he types, enter your number before handing it back to her. Marcus didn't understand how he had a good fashion sense. All he was wearing was a simple white graphic tee and black skinny jeans, to him that was normal. After grabbing his phone back, Marcus grabs Ryleigh's arm and drags her out of the room, excited to start exploring the "haunted" place. Wondering back down to where they entered, marcus heads into a room near by, only to see it be an empty bed room. 'if there are empty rooms, why are we sharing one then.' marcus thinks as he walks back out of the room, confused. Smirking, he silently walks threw the shadows unil he was behind Ryleigh. Grabbing her shoulders quickly he lets out a gasp sounding like a hiss to startle her.

[Self Destruction]

Shane Spire Castel
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mr. self hate | Male | Eighteen
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I bit my lip and nodded when Kait said she needed to call her Brother, so she has a Brother but what about her parents surely they would have wanted to phone or text her as well but then again what do I know I'm just an orphaned child who has never had a real family or friendship or maybe she was an orphan too but decided not to mention it but why would she not after mentioning the suicidal, depression and cutting problem that was defiantly worse than being an orphan and telling someone about it.
I myself was quite hungry and when Kait's stomach growl I wondered if I should ask her whether she wanted to go get a bite to eat I don't know wasn't exactly sure and she seemed to be busy phoning her Brother but I guess I could ask her but I wonder if there is some sort of source of food in this place or if we'll have to go out which I wouldn't mind I wouldn't mind checking this place out.
I opened up my suitcase where I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and I wrote something on it before showing it to Kait who was on the phone to her Brother 'Wanna get a bite to eat when your finished?' it read I wasn't really bothered if she wanted to or notbut I just waited for a nod or something

[aura-]

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Kait pressed a few buttons on her phone and then she held it up to her ear. It started to ring and she walked away from Shane and sat on a chair. She didn't want him to hear her conversation with her brother. Most of the time those were private and she didn't wand someone to 'accidentally' hear what they have to say. Her brother answered and said 'are you alright Kait?' And Kait just replied by saying "yeah yeah" now of course Shane would hear what she had to say, that didn't bother her much, she didn't want him to hear what her brother had to say. He knew almost everyone of her secrets. And he sometimes brings them into phone calls. Her brother then went on about the mansion and her roommate and eating and such. Of course Kait would listen to half of the tings he said. Like, 'make sure you eat three meals a day' uh hu, Sure. Like That'll happen Jay then went on with Kait just saying "ok" after he finally said 'Alright, I guess I'll see you in a month. So behave' and while he was saying that she read the note that he wrote and showed her and she nodded with a smile. glad he said something. Well, wrote something. After listening to her brother say 'love you' she replied and said "Love you too. Bye" and she clicked the end button and slid her phone in her pocket again. She normally wouldn't say love you to him but she wasn't seeing him in a month and that was a long time since they are always with each other and they were all they had left of the family. She looked at Shane and walked back over to him and said "Do you think they have food here or can we go outside?" she asked him as she placed her hands in her sweatshirt pocket.

[B r o k e n;]

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Ｈａｚｅｌ Ｗｉｎｔｅｒｓ

◄Haze|Ms. Anxious|Seventeen|Female|Wearing►

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"Ah. I see." Hazel nodded a little, not really knowing how to reply. And again she just smiled when Chris said she didn't need to thank him. She would've said more, but talking so much made her feel weird so she decided to keep quiet for a while. Well she did try to keep quiet, but Chris' reply came with a free chuckle from him as well. She watched him take out a pipe and look at it for a while before speaking. Different for everyone, eh? Hazel found herself wondering what it would be like for her but then she blinked and tried not to think about it; she was always the curious type of girl and that wasn't always good. Especially when it came to drugs.
She wasn't really surprised about his answer until he offered her to try it. Okay, for a second she was very tempted to agree, so close, but then she remembered what Noah's reaction would be to that so she absent-mindedly shook her head. "Uhmm... I don't think uh..." she trailed off, not really knowing how to answer. Watching his lips turn up slightly into a smirk made Hazel's gaze move further north until it stopped onto his eyes. And for a few seconds, just a few she made eye contact with him, which made her freak a little and place her hands on her face as an attempt to hide away. Okay, that was safe to say the most childish thing she could do, but she was afraid of making eye contact with people.

Everything was quiet for a while. Hazel still had her palms on her face and decided to spread her fingers open, peeking through the gaps at Chris to see what he was doing. Okay, she was being really stupid right now. Like she always was.