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Is it me or our characters EXACTLY alike? :/

[Kat~]

oh sorry. ill fix that xD can you tell me whats the same please??? or what page your on?

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>> σηє gσσ∂ тнιηg αвσυт мυѕι¢; ωнєη ιт нιтѕ уσυ, уσυ ƒєєℓ ησ ραιη.

{♥} Kat :: Eighteen :: Female :: "The Disabled One" {♥}

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My name is Kasai Jane Hart; why? Kasai meaning fire or wild and determined, Jane being my mother's name who passed away shortly after my birth. My last name Hart, Ironic because mine seems to be missing, I can't tell you much about it. I have no idea where the name came from. Sometimes close friends call me Kat, why I'm also not sure but otherwise I have no nickname. Now if a stranger walked up to me and called my Kat, I would likely backhand them to the best of my abilities. Kat isn't a name I like nor want, but seeing as my closest friends tend to like it and I could never hurt them they are allowed to use it. Otherwise there is nothing genuinely special about my name, it fits my hair color and allows me to keep one thing of my mother that I wouldn't have known otherwise.

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Looking into the Mirror I see... well; nothing. I am technically blind, but not as a 'wave your hand in front of my face and I won't see it' type of blind. I have very, very strong contacts and glasses so that I can see, and even then images won't be as clear as I'd like. The reason for my blindness? An old friend of mine thought it would be funny to pepper spray me to see how much I would cry- seeing as I rarely ever cry. But when I'm wearing my contacts or glasses and do look in the mirror, I see the reflection of what I would say is a broken girl. I guess I just have that look. Anyways I'm 5'6" so not at all that short, have pale skin, and long straight hair the color of... what do you want me to say? Fire? I'm a red head! And yes- that is my natural hair color despite my darker and brown looking eyebrows. My eyes are a dark brown that are constantly changing shades from a dark olive green to a hazel color with rusted flecks in them. I have a button nose, thinner lips, and slender fingers I guess. Over all.... I don't view myself that attractive.

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I am not some sad, depressed girl who cuts herself and refuses to smile for anybody if that's what you are thinking. No, I'm not that difficult nor selfish. My mother may be dead, my father may not care about me, but I don't let that affect me. People label me as Broken and Disabled, but the correct term is Alone and Cold. I said my heart was missing; not broken. I can be kind, I can smile. But if you make a bad impression on me it is very hard to gain my trust or get so much as a compliment from me. Once an enemy I'm someone to watch out for as there is no 'Justice' in my dictionary. Only revenge. Yet when befriended I tend to stand by you in arguments and fights- and trust me; I'm a scrapper. What's a scrapper? A small(er) person with a lot of fight in them. Once in a physical fight I don't dive for the hair or earrings like a normal girl, I will punch you good and hard and I will try to get you on the ground so I can continue to beat the living crap out of you.

Why do guys tend to not have an interest in me? Because I've surrounded myself with a barbed wire fence. Come too close and you're guaranteed to get cut. I don't like letting people that close to me, and guys are deterred by the constant rumoring of my being Emo when I'm not. Why don't girls like me? I don't let them push me around. Girls have big mouths and fragile bodies from starving themselves for a good figure, so when they threaten me I only stand up and I dare the to try. This usual results in some very mature 'Ooooooh's' and the other girl backing off. Now if I'm aiming to look innocent I'll usually ignore them, but they know when they've gone too far. Teachers on the other hand love me. I've always strived to be a straight A student so I can get myself a good career, therefore I tend to stay after class to help out and finish homework and some extra credit. no harm in aking a goo impression, right?

My favorite animal I'd have to say is a simple Maine Coon Cat. I just love everything about them and luckily for me I found one on the streets when I was a little girl so my dad let me have him. Ever since I've had one, and right now I have Mizzy; a Pure black Maine Coon with legit silver eyes. She's absolutely gorgeous and to me a total sweetheart but hisses and claws at just about everybody else.

Oh! And my favorite songs are;; Headstrong by Trapt, Distance by Christina Perry, and If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickelback

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All I have for now ):

(( No Judge ))

[Kat~]

Ok i changed it, could you go over it and see if i should change it more?

[i m a g i n e.]

♞Toby Garfield♞
Allison and Sloane made plans involving pools and hammocks. Allison asked what food we wanteed, giving us the option of chinease vs. Pizza. I flailed my arms excitedly. "Chinease, please." I spoke, my stomach suddenly feeling extremely hollow.

"Okay." Allison said to Toby, smiling. It was incredibly awkward in the car since no music was playing. She opened the glove box, and grabbed her imagine dragons cd. She put it in the CD player, and pressed play. The first song was radioactive. She didn't blast it, but she turned it up enough, so you could hear the lyrics. Allison had memorized every lyric to every song of their album. But she didn't sing along because she didn't have anyone else singing with her.

[Black Veil Sirens]

{ Can I reserve 'abused'? }

[.:Serendipity:.]

(yes.)

[val.]

"What he said!" Her sister giggle, putting the guitar down and sitting next to Spring. They looked at each other, before playing Circus Galop "Most intense song ever!" Spring beamed, continuing to play with sister. "Slow DOWN!" Spring chuckled, trying to keep up with her sister. Her sister stopped playing "Too...Intense...Fingers...Cramping..." Her sister stormed off into her room, while Spring kept playing her part in the song.

[Black Veil Sirens]

• Who Am I?
Who am I? Well, ok. I'm Jade McKinley. So many things have happened in my life I don't even know where to start.
So..I guess my name? I'm going to tell you right now, I hate it. It sounds like something you'd order on a McDonald's menu...
Sorry about that, I guess I shouldn't start off complaining, right? For real this time.
I'm Jade McKinley. I'm sixteen and I'll be seventeen in about two months. I'm not popular, and trust me, I don't wanna be. Popular people just bother me, I'd never want to be one of them. So yea, I'm one of those girls who sits alone at lunch or never says a word. I don't have many friends either. ( Well to be more specific, I don't have any )
Well, another thing I should tell you is about my parents. They fight all the time..and most of the time it's for pointless things. I want them to stop, but they won't listen to me. They just yell at each other and I can't do anything about it..to tell you the truth I'm scared; I'm scared I'm going to lose them. I understand the fights sometimes, though, like when Dad comes home drunk and Mom gets mad. Again, I can't even do anything about it because they never listen to me.

This band is my inspiration. Every song they've ever written has a meaning and a story, and that's why I love them. They've helped me get through a lot. Whenever I feel pain, or alone, listening to them reminds me to keep fighting. One more thing..
My mom has cancer. Even after all of this happening, she doesn't want me to tell anyone. I can't stand it, to see her everyday knowing that no one's going to help her. She says we all talk about it when her little fights stop with Dad. But that's not gonna happen anytime soon..

• Habits?
Habits? Well, if you mean like drugs and stuff then definitely not. I'd never do anything like that. But that doesn't mean I don't have any habits, because I do have one: and that's cutting. I know, I know, it's bad. But some nights I just can't take it. Sometimes I like the pain, I don't know why. It's sickening to even think about liking it, but it's true.

• Love?
Yeah right. If you mean like a celebrity crush, then it's Andy Biersack. But in school, no. I mean, who would like this? Like I said, I don't even have any friends. I wish I had at least one..

• Favorites & Other Things

Song: Fallen Angels by Black Veil Brides
Thing to do: I often play video games like Legend of Zelda, Bioshock, and especially Kingdom Hearts. My dad used to play video games with me, mostly Kingdom Hearts. But I grew up, and he thinks I wouldn't wanna hang out with him anymore, I guess. So it's really nostalgic for me. Yea, I know I act like a little kid.
Animal: Wolf
Color: Purple & Black
Something I hate: You can call me a freak, a weirdo, whatever. But don't you even dare call me emo. That's when it truly gets to me.

* No Judge *

[Sonder.]

S a x o n • Cl a u s e

Mood• jokey
Tagged• Kasai
At• park
Form• page 3

I zoned out for a few seconds as Kasai cuddled up, leaving me partly torn. I never did understand girls. I peered down at her carmine red hair and took in a deep breath before wrapping my arm around her. "Soft enough?" I muttered in a brisk tone, unable to quit with the smirking.

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