T r o u b l e d || Semi-lit roleplay||OPEN,SPOTS ARE OPEN

[narnie]

L E D D Y

Leddy brought her foot up and slammed it into the wall. It cracked the dry wall slightly and she fell back onto the other side of the hallway. She slid down to the ground and cried. Her hand frantically wiped away tears and she hit her hand against the wall. It made a slap sound and she looked to make sure no one was there. A slight scream escaped and she face palmed. Her hand was wet from the tears and she started to have a break down. Her mind swirled and she breathed deeply trying to calm herself. Though it wasn't working well.

>> They can meet or something <<

[Spoopy Season]

GERARD

Gerard could hear banging outside the doors and into the winding hallways. He could hear the blood pumping furiously through his ears from the lack of sleep and the constant fearful crying he endured early that morning. His hallucinations were so real, so life-like, so.. there, in his face. He could feel, hear and see it all, others just see him freaking out in the hallway, cowarding from some invisible entity inside his own head. He got sick of the pounding, it was too much. He tossed a pill in his mouth and quickly swallowing a large gulp of coffee. Hesitating to swallow, he choked it down and silently screamed a breath of pain. He grabbed his bag and coffee and stormed out the cafeteria. He was sure he was imagining things, maybe this character will listen when he tells it to shut up. He turned the corner and screamed at the girl, "NO! CUT IT OUT! YOU'RE JUST A PIECE OF SH*T INSIDE MY MIND, YOU CAN'T SCARE ME LIKE THIS ANYMORE, YOU ARE NOT ME, YOU ARE JUST MY LONELINESS!" he took his coffee cup and slammed it on the ground, the cream-less mixture splattered against the walls, ceiling, and pooled on the floor. He glared at the mind-girl, his eyes were wild, his hair still messy, layed tangled on his face. He huffed and turned around sharply, pulling a pack of cigarettes and a lighter out of his bag.

[narnie]

L E D D Y

Leddy turned her head in surprise to the boy who came in the hallway to yell at her. She pushed tears off her face and stood up, pulling up her sweat pants and just staring at him. There was a bead of sweat on her forehead and she tried to be calm to say, "What the h*ll are you talking about?" Her eyes were glazed over with tears and she pulled her long dark hair into a big bun while looking at the wall she had damaged from her foot. The knuckles on her hand started to bruise and turn purple from punching it so hard and she leaned her forehead against the wall while still standing and looking at the now, bruised and bloody knuckles that she had. Her gaze looked over to the boy who yelled at her about not being real. Oh she was perfectly real unfortunately. A sigh escaped and she waited for his reply to what he was talking about still wondering what was wrong.

[Spoopy Season]

GERARD

He stormed out the nearest exit and sat on the steps that were placed at the back of the building, right next to dumpsters and the employee parking lot. He selected a cigarette from the pack and lit it, taking a drag he leaned back and blew the smoke straight up in the air. His leg was restless, jumping up and down under his elbows. He huffed a few more times, trying to calm himself down. He took another pill and swallowed it dry; it tasted like salt and saw dust, with a hint of over-kill poison. His cigarette hasn't been finished faster, he tossed the butt on the ground and squished it with his foot, lighting another one he sat there, letting the breeze comb through his greasy hair. Knee deep in thought of how he was going to get out of here, things were not getting better, things were getting worse. He didn't know this place, this city, or these people. All he knew was he was sick and his family was afraid to have him in the house.

[narnie]

Leddy watched the boy walk outside and she looked at the bottom of her wrist with the tattoo she had gotten. It was simply a lock that sat on her wrist and the person with the key was dead. It was a joint tattoo that meant something one day. She looked at the other wrist that said 'hope' and she almost cried, but resisted. Her head hurt and she looked outside at the guy who had screamed at her. She searched for a nurse wondering when her treatment was today. Every thursday she need the same thing and it hurt like hell each time. Why did everything happen all at once? Why was she so sick? Mentally and Physically sick. No one to talk to, do anything with, no one to understand both pains that she felt. She wanted out so badly and didn't know how.

[Spoopy Season]

Gerard blew another puff from his cig and rubbed his temples. Opening his eyes, he took a deep breath, "Okay Gee, she's not a real person, she's not going to be there, just peek through the window and everything will be fine.." He whispered to himself. He pushed himself up and slowly peered through the window, seeing the girl still in the hallway. "Oh sh*t!" he breathed. He sat back down on the step and took a few deep breaths to clear his mind. Okay, he just screamed at a real person who is probably as sick as he is, what is he going to say, what will he do about it? How is this chick going to react?! "Okay Gee, one, two, three..." He stepped on his cigarette and opened the door, slinging his bag back over his shoulder. He walk towards the girl in a panicked apology, "Oh my God, so sorry, please don't be angry, you see, I have this thing, I can't help it, I know you're real, you're totally real, I mean you are clearly a human and you are right in front of me, you are here and real, and I am so sooo sorry." He stopped to breathe, going over what he just said to make sure he didn't say anything wrong so he can catch himself before she reacts. He just sat there, forehead wrinkled under his shaggy black hair. "Do you need a coffee?" He choked.

[narnie]

Leddy leaned against the wall watching people walk past the end of the hallway. Her eyes snapped over to the boy who seemed to have hallucination problems and she turned to lean against the other shoulder and face him. Listening to what he said closely and wondering on how she reply. "It's fine..... People treat me like sh*t all the time. You get used to it." Not meaning to be rude, just truthful on what life really was like. Thinking about wanting a coffee she found it weird how he mentioned it, "Coffee sounds good." She pushed off the wall and ran a finger over her tattoo a few times before walking over to where he was to walk with him to get the coffee.

[Spoopy Season]

Gerard shoved his hands in his pockets and kept his eyes facing the floor. He was totally and utterly embarrassed by his own behavior He walked up to the till, "Get whatever you want, I'm paying" he said quietly. "double shot espresso, black" he said raising his eyebrows, thinking of just how fast his heart is going to pump after all of the caffeine he had that morning. Heck, he will have a heart attack if he has another black coffee.

[narnie]

Leddy followed him to the coffee stand while repetitively running a finger over her tattoo. She ordered quickly, "Iced Mocha." There wasn't much to what she ordered. It never tasted good anyways. Just gave her energy to keep walking around and kept her mind thinking of the things that broke her down. She looked at the guy briefly while waiting for the coffee becoming impatient with the long wait. Could she yell at the people and use an excuse for the yelling? Probably, but she liked to be hidden and have no one pay attention to her. No one could make fun of her.

[Spoopy Season]

Gerard tapped his fingers on the counter while watching the lady pour and blend the order. He thought about what it would be like to have a job, no, not this job, he'll probably happily make a coffee for a person who isn't actually there. He's afraid to even go to therapy, there's nothing those people can to do stop the hallucinations, they just tell him how to change his reaction so he isn't afraid or angry. The lady put his coffee on the counter with a pack of sugar next to it. "That won't be necessary" he said sliding the sugar back to her. He pulled out his wallet and set his bills down, "Keep the change he said handing Leddy her coffee and taking his.He turned away quickly and lead Leddy to the table where he always sat, but moved over one so there was a spot for her to sit. "Again, I am so sorry. I'm in here for Schizophrenia, I see, hear, and feel things that aren't there, it's not much fun at all." He stared down at his coffee cup.