Leda gently turned to see what he was doing. Then turned back around like nothing happened. She was still looking out the window, wondering if he hated her now. People usually did hate Leda. She was always afraid of what they were going to think of her. Leda wasn't shocked when she once heard his voice again. She hesitated at the last three words, "whadda 'bout you?" Should she really tell this complete stranger her problems. Does he actually care? Sadness filled her eyes just thinking about her past. Leda decided that if she was going to stay a month with this kid she outta at least tell him why she is here. She sighed, "I'm always putting bad thoughts into my head. Always second guessing things and worrying about if people like me. I'm never able to move on from the past, never able to erase the sound of my mum's scream or erase the image of her slowly dying. When my mum did die I moved to America and lived with my insane grandmother. I had an eating disorder and only talked to my grandmother. So I guess my problem is I have depression. I can't help it, I mean this world is a filthy place." She was looking out the window the whole time, not make eye contact with Timothy, mostly because she was afraid of his reaction. He was probably just going to say she is lying. Leda sat there for a couple second, she wondered about telling him the cutting part. She couldn't help but touch her wrist just from thinking of them. Leda made fresh ones last night, and any minute they could start bleeding again. They usually do withing the twenty-four hours they were made.
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